Cyre2067
The Living Force
(so i wrote out half this post and when i minimized the window it closed instead of minimizing - strange.)
I've been having major shifts in my perceptions lately that i wanted to share here. (oh and my mouse just died.) To Start i've been having a radar-like feeling around OPs. They just kinda stick out since i've been following the OP thread. Its like gay-dar if you have that experience only their actions/speech just make it obvious they aren't really there or thinking critically. It's happened at home around my mom (subject specific), when i was out at the bar (few people stuck out like sore thumbs from their actions/speech) and at this house party (kids were age 17-25). I've noticed it can be subject specific in some people and on all the time in others, at least while i was around them.
I've been doing energy work lately as discussed in the NEW system and I've been gaining alot of experiences from that. Mostly I've been feeling more of the objects around me. Hard to describe but its like having an invisible hand that i control with my thoughts that can change size and "touch" anything i can percieve around me. I've also been "feeling" approaching/leaving cars/persons as they move around me. I've been zapping things with different affects, and by zapping i mean charging a specific local of my body and then discharging it at a target. Works best with organics, specifically larger life forms, trees, dogs, people and it didn't have any noticeable affects other then "going" to where i wanted it more easily. Anytime i zapped something inanimate (signs, phone polls) i got the feeling it drained right out into the earth below it.
The other night i was not sober (sorry!!!) and playing with energy (works well) and i ended up expanding this spiral type deal that i have down my core to surround myself, my house, and outwards further. It felt kinda twitchy and i got the distinct feeling i was doing something i wasn't ready for and so i backed off. But eerily i heard a voice warn me in my head - "You know not what you do human". Not the first time i've heard "voices" but this one was obviously not my subconcious (tends to sound like me in my head, and doesn't speak so cryptically) and was older, scratchy and male sounding.
My comp at home keeps dieing. I've been using it to make copies of the Loose Change (9-11 conspiracy) DVD that i spoke of in the WTC thread. I made 4 copies before my power source died. Then i made another 11 before my hard drive went. Granted both were old but i find the timing worthy of note. Also worth noting is the fact that my mouse here at work just died as well.
I've been having major shifts in my perceptions lately that i wanted to share here. (oh and my mouse just died.) To Start i've been having a radar-like feeling around OPs. They just kinda stick out since i've been following the OP thread. Its like gay-dar if you have that experience only their actions/speech just make it obvious they aren't really there or thinking critically. It's happened at home around my mom (subject specific), when i was out at the bar (few people stuck out like sore thumbs from their actions/speech) and at this house party (kids were age 17-25). I've noticed it can be subject specific in some people and on all the time in others, at least while i was around them.
I've been doing energy work lately as discussed in the NEW system and I've been gaining alot of experiences from that. Mostly I've been feeling more of the objects around me. Hard to describe but its like having an invisible hand that i control with my thoughts that can change size and "touch" anything i can percieve around me. I've also been "feeling" approaching/leaving cars/persons as they move around me. I've been zapping things with different affects, and by zapping i mean charging a specific local of my body and then discharging it at a target. Works best with organics, specifically larger life forms, trees, dogs, people and it didn't have any noticeable affects other then "going" to where i wanted it more easily. Anytime i zapped something inanimate (signs, phone polls) i got the feeling it drained right out into the earth below it.
The other night i was not sober (sorry!!!) and playing with energy (works well) and i ended up expanding this spiral type deal that i have down my core to surround myself, my house, and outwards further. It felt kinda twitchy and i got the distinct feeling i was doing something i wasn't ready for and so i backed off. But eerily i heard a voice warn me in my head - "You know not what you do human". Not the first time i've heard "voices" but this one was obviously not my subconcious (tends to sound like me in my head, and doesn't speak so cryptically) and was older, scratchy and male sounding.
My comp at home keeps dieing. I've been using it to make copies of the Loose Change (9-11 conspiracy) DVD that i spoke of in the WTC thread. I made 4 copies before my power source died. Then i made another 11 before my hard drive went. Granted both were old but i find the timing worthy of note. Also worth noting is the fact that my mouse here at work just died as well.