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The Living Force
I am looking for information regarding a phenomenon which i have a hard time explaining, but here goes:
It (a controlled pulse in the brain) first occured 9 years ago, during an altered state, which then turned up in a normal state, this scared me and i 'hid' it, some years went by and it reemerged where i tried using it for healing purposes, 'stuff' happened and the phenomena was buried. In hidden state it turns up in subtle ways, a sligth pulse now and again, like a small reminder that the trait is there, but is neatly stuffed back down the 'to gain knowledge of and utilize when i'm ready' list.
It is a state which i can turn on or off at will on a seconds notice and with it thougths are subdued, it feels like i am eminating some energy, to where i don't know. Sometimes i think of it rather as of riding a wavelength of sort.
Physically the pulse may come from pineal, atleast it feels like the initial pulse goes out from some point mid cranium, which then swells like a wave over the lobes and back of the eyes (makes them flicker) towards forehead, then repeats at controlled intervals of circa 30 to 80 bpm. It has a sound a bit like the echo of blood in a conc shell or like the sound from 'Contact' without the digital twang.
any ideas?
It (a controlled pulse in the brain) first occured 9 years ago, during an altered state, which then turned up in a normal state, this scared me and i 'hid' it, some years went by and it reemerged where i tried using it for healing purposes, 'stuff' happened and the phenomena was buried. In hidden state it turns up in subtle ways, a sligth pulse now and again, like a small reminder that the trait is there, but is neatly stuffed back down the 'to gain knowledge of and utilize when i'm ready' list.
It is a state which i can turn on or off at will on a seconds notice and with it thougths are subdued, it feels like i am eminating some energy, to where i don't know. Sometimes i think of it rather as of riding a wavelength of sort.
Physically the pulse may come from pineal, atleast it feels like the initial pulse goes out from some point mid cranium, which then swells like a wave over the lobes and back of the eyes (makes them flicker) towards forehead, then repeats at controlled intervals of circa 30 to 80 bpm. It has a sound a bit like the echo of blood in a conc shell or like the sound from 'Contact' without the digital twang.
any ideas?