Galaxia2002
Dagobah Resident
I need to talk about something that is happening to me recently. When I am laid and ready to sleep, after the EE meditation or just when I am relaxed with clear mind and in silence I started to feel for few seconds a "signal" like when you tune the radio. the "noise" I heard is loud, but is not perceived only in my ears but a kind of sensation/sound that covers my mind and ears. it's scary because I feel that in any moment I believe that I will heard a voice. The sound is like when you change the radio dial but sometimes sounds like a growl or not used station. I allow myself to heard that for a seconds but I quickly get out of that state. But what motivates me to write this is that yesterday I heard my cellphone tone inside my mind in the same way(my cellphone was off and of course the sensation is completely different). I could feel the vibrations of the sound in my body which made more realistic. two days ago I also heard another sounds. is it like someone want to talk to me (the cellphone tone)?? is that a message? This coincides with the time when I started to smoking to test if it is good for me or not (one month ago).
When I was child I was able to hear that radio signal, with the passage of time it turned off, and now is active again, but those sounds so realistic are new. I meditate about why this sounds in my mind and I woke up in the middle of the night with a chain of thoughts about the C's transcripts:
-Leo/direct communication is near
-Supernova is near
-Remove all your mouth fillings and chelate mercury.( I had enough money but that was something I have in mind very soon)
This last part can be only noise, I am going to assume so, but I need to report it.
The real question is: Shoud I shut off this noises and ignore them? or let it express and explore with knowledge?
I have doubts because I don't expect to hear nothing inside me. I suppose that if we have a contact with the real being and you have a clean machine (diet, EE, knowledge, etc) and I am sure I am not still clean (it last to stop eating gluten and more emotional work) you become this being, it is not separate of you. or am I wrong in this?
I also think that it could be a subconscious mind message meaning that I am repressing myself to express (the cellphone tone) but it is in on the contrary I am know expressing myself much more than ever.
Maybe I'm drowning in a glass of water but this it made me arise many questions.
Edit: describing better the noise
When I was child I was able to hear that radio signal, with the passage of time it turned off, and now is active again, but those sounds so realistic are new. I meditate about why this sounds in my mind and I woke up in the middle of the night with a chain of thoughts about the C's transcripts:
-Leo/direct communication is near
-Supernova is near
-Remove all your mouth fillings and chelate mercury.( I had enough money but that was something I have in mind very soon)
This last part can be only noise, I am going to assume so, but I need to report it.
The real question is: Shoud I shut off this noises and ignore them? or let it express and explore with knowledge?
I have doubts because I don't expect to hear nothing inside me. I suppose that if we have a contact with the real being and you have a clean machine (diet, EE, knowledge, etc) and I am sure I am not still clean (it last to stop eating gluten and more emotional work) you become this being, it is not separate of you. or am I wrong in this?
I also think that it could be a subconscious mind message meaning that I am repressing myself to express (the cellphone tone) but it is in on the contrary I am know expressing myself much more than ever.
Maybe I'm drowning in a glass of water but this it made me arise many questions.
Edit: describing better the noise