I think 4D is highest STS can go, but thought-centres are 'STS-reflected' at 5D (I think) - though I need to check myself.
Yes, sexual union can indeed be a good 'pure' thing I believe - but not lust, and that is what inevitably sneaks in.
You are correct that STS cannot go further then 4D, but I think they are STO reflected, since there is no more STS after that level. Might be not related, but I pitty lizzies. We humans, we live in ignorance, and we still have room for improvement. Lizzies on other hand, chose to be ignorant, and they are just sitting on a titanic, which will inevitably going to crash and sink. I pitty them, but I feel no sympathy.
Also don't forget angles of pentacle too: 36, 72, 108 and shadow-angle 144: All sums of 216 = 6x6x6 = 5th Gevurot of Sephirot in Kabbalah = Samael: Angel of Death.
Interesting angle (points of pentacle) is 36 degrees which all its digit sums added up ie 1+2+3+4 .... +34+35+36 = 666. Ain't that swell!
If I don't reply, Im not being rude... I must go to bed. Gnight.
Oh man, I am really bad with math. I will try to calculate that a bit later, since triangles gave me trouble before. Good night man.
Hi Awerlord,
first of all thank you for sharing your problem. As for the spine thing I can only agree with the advice others have already given: Please see a medical doctor/specialist; needle pain and loss of sex drive is no good sign in my understanding.
One thing in the discussion here so far bothered me, it was the question of happiness. I personally agree with JBP saying more or less that happiness is not so useful as a goal. I think we all here are seeking for conciousness and awareness - and we all know that those do mostly not go together.
When I look around me, the people that desperately seek happiness mostly engage in excessive partying, booze, lots of sex with different people (or "open relationships"- no happiness there, rest asured), more booze, drugs and lazyness. So they do not stop being teenagers in my eyes. That is no goal at all. Most of them not only do not know what is going on in the world - they do not even want to be informed about it. Because it makes them feel bad and that is to be avoided at all costs. Well that is just my perception with people I know and is just meant as a remark...
I think that you are correct in thinking that way regarding teenagers these days. When I said happiness, I didn't mean to use alcohol to achieve it, or use drugs, or to get laid. I do not do any of those things. My perception of happiness would be, to perhaps have romantic relationship with only one women, to know that everything I do have a purpose and that I am moving towards my goal that I likely made for myself, before being born.
I think that if there is such a thing as destiny, it is not a made path that will happen no matter what, but more likely, a plan of what I should experience in life, and at any moment, I can both get off the plan and/or return later to the said plan, if possible.
I agree that getting experience here to move to another level, learning lessons, is more important then just to be happy. However, I wonder, couldn't one become happy if one achieves what he was set out to achieve here? After all, cassiopeia guys said, that when the wave hits, some people will be afraid, some will try to survive, while others will be ecstatic. Moving up the level to STO side is at least one good reason to be happy in my opinion.
