SeekingtheTruth
Jedi
Last Monday night I was reading one of the replies posted by Laura (I can't seem to find it at the moment) where she had a session with the C's about the percentage of people who actually think in the U.S. (12% according to the C's). The C's then say something along the lines of what do you expect with HAARP turning people's brains into tapioca and being imprisoned within a frequency fence. I was more than shocked to read that only 12% of Americans actually think and I had the thought that I should move out of the U.S. ASAP! Well that night I had a dream where I was walking along the side of this paved road. I decided to look down at one of the street drains with a metal grill covering its entrance. Inside of this drain I saw an Owl standing alone and without looking at me it escaped from the drains entrance and began to walk ahead of me accompanied by a squirrel. At this point my older brother was by my side and didn't pay any attention to either the squirrel nor the owl. However, I was intrigued and for some reason was thinking that the animals might be representatives of fourth density so I decided to follow them. The squirrel was much faster and was far ahead of the walking owl. The squirrel held my interest for enough time for me to realize that I ventured off the road and had passed by the owl. When I turned to look at the owl I told him/her that I loved him/her The owl's eyes immediately dilated and morphed into a very large bald eagle (as tall as myself). The Lord's prayer was said (though I'm not sure by whom), I raised my arm up and the eagle walked towards me and jumped onto my arm. The eagle then bent its head down and pecked me on the neck as if to kiss me and then softly grabbed my hand with both of its claws, let go and flew away. Any idea what I should make of it? Is this a possible confirmation that I should move?
Here's another dream (although I've no idea if it's related.....I don't think it is....):
I had a somewhat lucid dream the same night I posted the idea to map meteors through time using Google Earth. In the dream I was offering people something (not sure what it was) and asking them if they wanted it. Each person I asked said that they didn't want what I was asking to give them. After the first three people or so said they didn't want it I decided to stop asking. I then went up to one other person (a guy) that I had not asked and apologized (in a "telepathic" way) for trying to offer something that his "friends" clearly did not want. While I was apologizing in this way I decided to shake his hand to emphasize my sincerity. Upon shaking his hand I felt energy being drained from me into him. His initial "friendly" demeanor and "genuine" smile immediately turned into what appeared to be an evil smirk as my energy was being depleted. He then immediately morphed into an evil looking clown and jumped at me as if to attack me in some way. As it was happening a thought went through my mind concerning Carlos Castenada's encounter with an inorganic being and I wondered if I had made a mistake by shaking this man's hand. I'm not sure what to make of this dream.
Here's another dream (although I've no idea if it's related.....I don't think it is....):
I had a somewhat lucid dream the same night I posted the idea to map meteors through time using Google Earth. In the dream I was offering people something (not sure what it was) and asking them if they wanted it. Each person I asked said that they didn't want what I was asking to give them. After the first three people or so said they didn't want it I decided to stop asking. I then went up to one other person (a guy) that I had not asked and apologized (in a "telepathic" way) for trying to offer something that his "friends" clearly did not want. While I was apologizing in this way I decided to shake his hand to emphasize my sincerity. Upon shaking his hand I felt energy being drained from me into him. His initial "friendly" demeanor and "genuine" smile immediately turned into what appeared to be an evil smirk as my energy was being depleted. He then immediately morphed into an evil looking clown and jumped at me as if to attack me in some way. As it was happening a thought went through my mind concerning Carlos Castenada's encounter with an inorganic being and I wondered if I had made a mistake by shaking this man's hand. I'm not sure what to make of this dream.
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I must admit that I really do have a tendency to make light of very serious situations at times. Perhaps I need to somehow strengthen the negative part of my emotional center? I do have what I think to be an unusual tendency, relative to others, of living my life without any fear. I was once stopped by a group of Latino guys in a dimly lit parking lot for money on the way to my vehicle from a bar in Austin, TX at around 2:30 am one night. I was immediately punched in the face and knocked to the ground and much to their surprise (and mine as well) I immediately got up grinning from ear to ear and laughing. They looked at each other in disbelief and then one yelled to the others to jump in the car and they quickly drove away. Another example is a time when I had a head on collision with a car that had just pulled out of a convenient store in order to cross my lane in order to turn and head in the opposite direction. I've never in my life been in an accident prior to this one and the instant I realized I was going to crash into them at approx. 25 - 35 mph my heart rate never increased nor did my breathing and as it was happening I thought about two things: 1. Where on their car would be the best place for impact that would least injure not only myself but those present in the car. 2. This is probably gonna hurt. (note: that is without exclamation. Just a calm and somewhat detached internal dialogue.[edit: I forgot to mention that even then I was in good spirits. It wasn't an absence of emotion as I did feel for the others in the car and wished them no harm. Strangely, I was even slightly smiling moments before the impact in a way that probably appeared as though I was saying in my head: "Seriously? This is a joke right?" :D So I suppose to be more accurate, I was calm and detached but with sort of a smirk. ]) Luckily, I suffered only minor scrapes and bruises and the four in the other vehicle also had minor scrapes in addition to an extreme form of whiplash as a result of the ensuing 270 degree rotation the vehicle took from the impact. .