SOTTREADER
The Living Force
For the most part I tend to ignore dreams but I had one weird / random dream last night that got me up and upon waking, I had the urge to write it down the best I could as I knew I'd quickly forget it. I think you start to forget a dream within seconds of waking and it's easy for one to make up detail that wasn't in the dream the longer you think about it beyond the first couple of minutes of waking up - I mean, how would you know if your mind, to try and make the dream make sense to your waking mind doesn't just magically create detail to fit a coherent narrative.
For the above reason, I'll copy / paste what I wrote down immediately after waking without trying to make it make sense - the below is what I immediately wrote down within the first few minutes of this dream getting me up
Later I reflected some more and wrote down some key themes perhaps 30 mins or so after having woken up
Basically the jist of it is I believe my partner in the dream was abused in her childhood but I didn't know this. I went with her to this office building which is where the abuse appears to have happened, perhaps the abuse was what this place was about. All the workers were Indian - this stood out to me. We made our way through the building ending up in an office for the main guy, he was clearly white. She walked in first and sat down, it was a swanky office. He was on a video call, as his phone was on a tripod just in front of him. My partner confronted him, he didn't seem to deny but then here is where the first weird thing happened, he disappeared into thin air.
We then walked out and as we tried to make our way out the building, all the workers were trying to stop me in particular, not my partner. Somehow, they were seeing me as someone I was not. The emotional intensity increased and it was as if whatever abuse was taking place in that building was trying to take me as the next victim, perhaps as a way to retaliate to my partner for having come back there to confront the CEO guy.
I believe we made it out eventually but in the process it became apparent the CEO guy could possess people and warp what they saw, hence all the Indian workers trying to stop me from leaving as they saw me as someone who I was not.
The dream is RANDOM and almost like I was dreaming someone else's dream.
As I wrote the above post from my notes hours after the dream, it's almost as if I didn't even dream it as it left no emotional signature as it were. But I definitely did dream it as I wrote it immediately after it got me up in the early hours of the morning!
For the above reason, I'll copy / paste what I wrote down immediately after waking without trying to make it make sense - the below is what I immediately wrote down within the first few minutes of this dream getting me up
Later I reflected some more and wrote down some key themes perhaps 30 mins or so after having woken up
Basically the jist of it is I believe my partner in the dream was abused in her childhood but I didn't know this. I went with her to this office building which is where the abuse appears to have happened, perhaps the abuse was what this place was about. All the workers were Indian - this stood out to me. We made our way through the building ending up in an office for the main guy, he was clearly white. She walked in first and sat down, it was a swanky office. He was on a video call, as his phone was on a tripod just in front of him. My partner confronted him, he didn't seem to deny but then here is where the first weird thing happened, he disappeared into thin air.
We then walked out and as we tried to make our way out the building, all the workers were trying to stop me in particular, not my partner. Somehow, they were seeing me as someone I was not. The emotional intensity increased and it was as if whatever abuse was taking place in that building was trying to take me as the next victim, perhaps as a way to retaliate to my partner for having come back there to confront the CEO guy.
I believe we made it out eventually but in the process it became apparent the CEO guy could possess people and warp what they saw, hence all the Indian workers trying to stop me from leaving as they saw me as someone who I was not.
The dream is RANDOM and almost like I was dreaming someone else's dream.
As I wrote the above post from my notes hours after the dream, it's almost as if I didn't even dream it as it left no emotional signature as it were. But I definitely did dream it as I wrote it immediately after it got me up in the early hours of the morning!
