School under construction/last lesson of a class I wasn't supposed to attend

[Temperance]

Last night I had a dream that I was attending a class in my old university, which I wasn't registered for, but was rather just showing up to lecture. In my dream, it was the very last lesson, and the professor somehow noticed that I wasn't actually registered for the class but was just attending of my own accord, and got angry at me for doing that. Shortly after this I left the classroom since things got tense there, and I noticed that the whole university was under construction, most buildings didn't have all the bricks in place, there were piles of bricks around and things set up as if they were ongoing construction/renovations.
It mainly felt like I wasn't supposed to be there, but wanted to be there to learn regardless.

In my interpretation, I'm taking it to mean that I might be trying to skip certain lessons? Or that perhaps the construction means I still have to gain more knowledge to be able to understand the lessons I need to learn? I'm clueless as to what lessons I'm "skipping" and will need to meditate more on this to figure it out.

 

[gnosisxsophia]

Hi Guille,

While I'm usually loathe to comment on other peoples dreams due to the many nuances involved, in your case I personally would be interested in -

1) The subject of the lecture
2) The name of the lecturer*

*ie. investigate the root/s of their 'name' which will be Hebrew, Celtic, Persian etc. and often have a very specific or relevant message for you.

Also you mentioned the school is under construction / renovation.

Was it possible that it was being dismantled?

Having run the gamut of 'school' dreams myself over the years, I find in recent times a similiar scenario to yours, in that there is no longer a place/seat/locker etc because I'm no longer meant to be there either but, rather symbolically, I still have to wait for the end for the day (final bell) before I can leave.

So I usually end up sharing a cigarette with the caretaker / gardener and just shooting the breeze until the dream moves on :)

Best of luck.

Cheers

 

[Temperance]

Thank you for commenting!!! Indeed, the "construction" imagery does make sense as dismantling! It also makes sense with the not supposed to be in the classroom, and leaving the class! Thank you!

The name of the lecturer I can't remember, nor what he looked like. I get the feeling it was either a psychology or philosophy class. If i remember correctly the classroom was one of the ones i took several psychology classes in.

Since I already graduated from that school, perhaps this dream is indicating that I'm dwelling too much on a certain lesson and that I need to move on, go out there, and apply what I learned.

Thanks again, your input was definitely helpful. :)

 

[gnosisxsophia]

No problem at all :)

Cheers

 

[Kay Kim]

Hello Guille,

I think your subconscious mind is trying to tell you something that you need to do.
My interpretation of your dream,

In this Forum is like attending public school that anyone can join to stay to learn and study/explore.
But, if person/members gained knowledge then wants/needs to join the FOTCM/University to devotedly pursuit one's own path with other FOTCM members.
That's way declaring ones own commitment to others and also to the Divine Cosmic Mind, so our heart and mind are focusing in alignment with true purpose.

The FOTCM is still open to the dedicated members, it is still ongoing construction/renovation state.
But someday there might be shut the door to getting in, it might be due to Cosmic events or Earthly happenings, in that case, one might need to work hard to achieve right frequency alone.
So, why wait, now we need to join with FOTCM members and work together devotedly.

So, I requested to join FOTCM recently, and then I had strong opposition by my son, who lives next house.
In his view of religion groups is/was really bad, which I understand, but he thinks we are same as those lunatic groups like Scientology, Unification Church and big and small groups that brainwashed, or mass-suicides or attacks(if person want to get out from them), he was talking about so on and on....
Besides, he read about bad things that falsely accused Laura's work in internet. No matter how much I explain to him he won't listen.

But my mind and heart was firmly choose to join FOTCM, so in the end, I managed to joined the FOTCM!!!
Anyway, I believe if person is set to become what's in own heart, then eventually the Divine Cosmic Mind gives inspiration to the person and helps.

So, I can't change other/my son's belief but I do what's right for me in my life.
I hope you choose your own heart to be guide you in your own right direction.

 

[Phill4]

My interpretation is related to the forum, but it could have other meanings depending on your current situation, i am a bit inclined to the area of commitement, and that we are all at some level or other "under construction".
We all individually put a "brick" and help the network in whatever way we can.
Your contribution in terms of interacting and involvement help, so i don't think it is that you shouldn't integrate more, but maybe a symbol that you can "sign up" for more which as kay kim said is in part a form of commitement or involvement or something else.

The part of the interaction between you and the teacher may contain more information on the personal level, was this a known real teacher or someone you never seen?
If it is someone you know how do you see or feel about this person?
What was the conversation or was it just a sensing of tension. Or maybe a transitory event.

These questions can help you with the interpretation. And as i said may have a totaly different meaning.

My two cents

 

[Learner]

Thank you for sharing your dream, Guille!

Like others here, I think the school can mean the forum and FOTCM. They provide lots of knowledge, concepts and services - a structure, which is not fixed, but under steady "construction / modification" according to the needs of the members, their commitment and contribution, and how the way to the common aim shapes out.

On the other hand, I am also thinking of the school of life - which is way from being 'fixated' either :) So it could be indicative of your life or parts of your life being "under construction / being dismantled" - indicative of changes.

The last lesson of a class you haven't registered for could probably mean, that it is not mandatory for you anymore since you made a choice for a certain path while rejecting another one. But some part of you thought otherwise - so you showed up there. Another part of you might have been angry about it (because it was a deviation from your new learning path) - the professor. He could also be a wiser part of yourself. And, it also makes me think, if this lesson has to do with anger / emotions?

Maybe there is some pattern you are (emotionally?) still clinging to, but some part of you hasn't realized yet that you are ready to move on and just have to let go? Could this be the lesson you think you are 'trying to skip' - letting go and moving on?

This is just my take - I would also suggest journalling next to meditation, as it can help to decipher the message from this dream. In the end only you can know best :)


Edit: Typo

 

[Temperance]

Lately my thoughts have been indeed regarding getting more involved with the FOTCM and forum. I've been posting more and reading more on here lately, and recently signed up to volunteer as a translator. Perhaps I'm not supposed to be attending that classroom until I've put in my work in other areas of the "school" or self?

The last lesson of a class you haven't registered for could probably mean, that it is not mandatory for you anymore since you made a choice for a certain path while rejecting another one. But some part of you thought otherwise - so you showed up there. Another part of you might have been angry about it (because it was a deviation from your new learning path) - the professor. He could also be a wiser part of yourself. And, it also makes me think, if this lesson has to do with anger / emotions?

Maybe there is some pattern you are (emotionally?) still clinging to, but some part of you hasn't realized yet that you are ready to move on and just have to let go? Could this be the lesson you think you are 'trying to skip' - letting go and moving on?

I think there is something to this... last night as I was going to sleep, I had the thought that I need to relocate the energy I'm putting into the dojo I attend. I practice Aikido, and am currently what's called a soto deshi, which is basically a volunteer/apprentice that cleans and helps teach kid's classes on top of attending regular classes. I definitely don't want to let go of this, and don't want to stop my practice altogether. I'm undecided between stopping my practice (which would give me more time, and save me money), becoming a regular member and not being soto deshi (which would save me time, but not money), or staying as is and seek to make superefforts to both be engaged in the forum and Aikido.


Thank you everyone for your input... certainly gave me things to think about :)