Breo
The Living Force
If this is not the time right now, please just skip my question below. I don´t want to burden you in any way :)Just so’s you know, my 23andMe (I was adopted at birth) says I’m 83% Counties Mayo, Cork, Donegal, Dublin, Cavan, Clair, Sligo, and Roscommon. I ain’t entirely green, but the liver sure saw its (and many others) share of Guinness, Jamey, Bushmills, Tullamore, and Redbreast. Good lord it’s been a ride! The landing is the tough bit.
I just wondered, when reading in brackets, that you were adopted, if this has been an aspect of your intense "ride"? I wonder, because you write "the landing is the tough bit". To gain back energy, maybe here are some helpful clues to figure out for your healing?
There is a very interesting thread around this topic: Soul, genes, karma and learning 3d lessons.
In it there is also this beautiful quote from Ark, that reminds us to "skip completely the TIME issue." It helps to relax within the ride :)
So, I suggest, forget all your "I should", and replace it by "I ALWAYS WANTED...". It may take
a while for you to specify what it is that you "always wanted", but, on the other hand, perhaps you
know it right away.
FORGET "I should", forget it all. Replace it by "I LOVE TO DO ...." and skip completely the TIME issue.
If you need five lives to accomplish what you WANT, let this be the first of those five. And then, without any "time obligation"
or "should stressing" - start it.
First step first. And ENJOY it. And LOVE yourself - take care of yourself.
This is the only thing that the Universe (God?) wants from you, I think.
It´s never to late, if we love to learn. The C´s remind us to stay open and that "Energy is far more important because it DOES exist and time does not." Big hug again.