Where were you on 9/11/01?

I was at work at the office of a large Denver publication. Someone was listening to the radio and reported to everyone. I imagined a small plane, flying too low hitting a building and just kept working. Then when the other plane hit the second building I thought, O.K. this is strange. We went to the break room to watch TV and saw the extent of the horror and the rest of the day was pretty much shot. I was doing Inside Sales and could not get a hold of anyone who had heard the news. It seemed like everyone had freeked and just attended to personal needs and close friends. I called my wife and tried to explain what happened but ... you really can't until you see for yourself, those images, over and over.
 
I was 11 years old and was at school, when the teacher told us a terrorist attack had happen in NYC, I was clueless until I got home and my family explained to me in detail and showed me the TV footage. My mom from the beginning told me this was not a terrorist attack, at least not in the way the media portraits it.
 
It was the last year for me in school. I can remember, that it was a Tuesday and we had to do a test in history class. I asked my neighbour sitting next to me which date we had. She answered: "September 11th." I still remeber very clearly writing the date on the top of the sheet of paper at beginning of the test.

When I came home from school, my father painted the kitchen and the radio was telling the news. At first I couldn't believe it. My sister suffered her own personal tragedy, because her boyfriend had broken off with her that same day. She sat in her room, as the radio did tell the news. I can't remember, if the TV had also been switched on by that time or later in the evening. But I can remember that I was wondering, how these buildings of the WTC we had learnt to know in our English lessons few years earlier could have been destroyed the way it happened, as I have found them quite massive.

However, I didn't ask further questions and didn't make further connections, because I still generally believed (almost) everything the media and authorities were telling us and that they wanted our best. I was also pretty much shocked, the shock was like a veil that covered the sight. I made an entry in my diary at the end of the day, wrote about the event and my feelings. But everything still resonated with the official view, no questioning. But something in the far corner of my subconscious mind felt somewhat odd, but I denied that feeling quickly and subconsciously.

Next day our town was very quiet, everyone quite solemn. The athmosphere in school reminded me of that of a mortuary house. One school mate with whom I discussed that event, said: "Now the NATO will go for it. Probably this will lead to World War III. There is no possibility to return." It might have been the same day (but I'm not 100 % sure), when Bush said: "People are either for us or against us." I was pretty shocked when this was being aired in the media. I found it quite fascistic and I got really scared, and I thought: "Will it now going to be like the Third Reich?" It brought that odd subconscious feeling back that I had the day before, but it was more conscious that time. However, I still dismissed it.

When Afghanistan was attacked, I thought, that it was a bit too quick than it seemed logical to me. And later I wondered, why American forces and CIA continued to not find Bin Laden, if they had so well trained groups as it seemed. That was one or 1,5 years later. So, something must have been really off regarding what the media wanted us to believe. Well, I didn't ask further, but became a bit more interested in how it might have happened at further years to come. I read about 9/11 on alternative blogs and websites. People around me say, there is a time before and a time after 9/11. From what I observed in the last years, I agree.

EDIT: Grammar
 
I was going to work by car and just before arriving I had this weird sensation that something was off, so I turned the radio to hear the news, they were not very specific but the presenter (by his tone of voice) was nervous, I reached work and we began to comment, checked the news on internet and radio, moments later we turned on the TV (I was working in the marketing area, that's why we had the TV).

We did not work that much that day, and I thought as well as my coworkers that USA was going to enter to a new war, being started by those events. It was a little chaotic, moving around like ants after their hive had been stepped on, I remember that I was shocked and my legs were like jelly and I needed to sit on the floor when I saw the buildings collapsed.
 
That morning when I was entering my AT&T office building, strangely the TV is ON and lot of people are watching. Generally those TV's are switched on only during the CEO speech and people are discouraged to use them for any other purpose other than company officials town hall meetings.
After that day, Those TV's were never switched off and constantly drum beating the same MSM crap million times a day. Later the TV got replaced by live streaming MSM on the computers itself.

When I first watched plane crash, I thought strange and sort of silly. The picture of fuming 2 towers against the blue background, sounds like a scene some where
By the time first tower collapsed, I was saying this is a planned collapse, 30 people around me looked at me like a fool. It is that look, I happened to find literally everybody's face when ever we say topics like '911 inside Job' , Low carb , High fat diet, Vitamin C is good , Smoking is good. By that time I am aware of laura's work , reading crazily to satisfy the needs of the connections that is getting formed so fast. So by that time first tower is crashed, it was clear with the background images of dubaya teaching little children when the world is collapsing. With in 2 days laura published C's session. It was damn clear the same kabal that is controlling information flow including military , UFO activities and the same techniques they use to do in secret and now is happening in broad day light. I watched TV for 2 days to get depressed to turn it off. I never watched TV after wards properly , only years later I ended up watching kids cartoon for company.

What sealed the puzzle for me is the Govt. and MSM. When Babri Masjid was destroyed in india in 1991 and entire country burned with violence and blood, the first thing indian govt. did is censoring the news and limitation on graphical depiction of the events. That seems to have controlled lot of destruction. but In this case, I wondered why US Govt. ( which I have lot of respect at that time) is showing over and over the same scenes and pushing patriot law with in 2 days. Well, Lot of things went after that. The valient fight between MSM propaganda and alternate media , truth vs lies, end less shades in between to polarize the world's population. darwin's theory of evolution sounds stupid when we look at the amount of destruction/ change in 10 years. Unbelievable spectacle ended With the wiki leaks giving the victory to the PTB, It feels like we are just waiting for the death of civilization like a person waiting on death bed.
 
I was waiting in traffic with a load of carpet to go install. I wasn't fully aware of all that had transpired until I got home and look at the news(?). It took serindipty an the internet to start to figure the scam out.
 
I was at my building on E. 14th Street and Ave. B, in Manhattan. I had the news on and was about to go to work in mid-town. They said something about a small plane hitting one of the towers. From my roof, I had a beautiful view of the towers and ran to the roof, grabbing my camera bag. When I got there, I was stunned at the damage. I'd been expecting a wisp of smoke, some broken windows...you know the rest. I stayed up there, took photos the whole time, not wanting to miss anything. They came down.

About two weeks in, I worked at the site as a volunteer in the rescue effort. It was pretty obvious that no one survived to be rescued. There wasn't anything but a pile of dust as fine as talc powder, a lot of paper and bent and snapped steel, an ongoing fire (that didn't go out for months). I basically helped at the Green Tarp Cafe, which was the only food service. It was on Liberty directly across from the south pile, maybe 50-75 yards and was closed shortly after when FEMA took over. It was called the Green Tarp because its front was bashed in and covered by a green tarp to keep some of the dust and smoke out. The NYC Board of Health supposedly closed it down and moved it. I just did whatever needed to be done, distributing food, emptying trucks, sorting supplies, cleaning up, talking to the professional first responders as they got off the pile with dogs and such...everyone needed to be talked to. It helped get people grounded after working in that hell space. The things that psychopaths are capable of, right?
 
SeekinTruth said:
weasel3d said:
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The things that psychopaths are capable of, right?

In a nutshell!!!
I agree with you both, but would also like to note that in this nutshell of psychopaths were also "normal" people who helped the psychopaths pave the path to this destruction. I'm sure there were a lot of "normal" people in the Third Reich too...

So, what if EVERYONE were educated on psychopathy? Imagine a world filled with knowledge of psychopathic personalities...I wonder how much power the psychopaths would have then...

Also, I read your response yesterday, weasel3d and felt very warmed over it. Thank you for doing what you did for those people. It does my heart good. :)

And thank you everyone, for writing your remarks. I read them all and have been appreciative to read your thought processes during this fateful day.
 
First time ever in Manhattan. A week vacation for a cousin's wedding. Family fun programs had to wreck it. Arguments over everything and any little thing. Sept 10 sightseeing, I regretted not going and taking pics at the towers, mom wanted to and I did not, I wanted to see all of Manhattan! Had Round trip flight date of return sept 11 but my mom got some crazy urge that night and bought a car from my aunt. Mom's sister-in-law tried to make us stay in NY but I got urge too and nothing was going to stop us from leaving. Around 1am we left on sept 11 and drove till NC fast! "did darn good time". Slept in service area, heard it on the radio when first "tower was hit with (inaudible) same as pentagon " (little shot at Dick's Freudian slip on their own site). All phone lines where busy. Friend worked in building 7 whew good thing he had a daughter school thing and took off work that day. (of hebrew descent so he may have had a warning) Felt responsible for entire mess and still feel responsible to this day because of our family general negative vibe :( Researched it. That's when I started taking things more seriously. I still remember Pentalawn2000 look ma' no skid marks or debris perfect for golfing!

This Big Shock to my system started me on the path to awaken. I'm still asleep and sometimes get little glimpses of reality/awakening

Thanks SOTT Team and everyone here!

P.S. part of narcissistic family so I've also blamed myself for everything, will say sorry even when not my fault. :rolleyes: at myself!
 
kokiri said:
Felt responsible for entire mess and still feel responsible to this day because of our family general negative vibe :(
Hi kokiri, I have felt responsible for problems that were out of my control too, including sharing the lies my government told us about 9/11, but I think these feelings only serve to impede our growth. There was no other way to the path of knowledge than the ones we took and we are not responsible for other peoples' free will.

I have come to theorize that if love is knowledge, as the C's state, then hate is ignorance. That means if we are upset with (or "hate") ourselves for things we did not even do then we are really being ignorant of ourselves. It's time to give yourself a little break, I think. :flowers:
 
Scarlet said:
There was no other way to the path of knowledge than the ones we took and we are not responsible for other peoples' free will.

:-[ I didn't intended to start a pity party, sorry that it sounded that way.

Thanks Scarlet, I use your words/post as a reminder to work harder in apprehending Narcissism "Big Five" Books. Re-reading for sixth time and this time taking one concept at a time and sleeping on it. Misplaced Gurdjieff quote on how to read with all centers... I'll ask for help if I don't find it.
 
For me 9/11/01 began as a usual school day. I can remember sitting with my sister and mother at our with bunches of grapes sheltered terrace in the garden at about 2 PM. It was a sunny day. We did our homework and then talked with each other awhile. Some time later my mother announced that she would like to go inside the house and see the news because “an incident happened in the USA today.” She expressed it very vaguely (as usual) and was rather unimpressed. At about 4 PM we went to the house and watched the news which displayed … you know what.
It was the main subject in school the next day as far as I can remember.
 
I was carrying the last boxes from moving into our 'new' house. Everyone was huddled around the TV in the back family room, beautiful sunlight streaming in the patio door. And then my daughter looks at me with a look of shocked disbelief and asks if I have seen it yet.

The images on the TV instantly took me back to a dream I had in 1994, under the influence of powerful pain meds from surgery. I was a man trapped in a very tall building, telling himself it was the end of the world, and it was as good a day to die as any. He looked down to see people running on the streets- tiny- like scurrying ants, and firetrucks rushing in. He did a life review, and I saw his family and felt his thoughts about his relationships with him; he was sorry for having disappointed his wife many years previous. He sent a prayer out to the universe for his 2 children, and hoped they would find happiness. He locked himself in his office, and I could hear people crying and screaming down the hall from him. A short time later there was a terrible noise and the building collapsed, and I could feel myself (him) being crushed to death; his last thought was of all the people that were dying with him, and he was glad he was not really alone.

When it was over, the dust was rising, all the souls came up out of it, and there were 4 large beings (angels?) there to escort and protect them. I looked down to see a building that looked like the spokes of a wheel, and another that looked like stairsteps on the roofline. I woke in a state of shock; it was one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had, and I had the shakes for the rest of the day. Told my husband I had a dream about the end of the world. Hubby thought I had a reaction to my meds.

I found out after 9-11 the 'spoked-top' building is called the Winter Garden, and is a greenhouse on top of a building adjacent to the site. Saw a pic of the 'stairstep' building once too, but cannot remember the name of it.

And it really was the end of the world as we had known it. We are all inmates in the prison planet now. And the final flourishes of their complete control are nearly in place. But I feel now might also be our last opportunity to thwart them; they create chaos deliberately, believing they can control the outcome. But chaos often has a way of it's own reckoning. Maybe the devil is in the details, but the Cosmic Mind occupies the rest of the space. Covet the ultimate Truth as a refreshing wellspring in your heart for any dark days that lie ahead.... Keep learning to discern who the good guys are, and cherish and protect you and yours.
 
I was woken up by a phone call from a friend who told me to turn on the TV because the US was being attacked by terrorists. I remember sitting on the floor of my living room in front of the TV saying into the phone "oh, my god" over and over. I cried when I saw people jumping to their deaths. I also remember very clearly an interview with the architect of the twin towers stating that they were designed to withstand an impact of an airplane. So when the first building went down I was shocked and said to my friend (who was still on the phone with me) that it was a controlled demolition and she replied that it looked like something from a movie. I was angry when the other two towers went down as well.

We were both horrified and more than a little nervous that something might happen in another city like, San Francisco or Chicago. When it was reported that a plane went down in PA, my friend said "they shot it down. They won't admit to it, but they shot it down" and I had to agree. I also thought it cowardly that the President was on Air Force One or at an undisclosed location and no where to be seen, because I thought he should have addressed the nation right away.

At the time, I lived in an apartment that backed up to a major freeway and could always hear the traffic, but on that day it was eerily quiet.
 
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