Many, many thanks for all your comments. It really helped me to know that I am not alone.
During the day my anxiety has neutralized. What can I say, my husband actually has almost no side effects. His forehead is a little hot and he is dull. But other than that, he is doing well so far. I am very relieved about that.
I am also very glad that he is not forcing me in any way, or trying to convince me to take the vaccine. On the contrary, he even defends me to his family, who are very, very brainwashed, and says if he wasn't a risk patient he wouldn't get vaccinated either. He has made his decision for himself and lets me have his free will, just as I let him have his. That feels very good and I am grateful for it.
PS: Today my husband was even open to more supplements from the list than vitamin C, which made me very happy.
But that's all I can do; try to help as best I can (osit). I can't protect them or convince them not to get it.
Yes, you are very right. It is all we can do. Yes, you are very right. It is all we can do. Besides, we also expect everyone else to respect our free will.
I feel for you Mililea, my family think I’m deluded by listening to conspiracy nutcases. So I have had to be very careful. I worry for my sister who is in poor health. The only person who listens to me is my husband but I’m a bit nervous he’ll weaken when the doctor says he should.
I also try to stay out of the conversations, so to speak, as far as the topic is concerned. And when I do say something about it, I try to wrap it up somehow and not seem like a nut, although sometimes my stomach turns at some of the things people have to say. But I think I've come to terms with it. Only when someone asks me directly do I respond. And I have found that I can then also stand by it and give clear answers.
Or use or get someone to do Reiki with his permission? If he says no, it's no.
That's very interesting that you bring up Reiki. Because I'm getting a new initiation for Reiki soon and I'm really looking forward to it. I have not even thought about this possibility in relation to the Covid topic, thank you for the hint. Because for Reiki my husband is very open, as he has already had positive experiences with it.
The programmed fear is so huge that you are no longer able to make sensible decisions for your health.
Someone once said to me that everything happens either out of love or out of fear. And I think that's quite true when you look at it closely.
It's been a tough time for you, Mililea
and so many of us who've had to see our loved ones being so psychologically terrorised by the constant propaganda, not just the pseudoscience but also the demonisation of those, even the most academically gifted, who question the narrative. I didn't try to dissuade my parents from getting the vaccine (they got the Pfizer), not because I didn't care, but because my whole family have complete trust in the medical profession and the media.
Yes, watching is the worst.... some days it's easier and others (like yesterday) it's really really hard and for a short time I was really panicking and had head cinema of how I'd find him when I got home from work. I had to laugh a bit at myself on the way home.... a bit too theatrical. Today everything is good again.
I think there's clearly a differentiator inside people that make some run towards the vaccine but others away from it.
The division of society is really very interesting. And I often misjudge people on the vaccination issue. People I never thought would do it are totally convinced of it. That still scares me a little bit sometimes....
I think there is nothing one can do but accept peoples free will.
so AZ must be among the less dangerous ones.
Thank you for this graphic. It has shown me again pictorially that it is at least the "better" vaccine.
I'm seeing a lot of family splits, and spousal splits which is just so very difficult...anyone else feel like they're living a double-life?
I am fortunately so far in the situation that I do not have to lead a "double life". But I don't know yet how it will be if the situation comes to a head and vaccinations are forced or whatever people come up with. Even in our housing project (about 100 residents) there are people who have already informed police if someone did not wear a mask in a store. It's insane what this Plandemic makes out of people.