Menna
The Living Force
I came to the realization I’d say last month that revenge (going back) is like climbing down rungs on the ladder of knowledge/development/being/the work.
to elaborate. I feel to learn a lesson you fully realize that you do not want to be part of the situation/dynamic that the lesson came from. To seek revenge/even to think about it brings one back into involvement in to that lessons dynamic.
Once one truly knows about a lesson and moves past it the thought or feeling of revenge is a futile vibration as one will be going back to the 3rd grade after completing the fourth so to say.
Unfortunately some lessons are learned through taking a “loss” at least in my experience this is how I have learned and the result of situations. I have a goal I act in life to achieve that goal I take a loss Meaning result is farther from goal and I learn.... Causing me to realize that if I go through the steps of revenge in my intellectual center I will be chancing the “loss” again I will be flirting with a situation/dynamic that I have graduated from and is toxic to my new being. I will be going backwards almost like if I wrote a 10 page essay and I purposely choose not to hit save. All the time and effort won’t be saved It’s a threshold that I can’t bring my being to cross when thinking about the work and life.
to elaborate. I feel to learn a lesson you fully realize that you do not want to be part of the situation/dynamic that the lesson came from. To seek revenge/even to think about it brings one back into involvement in to that lessons dynamic.
Once one truly knows about a lesson and moves past it the thought or feeling of revenge is a futile vibration as one will be going back to the 3rd grade after completing the fourth so to say.
Unfortunately some lessons are learned through taking a “loss” at least in my experience this is how I have learned and the result of situations. I have a goal I act in life to achieve that goal I take a loss Meaning result is farther from goal and I learn.... Causing me to realize that if I go through the steps of revenge in my intellectual center I will be chancing the “loss” again I will be flirting with a situation/dynamic that I have graduated from and is toxic to my new being. I will be going backwards almost like if I wrote a 10 page essay and I purposely choose not to hit save. All the time and effort won’t be saved It’s a threshold that I can’t bring my being to cross when thinking about the work and life.