Laura said:And, along with that, I have several really big projects that I'm facing down and wondering if I will complete them before my time is up. I guess if anything, that is what is bothering me most: conflict between workload and a need to rest but knowing I have no time to rest.
I think that you may have found the main source of the problem.
I might be completly in the left field, but seeing the state of the world and what needs to be done is always an internal struggle (with a lot of guilt) when we want to do our best and our max and when our body tells us that it needs to rest.
We have to do a kind of "mourning" to the fact that we won't have the time to do all that we would like to do or need to be done before leaving this world.
But you have given and are still giving so much to this world Laura that the Universe will be grateful for your service and dedication. And knowing you, even at 80, you will still have a lot of projects to do.