It has been a while since I have posted anything on the forum, this time of year regardless of how I mange my mental health. Always sends me into a deep mode of hibernation, it is a look back into the past, and also a reflection into the future, the Shape of things to come.
As. as many of us, we have faced emotional and health challenges, this year this has affected more than any other, I feel as though I am a leaden weight. Oppressed by all the dramas of the social political situation we a living through at this time.
I have lost two age old friends, one that covered half a century, another a quarter century, and more recently, an older sister, although it was a blessing she passed into another reality. She was nothing more that what could be classed a vegetable. The memories and the life we lived together remain.
I have never in my life, felt or observed so much conflict and disharmony, with family, people on the street, it is though the whole world is one bundle of contradictions waiting to explode. It drains me, sometimes of coherent thought.
Throughout this conflict within myself, hearing such disparate views between family, family and acquaintances, there is always that spiritual voice with in that knows and recognized truth, whether it be in a whisper or voiced out loud, or that is within our minds, heart and soul.
There is the connection, between one another, that spirit connection, that will never die. My wishes that all will celebrate and join in this connection, in whatever way, we decide, and the most important emotion we can give one another. LOVE.
Thanks for reading, will post further, when as I mentioned to my sister, I always feel this way around the solsitice, and the greatest joy for me is the return of the light, the days become longer, the return of the light.