The Test

MusicMan

MusicMan

The Cosmic Force
FOTCM Member
December 2012.
Started investigating Cassiopeia, after reading Ra, The Law of One, a New Paradigm, and The Seth material.

Wife has knee replacement. Recovered well, I played Mr Mom for a while.

2013.
Daughter announced she is separating from husband. He's a pagan.
I am investigating psychopaths on Cassiopeia.

Two TV sets fail. One does not pick up channels starting with 8, 80, 84, 88.
Other did not pick up channels starting with 2, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24. turned out to be the set top box, I teamed the two together to get all the channels.

August - Self - Dizzy spells - MRI scan - problem resolved, no worries.

September - Self - Pneumonia - overnight in Hospital.
- antibiotics. Up to a year recovery..

November - Wife - Gall Bladder attack - nine days in hospital.
- she had a ultrasound, then an MRI, then endoscopy.
- scheduled gall bladder surgery. (she was put on a low fat diet, and has lost more than 25Kg)

2014 March.
I'm starting to get into the Cassiopeia sandbox, and join the Forum.

Stovetop failed - large electric plate burned out contacts.
- Price of new stove top, $400+, - saving pennies.

Received notice of Operation for wife's second knee replacement.

Received notice of Operation for wife's Gall Bladder.
- Postponed until after recovery from knee op.

Received notice of massive water Leak from Council.
- Checked everything, couldn't find anything substantial.

Found Hot Water Service leaking out of top - the same day - an hour before - we were leaving for Bowral
(200km) for the knee operation. - turned HWS off, removed fuses to prevent explosion.

Operation / week in motel - cost $400+
Wife on crutches. I'm Mr. Mom again..

Came home from Bowral, stopped at shops, car wouldn't start.
A Good Samaritan came to our rescue. With a Starter pack. Must get one of those.

Organised a new Hot Water Service,
cost to come out of my pension payments. $2,000+

Dishwasher sprung a leak.
Cost of repair $200+, organised repairs to door gaskets.

Old lady next door has daughter staying with her. she's not well.
I had to help her to get to her bedroom. She having trouble walking.

Washing Machine refused to work.. maybe faulty mother board.

Modem Power switch refused to work.
Priced new modem at $100.
-Workaround- plug cable in and out instead.

Computer - blue screen of death
- hard rebooted- ran virus checks and defragged.

Another computer: - keyboard ''R" key refused to work. hmmm?

A friend of ours reported that her cancer had returned in the other breast, and the outlook is not good.

My wife's father reported that he is having chemo for prostate cancer.

TV would not work - turns out faulty aerial connection in that room.
-workaround- used another connection. Maybe can fix it myself.

Discovered hot water tap over bath is not passing water. -blockage?
Not a big problem, we use the shower.

Old lady next door's daughter went to hospital - diagnosed with a malignant brain cancer.

A few days later, she was operated on, and then had an MRI for whole body - looks OK.
- In recovery, facing chemo and Xrays.

This weekend:
Rang to get maintenance for washing machine and priced a new mother board.
Priced new mother board at $187. Could fit it myself.
As I was talking to them, I pressed the button and the Washing Machine started!
(- got a couple of loads washed..)
Then, within minutes, as I was still talking to them, the telephone line failed!
Rang them back on mobile..

Rang telephone company to report fault. (from mobile)

Wife got an electric shock from kettle.
- Pensioned off kettle. (I have a spare one)

Went to shops. Parked in same place as last time - car refused to start again!
another good Samaritan got us going again. With another starter pack.
Called car insurance people. They organised us another car battery. -cost $200+

Attempted to use Washing Machine again - refused to work.
- Might have to hand wash clothes for a while..

Today:
Rescheduled dishwasher repair (I used the cash to pay for the car battery)
- Looks like I'm hand washing dishes for a while..

Organised a rental washing machine, until can afford to repair the existing one.
-This to be paid from wife's pension payments.
The existing washing machine still not playing ball.

Phone company fixed phone line. (it's a recurring fault, so we'll see)

Waiting to see what else the Universe is going to test us with.
I might be onto something.
 
I'm curious, because these issues seem to have two threads. Utilitarian and health. Anything going on in your creative endeavors or with relationships>? Have you tried addressing the energies around you openly and verbally, maybe saying 'please stop this now!' Also, you're care giving for your wife and neighbor, and had someone help you, (car), and lots of water related utilitarian stuff. Could there be blockage in the flow elsewhere?
 
Thank you for the replies. I just hoped I wasn't adding to the noise.
Wife and I have been considering moving near the coast, as it is too cold here in the mountains in winter and extremely hot in summer, yet have to wait for her legs to heal up first, and she's scheduled for another operation in September.
I'm a bit philosophical about appliances, they do fail, and the older they are the more likely failure is. It's a bit annoying when they all decide to fail at the same time.
A Quaker friend of mine thinks my life is complicated by too many things, and that maybe I should be looking at living more simply, and not "beyond my means"..
I gotta tell you, I hate washing dishes, and washing clothes by hand doesn't appeal to me. I guess I have been spoiled by modern appliances. When I was a kid in the 50's we didn't have any of these mod. cons.
Mind you, it's hard not to get paranoid about everything.
I keep reminding myself that there are plenty of people worse off.
 
Music Man
Waiting to see what else the Universe is going to test us with.
I might be onto something.
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Indeed I think you are on to something.
Over the years many Forum members have reported (myself included) that the more drawn to Laura's work--The Work, and SOTT, they become, the more the "General Law"
sends distractors and disruptions to discourage their pursuit of truth. Having multiple, recurring, and frequent breakdowns of electrical equipment of all kinds and health issues
are the most common reported blocks thrown in our paths by the Cosmic Trickster. I don't think it is a matter of where you live externally, but rather where you are growing internally that wakes the General Law to activate against you. Look up "General Law" in Cassiopedia for more info.
Welcome to the club and best of luck getting through this phrase.
shellycheval
 
You have had an eventful time MusicMan!

Sometimes you have to wonder what life will bring next when you are in that situation dont you? It is just one thing on top of the other...like you are being swamped with one wave after another.

Recently I had the privilege of having the Work of Gurdjieff come to me......they say that The Work finds you and not the other way around. Anyway I noticed that I had bothersome things happening to me such as not being able to log on to websites. One of these sites was very important as I had to do a financial transaction to apply for my visa. In desperation my partner, Esoterica tried and no problems for him logging in.

I have noticed verbally aggressive attacks from a women who is the friend of a lady I look after when previously she was quite pleasant. Usually I get a strong sensation in my second chakra when these attacks happen. I can now identify that Ive had them all my life.

Esoterica pointed out that this is possibly because I am reading about Gurdjieff and Im 'stepping up' my knowledge base. It all made sense and Ive made a conscious decision to block this interception.

Anyway Ive also discovered The Law of the Pendulum via Gurdjieff which is basically how life swings from good things happening to disruptive things happening and that there is a neutral stage in the middle.

I hope you have a neutral stage or good phase soon.

FM
 
moodygoodcapn said:
I'm curious, because these issues seem to have two threads. Utilitarian and health. Anything going on in your creative endeavors or with relationships>? Have you tried addressing the energies around you openly and verbally, maybe saying 'please stop this now!' Also, you're care giving for your wife and neighbor, and had someone help you, (car), and lots of water related utilitarian stuff. Could there be blockage in the flow elsewhere?
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I agree with the above in bold. Many times we can see life as a series of attacks when what's really going on is that something/one is trying to give us a heads up about some change we need to make or something internally that needs to be addressed. I think your life is trying to tell you something about yourself.

The good news is that this gives you, MusicMan, an opportunity (should you choose to view it that way) to find out what it is that you may need to do differently (looking to yourself for possible causes) as opposed to seeing yourself as a victim of unfortunate circumstances which kind of keeps the cycle going.

Some possibilities to look into are diet/physical (what does that currently look like), are you doing ee/spiritual, and the intake of knowledge (Are you trying to learn more about yourself and the world so that you can pass that onto others?).

Both utilitarian and health issues can often be a manifestation of emotional blockages that we are unaware of. Have you gotten a chance to read When The Body Says No by Gabor Mate? Your wife may be interested in this as well if she hasn't read it. The thread is here.

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Thank you for your input, truthseeker. I'll check it out. I'm fairly new to this way of looking at things, and no doubt I have some changes to make. My diet is not PALEO, though I eat a lot of meat. And as for the EE breathing exercises, I have started, but I think I have a way to go to get it right. Also, I am not a smoker at present, although I have been in the past.
So much to do, so little time..
 
MusicMan said:
Thank you for your input, truthseeker. I'll check it out. I'm fairly new to this way of looking at things, and no doubt I have some changes to make. My diet is not PALEO, though I eat a lot of meat. And as for the EE breathing exercises, I have started, but I think I have a way to go to get it right. Also, I am not a smoker at present, although I have been in the past.
So much to do, so little time..
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Sounds good. The link above is really interesting as well as it shows how unresolved hurts from the past show up in surprising and varied ways in the present, many times even in our relationships with others. One of the things I think I got from it (and the book) was how to be more compassionate with myself which hopefully translates to having more compassion for others so that they can avoid making the same/similar mistakes. Fwiw.
 
wow, you are really having a time of it. Something is certainly trying to get your attention or cause you to stress out or both. Try getting creative in your repairs, searching for second hand parts/appliances locally or on the web, car boot sales ect might help you keep your costs down. Or offer an exchange of services, someone to look at your plumbing in exchange for whatever you can offer. Have a clear out and sell some of the things you can live without. As for the health issues, I would certainly look at your diet and also the environment you live in, if there is an unusually high amount of electromagnetic pollution around. Phone towers or even where your PC router is in your house. Not sleeping with electrical equipment around.
Best of luck to you and your wife!
 
Thank you Lainey. Good advice. Since I retired, life has been interesting for us. I'm still trying to downsize and de-clutter the house. Actually wouldn't mind selling this place and moving to somewhere near the coast. In order to get a smaller, less expensive place, I will have to bite the bullet and de-clutter. After a lifetime of working and raising four children, you collect a lot of stuff. It's hard to decide what to get rid of. Trouble is, I don't have a ruthless streak in me. Procrastination is my sin..
 
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