Ruth
The Living Force
You show all the signs of 4D STS interferance. I would recommend finding out more about 4D STS from Laura's writing (I think quite a lot of it has been translated into French - but I'm not quite sure where it is), rather than doing any more of the 'experiments' with modified states of consciousness. 4D STS can get you 'there' just as easily, and may well be manipulating, if not interfereing with these experience too. That is why it could be quite dangerous.Jsf said:I experimented modified states of consciousness, automatic writing (and "receved" material that had much effect on me), etc. So, I'm 17 now, I don't know what to do. I think I have to return to the system (university), but all the things they teach don't really interest me.
Astral projection is not, for me, a way to escape my situation. It's a tool for a better knownledge of myself.
Good luck with deciding what you are going to do in the future. It is always nice to be able to do something that you enjoy, but as you can see sometimes it isn't always practical in our 3D world. Think about what interests you and inspires you for further education.