sitting said:Woodsman said:I wonder if converting some dollars into Rubles or something along those lines while Western currencies still have some buying power might not be a smart move. I wonder if it can be done easily?
Hi Woodsman,
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Now I like to offer a comment on this money & debt subject from a slightly different angle. And it's about you. I hope you will allow me that privilege in the spirit of community.
You seem quite angry about this subject, stemming from your own difficult experience. It's a righteous anger. And in my view justified. Most of us have gotten similarly screwed. But you probably don't want to carry this around too much. And putting some distance to it may not be a bad idea. I hope I'm coming across in the right way.
Thank-you! It's a privilege. Yes, I'm open to mirrors, but thank-you for asking first.
Anger is a funny one. Yes, I do find I am playing host to some hot emotions regarding this subject. On a 1-10 scale, I'd rate my emotional reaction at about a 3. (Benchmarking my responses; I compare this to the 8 or 9 when I was a couple of years back betrayed by a friend, and it took many months for that to simmer down. I'd not experienced a prolonged anger like that, I think, ever before.)
I was somewhat surprised to find myself reacting here. I thought I'd reduced my understanding of the money mechanics of the world to a more intellectual concept, which yes, makes me feel frustration, but.., from a sort of outer shell consideration for human-kind and not my deep core. In this instance I was flashed with, "What? How dare one propose that I am dealing unfairly with the bank! That they deserve any slack and I bear any fault?!"
It reminded me of some of the futile arguments I've had in the recent past with hopelessly fortified conservative types, not regarding money, but vaccinations and babies I know. There was much more at stake, and I evidently associate the same authoritarian thinking patterns to both subjects. I lost one of those arguments and a baby was drugged, and that sits with me still. The dark side won a critical battle I'd been positioned in as a defender, and where I'd not been good enough.
This settled down here as I thought through it; anybody posting here has already made the choice to be open to change and soul growth. This isn't the wilds of Facebook. These are brave souls who have jumped into the SOTT forums, and that deserves respect when it is earnestly intended. -It's also easier because the logic in this case happens to line up, (I think) in favor of what my ego would like to hear, (not always a good thing for learning ego management, but there it is), and I had to remind myself while responding not to view these shared thoughts as attacks, and to communicate with patience from a place which takes into account other people's learning curves. Not sure how well I managed. Looking back, I see a bit of vitriol around the edges.
Anger has been on my mind on and off over the years. "How much makes for a useful reality gauge and a healthy energy burst for solving things, and at what point does it slip into toxicity and distortion of reality perception?"
Anyway, those are my self notes for the moment. They seem accurate-ish from my side of the mirror, but perhaps there is something I am not seeing.
