capt.picard
Padawan Learner
first of all hi seekers :)
ive had an interesting dream tonight. before sleep i didnt do the prayer of the soul. i was telling Him that i want to awaken! so the dream begins:
the environment is like a map for those first person shooter games- a courtyard, temple with strange doors and stuff. there were me and some friends from highschool which i havent seen for years. it was terror- i was picking up weapons (a "shock rifle" like those from "unreal tournament") and shooting around but i was chased by others too! they wanted to kill me - all the people which i knew and which not. i was going in circles on and on , passing the same things. suddenly, a strange feeling - we stop fighting each other- i sense something big happened and in one instance i was on the balcony of that temple in the "map" and i was looking at the courtyard-it was the same(rectangle shaped,grass covered) excpet some great pillars which occured (i thing they are of great importance for me) - they were made of small elements (tubes, cubes - geometric forms like those wodden children toys). those elements were in all possible colours and they were the "bricks" of those pillars. those pillars were high 25-30 meters in height and if you take a look on them from above they differ from each other in they ground-plan - they were (ground-plans) like those elements in tetris. the pillars were ordered in space randomly on a distynce from each other. an then, a small cloud-round shaped cloud appers - which was like an emiter of some kind- with a head of a budistic monk which was smiling a bit- i sensed that he was satysfied (maybe beacuse we stop fighting). when i look at him i feel safe and happy and feel gratitude (just glorious feelings). then i jumped on the top of the pillars and they started to move and merge in a circle (so we have now one great pillar with round-shaped ground-plan) which fall appart quickly and i find myself on the ground - i am standing on beautiful green grass, people are around me and i sense celebration. now the merged pillar fell apart and i took a fistful of those small elements and throw it in the air(like in the manner when you see pople in movies doing that with money in the fantasies- but this was not money or like it - it was everything-i was playing with everything) - that was really a celebration (i think beacuse of the union). now the cloud is gone and suddenly six wimen appear. they had indian faces, 40-45 year old and they had a serious face expression. one woman talks- i dont remember the first words but i sensed a warning in her voice like "its not all over yet". then, the next thing she mentoined was "Glorious death" (in the manner not to be dissapointed with it). then i woke up - i must say it left a great impression and i remember things in details.
when i sumarize i get: fighting/struggle to survive (in one scene a friend of mine wanted to cut thru me with a big blade) , strange occurance (cloud with s face within- simbol of good faith to me) , unification of those pillars (each was different from each other in shape and colour) , celebration of life and happines (we all were happy and satysfied) , message (woman) talking in serious manner
ive had an interesting dream tonight. before sleep i didnt do the prayer of the soul. i was telling Him that i want to awaken! so the dream begins:
the environment is like a map for those first person shooter games- a courtyard, temple with strange doors and stuff. there were me and some friends from highschool which i havent seen for years. it was terror- i was picking up weapons (a "shock rifle" like those from "unreal tournament") and shooting around but i was chased by others too! they wanted to kill me - all the people which i knew and which not. i was going in circles on and on , passing the same things. suddenly, a strange feeling - we stop fighting each other- i sense something big happened and in one instance i was on the balcony of that temple in the "map" and i was looking at the courtyard-it was the same(rectangle shaped,grass covered) excpet some great pillars which occured (i thing they are of great importance for me) - they were made of small elements (tubes, cubes - geometric forms like those wodden children toys). those elements were in all possible colours and they were the "bricks" of those pillars. those pillars were high 25-30 meters in height and if you take a look on them from above they differ from each other in they ground-plan - they were (ground-plans) like those elements in tetris. the pillars were ordered in space randomly on a distynce from each other. an then, a small cloud-round shaped cloud appers - which was like an emiter of some kind- with a head of a budistic monk which was smiling a bit- i sensed that he was satysfied (maybe beacuse we stop fighting). when i look at him i feel safe and happy and feel gratitude (just glorious feelings). then i jumped on the top of the pillars and they started to move and merge in a circle (so we have now one great pillar with round-shaped ground-plan) which fall appart quickly and i find myself on the ground - i am standing on beautiful green grass, people are around me and i sense celebration. now the merged pillar fell apart and i took a fistful of those small elements and throw it in the air(like in the manner when you see pople in movies doing that with money in the fantasies- but this was not money or like it - it was everything-i was playing with everything) - that was really a celebration (i think beacuse of the union). now the cloud is gone and suddenly six wimen appear. they had indian faces, 40-45 year old and they had a serious face expression. one woman talks- i dont remember the first words but i sensed a warning in her voice like "its not all over yet". then, the next thing she mentoined was "Glorious death" (in the manner not to be dissapointed with it). then i woke up - i must say it left a great impression and i remember things in details.
when i sumarize i get: fighting/struggle to survive (in one scene a friend of mine wanted to cut thru me with a big blade) , strange occurance (cloud with s face within- simbol of good faith to me) , unification of those pillars (each was different from each other in shape and colour) , celebration of life and happines (we all were happy and satysfied) , message (woman) talking in serious manner
