ecks-i said:
your rules are too restrictive for me to talk openly about my personal beliefs. i do not get "taken in" by anyone. at one level, i have realised myself. i suppose you should disregard. i have a feeling i won't be participating for much longer. unless you have a section in the forum for the free exchange of ideas, sans rules. for me to explain exactly what i mean would violate forum rules. (2, 4, 5, in particular. i'm not sure what a "psychological deviant" is. that seems pretty subjective...)
You seem upset by our forum rules. The thing is, they exist for a very good reason - especially the one about discussion of illegal substances. A big reason for that particular rule should be pretty obvious, and can be summarized by the word "illegal". In addition, we do not believe that any sort of true growth in knowledge or spiritual advancement can safely be done through the use of any substance that causes one to have certain "experiences". We have seen time and again how such "shortcuts" generally lead to self-destruction. So, that rule exists due to the collective experiences of a couple thousand people.
In any case, the existence of rules does not automatically imply censorship. The problem is only when the rules get out of hand. For example, laws that impose penalties for theft, murder, and rape are not necessarily a bad thing. If there were no police officers in this world, then certain people might feel the need to just walk around killing and raping and stealing from whomever they pleased. Unfortunately, that's the world we live in. When those rules are abused to persecute innocent people, however, then they become a problem.
Of course, there ARE certain groups of people who DO kill, rape, and steal despite the rules and they get away with it. Sometimes, they do it in the name of a particular nation or group either with or without the consent of a generally apathetic populace. This type of person would be one example of a "psychological deviant". Thus, the rules don't always work for everyone.
But here, our forum rules apply equally to everyone, and there are no "special exceptions".
In your case, no one has persecuted you. You joined a forum that clearly states that it is not the place for you - at least from what you have written thus far. That isn't a judgment on your choices - it's just a statement of the facts as revealed up to this point.
Whatever path you choose, that is your choice and I wish you luck!