Nathancat7
Jedi Master
If someone wishes to move this to baked noodles they can. I'm feeling really good inside--the words are flowing easily. Unless its on the Duncan roads subject because I found that very , very disturbing. At first when I read about it I was going to comment--but it was so shocking, and when you're weak, sometimes its best to ignore it and work on other things. Needless to say it was easy to see the evil and recognize the subterfuge of hurt he applied as he dance his retreat.
I've been vectored before, so I recognized it, but never on that scale. In fact I've done it on this forum. And I swore to myself that I would never let that happen again.
And what is disturbing me is that I am feeling good, and for the most part the words are flowing. And that disturbs me because it is often at those times that I am unaware that I am a feeding tube for the lizzies; that I am being vectored without even knowing it.
I took a nap and dreamed I was surrounded by vampires. In the dream I took a route to avoid the vampires I was really afraid of. But there were still vampires on this route. So I thought--O.K. and started to fight them with a sword--but then that's no good because it just plays right into their hands. And then I kind of thought--well then I'll just defend myself. So in the dream since I was some kind of Wizard or spellmaster I zapped a couple of light walls shield things up and right about that time I woke-up fully.
And this struck me when I was posting in the family section maman thread in response to reading some books on Narcissism. It felt like there was no real substance to what I was saying today. It's easy to talk, but I am not interested in being a jerk. It is much harder to do the research that a lot of people on this board do.
I've been vectored before, so I recognized it, but never on that scale. In fact I've done it on this forum. And I swore to myself that I would never let that happen again.
And what is disturbing me is that I am feeling good, and for the most part the words are flowing. And that disturbs me because it is often at those times that I am unaware that I am a feeding tube for the lizzies; that I am being vectored without even knowing it.
I took a nap and dreamed I was surrounded by vampires. In the dream I took a route to avoid the vampires I was really afraid of. But there were still vampires on this route. So I thought--O.K. and started to fight them with a sword--but then that's no good because it just plays right into their hands. And then I kind of thought--well then I'll just defend myself. So in the dream since I was some kind of Wizard or spellmaster I zapped a couple of light walls shield things up and right about that time I woke-up fully.
And this struck me when I was posting in the family section maman thread in response to reading some books on Narcissism. It felt like there was no real substance to what I was saying today. It's easy to talk, but I am not interested in being a jerk. It is much harder to do the research that a lot of people on this board do.
