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Is it me or when you read the transcripts it feel like its you experiencing the session? It's like the transcripts directly relate to me in several ways. I'll not red the transcripts for a while and then when i come back to it, i have experienced something that the C's are describing. Maybe i'm just looking too much into it, but i swear sometimes I wonder if laura and crew are me in the past or future recording this to help me now. Just like how out of the blue something came to me and told me to learn how to read music. I went to google, and thought id just browse but i wrote down the basics to writing music and ever since then the C's are getting more in to the music aspect of knowledge.
I also have been experiencing weird things like deja vu, daydreaming while driving, emotional outburst and severe crying over music, movies, conversations, etc. Everyone kind of knows me as a strong non emotional person.
When i lie down at night i sometimes hear people talking. I intentionally cut on my tv becuz I'm a scary cat, but i can still hear the conversations under whats being said on the tv. I also keep feeling something in the middle of my forehead open up at night??? and i always feel as if someone is watching me.. (hence sleeping with the tv on and all the lights and my head under the cover lol don't judge me lol) I feel as if i'm vibrating only at night and scared to go to sleep cuz it feels like I'm gonna leave my body. I don't know why i'm scared to do this. Well yes I do, because i feel someone is watching me and if i leave something may happen.
I feel like everything around me is crumbling. I've lost best friends, long term relationships, co workers being mean, financial troubles, etc. It feels as if everyone is attacking me at one time. I've become so depressed :( I"m feeling a little better now now that I realize what you give is what your are given, which is another strange sychronicity that I just read that in a transcript and i've been listening to a song for like 3 months on repeat that says this.
and i dreamt of 3 different types of spaceships 3 nights in a row a few weeks ago. What was weird is that the dream was simply a ship just sitting there. that was the whole dream. as if my consciousness was just staring at a ship for hours.
oh oh
I also had this dream around this time that these little aliens pulled my physical body through the house, put me on a table , cut me open from chest down to the crouch, and like 8 aliens feasted on my insides. the pain was horrible and then i thought, wait a minute, i didn't give you permission to hurt me.. so i removed my consciousness from my body... and it looked like shimmery sparkles.. the aliens stopped and saw i left and became upset. but the weird part is that i had another consciousness watching the entire scenario???
my consciousness attempted to attack the aliens but sending a huge EM pulse to them, but i found that i couldn't contain it so I left into the universe to not hurt anyone.. but i couldn't control it and a huge explosion happened sorta like a big bang and i destroyed all the planets :(
Then i woke up.
I also have been experiencing weird things like deja vu, daydreaming while driving, emotional outburst and severe crying over music, movies, conversations, etc. Everyone kind of knows me as a strong non emotional person.
When i lie down at night i sometimes hear people talking. I intentionally cut on my tv becuz I'm a scary cat, but i can still hear the conversations under whats being said on the tv. I also keep feeling something in the middle of my forehead open up at night??? and i always feel as if someone is watching me.. (hence sleeping with the tv on and all the lights and my head under the cover lol don't judge me lol) I feel as if i'm vibrating only at night and scared to go to sleep cuz it feels like I'm gonna leave my body. I don't know why i'm scared to do this. Well yes I do, because i feel someone is watching me and if i leave something may happen.
I feel like everything around me is crumbling. I've lost best friends, long term relationships, co workers being mean, financial troubles, etc. It feels as if everyone is attacking me at one time. I've become so depressed :( I"m feeling a little better now now that I realize what you give is what your are given, which is another strange sychronicity that I just read that in a transcript and i've been listening to a song for like 3 months on repeat that says this.
and i dreamt of 3 different types of spaceships 3 nights in a row a few weeks ago. What was weird is that the dream was simply a ship just sitting there. that was the whole dream. as if my consciousness was just staring at a ship for hours.
oh oh
I also had this dream around this time that these little aliens pulled my physical body through the house, put me on a table , cut me open from chest down to the crouch, and like 8 aliens feasted on my insides. the pain was horrible and then i thought, wait a minute, i didn't give you permission to hurt me.. so i removed my consciousness from my body... and it looked like shimmery sparkles.. the aliens stopped and saw i left and became upset. but the weird part is that i had another consciousness watching the entire scenario???
my consciousness attempted to attack the aliens but sending a huge EM pulse to them, but i found that i couldn't contain it so I left into the universe to not hurt anyone.. but i couldn't control it and a huge explosion happened sorta like a big bang and i destroyed all the planets :(
Then i woke up.
