I'm fortunate I experienced 90% of my anguish beforehand in my dream, all that remains now is a smoldering rage and contempt toward the reality I find myself in. Part of the reason I'm taking this so hard is that I believed the Cassiopaeans when they originally predicted that Trump had a very good chance of winning and it would lead to martial law.
If I may, I think this is the crux of your current anguish - allowing yourself to fall victim to the emotions of believing in anything outside of yourself or the universe as a whole to "prefer" you over others, which leads then to the emotions guiding your thoughts and/or actions. Unfortunately, neither you or I have any actual weight regarding the system as a whole, since you nor I designed this level of reality. We are bound by and within the structure as it was designed, and while that does suck, it simply is how it is at the moment.
From now on I will read any further prognostications by them like a lawyer; unless it is an ironclad prediction, I will not open myself to the emotional vulnerability of hoping for a positive outcome ever again. Furthermore, I will not be putting any stock in claims of "help is on the way" or the "cosmos is gonna clean house" unless the universe gives me a sign that these things are actually happening, as in a major impact that kills hundreds of millions if not billions. For now, "change will follow turmoil" and the predictions related to it is just hollow words and empty promises. When in human history have STO forces had a decisive victory?
Hope is fine but what are you
doing in your day to day to achieve a better outcome? Instead of hoping for a solution to fall in your lap, instead I think it more likely that you will need to work hard to create that solution for yourself, and others in your personal vicinity. It is probably the only thing you have any actual control over.
If you woke up in 4th density today, are all of the 3D problems and darker aspects of yourself going to magically disappear? What will you have
learned then? Will you feel a sense of achievement?
And as far as signs, if you're watching, reading and observing, there are indeed many signs that cosmically, things are changing in a way that will affect everyone on Earth. But as above, when that moment comes, will you then wish you had more time? Or will you be satisfied with your progression and sense of accomplishment as you are now, today, in this moment?
Speaking of cosmic impacts, during the last election I almost bought one of those "Giant Meteor" bumper stickers and it took me quite a long time to completely warm up to Trump, almost 2 years into his term. Over the years I have watched this video when I've gotten in these kinds of moods, and now I feel that it is the most fitting conclusion for our reality. If the cosmic intelligences want to do a cleansing they should stop screwing around with these Tunguska type rocks; go big or go home.
Witnessing such a spectacle from my then sure to be discarnate state would fill me with a vindictive joy. I'm pretty sure if something like that was on the agenda 4D STS would stop it, they will not lose their investment.
Why the need to be vindictive? Are others in the world wrong for being who they are? It sounds like you feel a sense of entitlement to be judge, jury, and executioner when this isn't your game, you simply agreed to play it.
It is possible that the totalitarian, nihilistic, and fatalistic timeline we are now in is a lesson that will be primarily experienced only by those who really believe the lies, but at this point I see myself being dragged down along with them. Does the truth even matter? All I see is the conditioning of perception creating reality, truth seems irrelevant.
The dark side of the force has gripped my soul and I will never be the same again.
It is painful yes to come to this realization, but that was the fine print at the bottom of the contract when we entered into this reality. Do you agree that it is the soul that matters? Or does what matter most being the desire to get to live life on your rules, terms and conditions? And most importantly, does truth matter,
to you? If it does, then back to my first question, what are you doing to tame your machine, to take back the reigns of your emotions?
This desire to control the outcome is part and parcel of STS mindset, ask yourself where these feelings come from. If you allow yourself to feel defeated in this way, then you are playing exactly into the role as defined for you by the STS programmers. In the end, you will have affected nothing, least of all the one and only thing you have any control over, yourself.
Do you feel as though if this group made it to 4D, that we'll all just be in perfect collinearity? That there will be no opposing or individual views and perceptions? And who decides for the group what is true and accurate? The group will always consist of individual frequencies, individual understandings, and individual perceptions. You can add it to the whole to create a broader picture, but you will still always have your own individual understanding and expertise. Even up to 6D which is why every session has a different name, a different frequency.
Chin up! There is still plenty you can do, even if it isn't apparent at this very moment. But you've got to decide what that is for yourself, no one can do it for you. You are smart, intelligent, and have offered really great insight into matters over the years. I think you are a valuable contribution to this network and it would be sad to see those talents be destroyed by negative emotions. Or even meteors and cosmic retribution.
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