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There isn't such a big "heaviness" that i'm carrying around. I feel lighter, better.
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Welcome back, abstract. :)
When you have a moment, read
this.
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I even exercised last night.
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It's good to get your heart rate up at least once a day if you can. Beforehand one never feels like going, but before that internal dialogue starts just put your sneakers on and leave the house. Once you're done, you feel so good and are always glad you've been. The trick is to make it part of your lifestyle, every day, like brushing your teeth. It benefits your body and your general well being (mind and spirit as well) in so many ways that you're not even aware of, besides the obvious.
The sheer volume of health info here can be pretty daunting. What I do is I change one little thing, and then as soon as it becomes habit, then I change another little thing, and so on and so on.
I for example only dropped
coffee and switched from the evil chemical laden cigarettes you buy over the counter to
rolling my own cigarettes with natural tobacco. Just those two things made the world of difference. And then I also started taking spirulina, omega 3:6:9 (all in one) and a multivitamin each day.
That's all for now. Somewhere down the line I'll introduce one more little change, and further on one more little change again and so on.
Do things at you're own pace, that you're comfortable with. Even with the mountain of information available here on the forum and all the recommended books. The only way to get to the other side, is to read them one at a time. Little steps, consciously, and enjoy it, because it
is fun.
And the network’s always here. :) That’s the best part.