hey everyone,
on my mind right now was this event that took place on winter's solstice 2011, i was sitting in my bed after a day of work, just relaxing, doing nothing much really, just watching some trailers.
out of nowhere, a drizzly day with just tiny spots of rain in the air turned into a very loud and strong storm that lasted for a couple of minutes, very windy and heavy rain, the moment this happened i got this very uneasy feeling, i stopped what i was doing and decided to go outside for a smoke.
rain had stopped, as i am walking downstairs and try to open the door to go outside, i found an obstacle, i could not see it but it was preventing me from opening the door, after a little struggle i realized that the 2 little christmas trees that the landlord had placed on each side of the door had fallen each in opposite direction to the other and it looked like an X.
so that was weird, so got them out of the way and back to their intended place and position, but the feeling of being outside was weary to say the least, i continued to smoke and just observe this feeling, i had somehow read that weird event as a message of "don't go out" or "you're trapped inside", as it happens i have a dog and he loves coming outside whenever i am going for a smoke, he usually doesn't mind the rain or anything, if it's too wet for his taste he will usually simply sit beside me until I'm done then run upstairs again.
but this time he did not run downstairs with me, he came down afterwards and when he did and i realized he was behind the door waiting for me to open i opened it, when i did, one of the most unexpected reactions from him took place, he stepped half way outside, looked around and started walking backwards as if he were afraid. and just decided to sit inside right behind the door.
later on, i kept on thinking about any possible symbology to that event, and this thought got the front seat in my mind, "this is winter solstice, the beginning of winter, you won't be able to go out" and with this strange weather in december at least in the NYC area where some days are very cold, some are warm, we had that snow storm in halloween, i could not help but wonder if there might be such a meaning to that, if the winter months ahead are going to be home bounding in the sense of extreme snow storms.
so of course the next thing that came to me was, what would be the best way to prepare for something as such? what could one buy or keep, meaning food supplies and things of such nature, if anyone has any feedback, it will be appreciated.
mirroring is also welcomed, maybe i was in a state of relaxed non-alertedness when watching the trailers, or the trailers set me up in a mindset to read the trees by the door as something bigger than what they were, and when the sudden downpour hit, it was shocking and activated some emotional reaction because of the state of dissociation.
thanks for reading, and any feedback and mirroring is much appreciated...:) and be careful everyone
on my mind right now was this event that took place on winter's solstice 2011, i was sitting in my bed after a day of work, just relaxing, doing nothing much really, just watching some trailers.
out of nowhere, a drizzly day with just tiny spots of rain in the air turned into a very loud and strong storm that lasted for a couple of minutes, very windy and heavy rain, the moment this happened i got this very uneasy feeling, i stopped what i was doing and decided to go outside for a smoke.
rain had stopped, as i am walking downstairs and try to open the door to go outside, i found an obstacle, i could not see it but it was preventing me from opening the door, after a little struggle i realized that the 2 little christmas trees that the landlord had placed on each side of the door had fallen each in opposite direction to the other and it looked like an X.
so that was weird, so got them out of the way and back to their intended place and position, but the feeling of being outside was weary to say the least, i continued to smoke and just observe this feeling, i had somehow read that weird event as a message of "don't go out" or "you're trapped inside", as it happens i have a dog and he loves coming outside whenever i am going for a smoke, he usually doesn't mind the rain or anything, if it's too wet for his taste he will usually simply sit beside me until I'm done then run upstairs again.
but this time he did not run downstairs with me, he came down afterwards and when he did and i realized he was behind the door waiting for me to open i opened it, when i did, one of the most unexpected reactions from him took place, he stepped half way outside, looked around and started walking backwards as if he were afraid. and just decided to sit inside right behind the door.
later on, i kept on thinking about any possible symbology to that event, and this thought got the front seat in my mind, "this is winter solstice, the beginning of winter, you won't be able to go out" and with this strange weather in december at least in the NYC area where some days are very cold, some are warm, we had that snow storm in halloween, i could not help but wonder if there might be such a meaning to that, if the winter months ahead are going to be home bounding in the sense of extreme snow storms.
so of course the next thing that came to me was, what would be the best way to prepare for something as such? what could one buy or keep, meaning food supplies and things of such nature, if anyone has any feedback, it will be appreciated.
mirroring is also welcomed, maybe i was in a state of relaxed non-alertedness when watching the trailers, or the trailers set me up in a mindset to read the trees by the door as something bigger than what they were, and when the sudden downpour hit, it was shocking and activated some emotional reaction because of the state of dissociation.
thanks for reading, and any feedback and mirroring is much appreciated...:) and be careful everyone
