D'Ankhiar said:
@Flashgordonv
I'm sorry, I really didn't know there was more to HRT than the reason I decided to go on it for. I found that out after reading the very first few post replies on this thread. Just like I figured people would get it since I included 'MtF' in my original post. Bad on my part...
I got it. Been there, done that. No T-shirt, but it worked.
...Reason I decided to go on HRT is because even though I know I will never be female, at least I can still look like one. But it's really more than just looks as hormones alter a lot of things that make us who we appear to be. To make things more clear, I will be lowering the testosterone level in my body and raising the estrogen level. I think that alone says a lot. I don't feel too comfortable with this amount of testosterone in my body, it feels disgusting and bothersome to me (and I know for a fact a lot of natal females would agree with me here), even tho my physical structure is that of a male. Or is it really? Apparently everything we are is enconded in our DNA so things are never that simple. But regardless, I'm sorry I created such misunderstanding.
We differ in that respect. My testosterone was low (female range) to begin with, although it shot up during transition and I had a "taste" of the stuff for a while. It didn't taste good, although it offered me a bit of physical endurance that I had never had. The increase was, unfortunately, caused by a serious medical condition. I have been post-op for over 7 years, and it is not an issue now. I do need to maintain a good diet because I no longer take a maintenance dose of estradiol -- that stuff nearly killed me too.
What I have learned about hormones since those days is pretty scary, as was my own experience with taking them. Do take care.