Menna
The Living Force
G talked about having an aim setting a goal and doing what is so to achieve this goal/aim. What does not serve the aim one does not get involved with and what does serve the aim one is involved with. Sounds simple enough and theoretically straight forward. This post is not to make a point but to share experience and what I have intellectually mixed with emotionally gleaned from living life with different aims from 19yrs old to now 33. I have had 4 aims/goals over the past 14yrs. Each goal/aim lasting anywhere from 3-5yrs.
After 14yrs of living through aims and goals I have come to surmise that this way of living recommended by G for me not the most efficient way to live but is an exercise where one can learn about themselves and intern learn who they are, what wants are superficial or A influences.
After one aim wether completed or not I had an experience where I learned something about myself, life, body and gained wisdom. Then I was off to the next aim after 3-5 years of experiences focused on the aim I was off to the next one learning along the way.
After my last aim I have realized that there are certain childhood or anchor emotions in me that have stayed through my 14yr aim reaching lifestyle. These emotions have not stayed at the forefront with persistency but they have always been within me while others have faded away for good so far out of memory.
Setting aims and goals and orchestrating ones live around a goal or aim is a great way to learn about yourself it’s a great exercise. You are able to work on different skills, emotional and intellectual disciplines and see your misconceptions.
There will always be aims in life such as going out to the supermarket to get food for dinner or driving to work, however at this point in the post I think you can read I am not talking about those temporary daily aims I am talking about aims where you sacrifice certain life pleasures, emotions, wants and so on for achievement to fulfill a wonder or a temporary want.
Over the past 14yrs I have gained a lot of knowledge about life, myself and my interaction with life, however focusing on an aim for 3-5yrs at a time I believe is not the best way for me at this point to interact with life I want to be more open and less restrictive or cut off from the universe. Maybe in a way that’s my next aim to be more open to the things I have discovered are true within me since early on. To be true to the self I have rediscovered. I also have more faith in life and how it will work out so I want to be open to this maybe eat it guide me more than I have in the past.
It is interesting that after certain work related exercises or experiences I am reminded of thoughts, smells and feelings of childhood. I would like to live in a state closer to how I was when I was in adolescence, obviously protecting myself with the knowledge I have today but mentally I need my thoughts to be more pure, open and curious and at the same time staying vigilant with the wisdom gained from the work and my life experiences
After 14yrs of living through aims and goals I have come to surmise that this way of living recommended by G for me not the most efficient way to live but is an exercise where one can learn about themselves and intern learn who they are, what wants are superficial or A influences.
After one aim wether completed or not I had an experience where I learned something about myself, life, body and gained wisdom. Then I was off to the next aim after 3-5 years of experiences focused on the aim I was off to the next one learning along the way.
After my last aim I have realized that there are certain childhood or anchor emotions in me that have stayed through my 14yr aim reaching lifestyle. These emotions have not stayed at the forefront with persistency but they have always been within me while others have faded away for good so far out of memory.
Setting aims and goals and orchestrating ones live around a goal or aim is a great way to learn about yourself it’s a great exercise. You are able to work on different skills, emotional and intellectual disciplines and see your misconceptions.
There will always be aims in life such as going out to the supermarket to get food for dinner or driving to work, however at this point in the post I think you can read I am not talking about those temporary daily aims I am talking about aims where you sacrifice certain life pleasures, emotions, wants and so on for achievement to fulfill a wonder or a temporary want.
Over the past 14yrs I have gained a lot of knowledge about life, myself and my interaction with life, however focusing on an aim for 3-5yrs at a time I believe is not the best way for me at this point to interact with life I want to be more open and less restrictive or cut off from the universe. Maybe in a way that’s my next aim to be more open to the things I have discovered are true within me since early on. To be true to the self I have rediscovered. I also have more faith in life and how it will work out so I want to be open to this maybe eat it guide me more than I have in the past.
It is interesting that after certain work related exercises or experiences I am reminded of thoughts, smells and feelings of childhood. I would like to live in a state closer to how I was when I was in adolescence, obviously protecting myself with the knowledge I have today but mentally I need my thoughts to be more pure, open and curious and at the same time staying vigilant with the wisdom gained from the work and my life experiences
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