On page 21 of Volume III, The Law of One, the Ra entity characterizes a prototypical tactic of the [4th Density STS], that of “bidding.” “Bidding” is described in such a way to make it clear that Strieber’s experience represents a concrete instance of the phenomenon.
Yes, like the Stockholm Syndrome. The concept of "bidding" is most interesting indeed.
Thank you RedFox. And yes, I am already familiarized with Stalking or Precis on The Good and The Evil.
I'll check the videos.
The thing is anything you perceived during the encounter was in all likelihood, entirely controlled by the entity. Your feelings, visual perception, thoughts during the experience - I wouldn't trust any of it if I were you.
For a moment there I took a step forward by thinking I could trust "someone". Well then, I guess I should remain as I always was: mistrustful of everything and everyone. Apparently, in some cases, I can't even trust my own perceptions...
Yet, I will remain calm, and patient. And I will continue, as always, seeking knowledge to expand and increase my awareness.
How much time have you spent searching on this question? It sounds like you're quite invested. What answer to this question of yours could possibly satisfy you? Such a compulsion may have been 'inserted', for a lack of a better word, to keep you focused on a rather useless piece of information instead of other parts of the encounter. The compulsion itself also seems to be good 'food' for the entity.
Indeed. I've thought about it, just the same as I've always "denounced" all the people that "feed" their saints, gods, though-forms and egregores by worshiping or paying tribute to them fervently, constantly, religiously. I thought that me giving attention to this entity could "feed" it the same way. But there is always the curiosity, you know, of wanting to know just
what it was, what it wanted with me, etc.; it draws me to it one way or another - and this inevitably makes it a center of attention (the same way negativity is given attention when you speak of it even if only to study it and learn about it).
BTW, Shane... Karla Turner's video was quite interesting. I've heard most of it before here and there, but she managed to wrap it up simply and concisely in one short speech.
You mention reading the C's, by that I'm understanding that you mean the transcripts.
Sorry, I meant to also include The Wave series as well (though I'm on book 4 more or less).
You may find the idea peculiar but this sound like the good cop bad cop technique use to gain trust and collaboration. Fourth density sts are master deceiver never forget that and won't hesitate to use any mean to mislead you.
Yes, I have to agree with that. I too have been considering the good cop, bad cop technique myself.
Are you familiar with the teaching of G.I. Gurdjieff , the fourth way?
Only slightly. But it is on my to-do list.
Firstly, as we know that these beings can read your mind, I think it knew that you were aware of grays and that they were repulsive to you so it changed color a bit.
Secondly it's act to look like being benevolent by respecting your free will is very cunning indeed, when we know these beings can time travel and can know our mind better then we(or can program us to think or feel in certain way), so it probably knew how would you react.
Well, that's something else that doesn't make much sense to me... why didn't this entity simply appear as a tall, blonde, blue-eyed, nordic Jesus? Then again... maybe I really wouldn't have trusted if a Jesus came into my room... (as I have this personal bias that all these "Nordics" and "Andromedans" - or at least the ones interacting with this planetary sphere - are negative entities)
Maybe I'm also over-simplifying, as I'm pretty sure these entities are not almighty, and therefore, may not have the power and capability of turning into anything they like at will, in the blink of an eye (unless... they are advanced in 5th D.); I'm sure there must be an effort of their part, an intent, an energy cost to it (mentally or otherwise) so to speak, and some "illusions" may be harder to "materialize" and maintain than others. I'm sure there are complex mechanics involved.
Thirdly, STO being doesn't spy people for 3 months and doesn't induce positive emotions and like tschai said there aren't any here because we live on STS planet which is STS property so chances on bumping STO beings is very low, better say impossible. Only way you could find them is if they are wanderers and they even don't know that because of the free will. And that with bruises is good indicator that something smells here. And 4D beings probably can't travel to other planets without technology so it probably took you to other dimension and manipulated your perception maybe.
As I understand it, 3rd D. is the Density of (pre)polarization. That is, full of catalysts and mixed energy direction. Thus, there aren't any true StO or StS beings in 3rd D., only candidates, potentials in training, so to speak (and of course, the "lukewarms" who are yet indecisive or lacking experience as to whether to fully polarize negatively or positively). Being StS or StO is made on a conscious choice, understanding the choice (i.e. "I strive to serve other-selves whilst upholding Freewill" or "I serve myself by abusing/manipulating other-selves"); and then graduating to 4th D. through that choice.
As for the second part of your comment. The bruises I mentioned were almost unnoticeable and during my childhood, not now. "Wanderers", whether they come from 4th, 5th or 6th D., still are the same as any other 3rd D. denizen whilst incarnated as such (granted, if "awakened", they may more fully and consciously operate at (and reach) a higher vibratory frequency, yet they are still confined to 3rd Density reality/experience/limitations - and because of that, they really can't be StO or StS < as this is of 4th Density).
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Next, I am almost 100% certain that the encounter occurred in the "astral realm" - although the entity appeared perfectly solid, physical, material, well-defined and tangible. I omitted this bit of information... but perhaps I should bring it forth now: upon arriving at this place we called "another planet", as I looked about me, I noticed a a peculiar machine (of average size and apparently metallic and spherical) not too far away to my left... and that's when my recalling ends... Next thing I know, is that I am back and wide awake in bed. Another thing to note: there were at least two other human entities that I noticed while "travelling" to this other planet. And apparently, they too were taken/invited (though they did not see me).
Finally, throughout the following couple days, I constantly had this thought in my head that "they" had "operated" on my "etheric body" (for whatever reason - but what seemed to be back then, an "upgrade").
Oh, yes... perhaps I should now add this piece as well: after writing down the occurrence (it was morning by now), I got up, went to the kitchen, had something light to eat and drink, then returned to bed. I fell asleep again, but the most interesting thing occurred: I "woke up" by what seemed to be a computer screen inside of my head - not in front of my eyes. What I saw here were one or two videos/images and a thermometer-like gauge to the right. The gauge was rapidly dropping. It was around numbers 36 or 38 when I had a "vision" (this was not a dream, I was
perfectly conscious that this was being shown to me by them): I felt "the time has finally come! It has come sooner than expected!" I feel tremors in the house, but I already know what's going on... It was this Nibiru planet/comet (aka Nemesis/Apollion/Wormwood/Sackloth/Marduk/Hercolubus/the Destroyer/Planet X/the 12th Planet/the Lord of the Harvest/etc). So I get up, go outside to find a reddish, burning sky (but this wasn't like your classic doomsday scenario, I felt rather excited) with debris/rocks raining from the above, like small meteorites. But I wanted to see this planet/comet myself, so I step even further into the garden, and intuitively turn around to face south - because somehow, I know that it is meant to come from the south - even though I had no idea where the south was here (I was visiting my father's country/farm house at the moment, and I had never been here before); and there it is, a huge red ball of matter coming from the south. But it didn't hit Earth, I already knew (somehow) that it wasn't going to happen. So I simply see this planet/comet fly through the atmosphere and across the sky into the horizon.
I later found out that the south was exactly where I thought it was.
Now, what I think... is that whatever happened to me wasn't entirely the cause or influence of this blue entity. I think... that there was my "Higher Self" involved in this. I don't know who started what, who came in when, who was in between, etc. What I'm thinking is, this blue entity saw an
opportunity and stepped in as "the guide", the "giver" of the experience, the cause of the synchronicities and all those "supernatural" phenomena (i.e. "the ripping of the fabric of reality") and the "illumination". Because, otherwise... I don't see why a negative entity would lead me to these sources - knowing there would be the possibility that through the expansion of my knowledge I would eventually see through them... =/
Another thing... if everything that happened to me during this course of events was attributed to a negative entity (or entities), why since then have I been inspired/encouraged to network with other individuals? Maybe this doesn't tell you anything, but I am a very solitary (
and mental) entity; that is, I do all my research alone, all by myself, always (I rarely ever share anything with anyone simply because I find other people to be either... hmm, how to put this... well, not as intelligent as me [read: not having the same amount or depth of information/knowledge in various areas], having too many emotional biases involved, or simply... being too ignorant). Now the curious thing is, that ever since this three-month experience, I have been opening up a lot more, reaching out and allowing others to reach in (as an example, I came here now and asked for your thoughts, opinions, etc - which I would otherwise not do).
Basically, what I'm saying, in a nut shell: is that although the blue entity could
very likely have been a negative being playing good/bad cop to either interfere with me, use me, feed from me, sway me and/or deter my progress somehow, there was also a
truly "positive" force as well - but this only makes sense to me because as I've
tried to "equate" the blue entity with my Higher Self (or more properly, an aspect or manifestation of it), there is always this very noticeable that comes up and remains in my mind, like discomfort or doubt, that tells me that something is amiss here, that I should question the motives and interests of the blue entity (but anyways... there are things I just
cannot explain or translate into words, because they are
beyond words).
My apologies for the lengthy post. I have tried to reply to everything in the most brief manner.
Thank you all.