To add a personal note, the kind of contemplation at the heart of this thread has been my core spiritual practice for 15 years. I find the practice to be fruitful as it has grounded a sense of Being in me that is solid, nearly unshakeable. Oddly, I also find it silly, because with that grounding, there is no reason to talk about it. After all, to whom would I be directing comments, as if I am trying to prove something to myself by gaining 3rd-party perspective? I suppose I could be looking for feedback to revise and improved my understanding of Being, but for what purpose? So I can be better at Being or better at explaining Being to that same Being who imagines itself as something other than that very same Being? So the cat chases it's tail :) Quite frustrating. I've been told that it's akin to drilling through hard rock...or my own hard head.