Has anyone else experienced a complete shift in reality mechanics from STS to STO protocol?

After reading your intro does what you describe align with the timing of your self healing?

Could you please explain what you mean by ‘posture’.

I find what you write intriguing. I can somewhat relate to the experience of my own awakening but it was short lived, lasting only several months, I felt like I was living in a completely different reality to everyone else, but only consciously, I was in a state of complete acceptance and as cliche as it sounds- love of everything.
I couldn’t do anything that was out of alignment with that vibrational frequency without severe backlash from whatever energy field I was involved in, I was in a oneness with everything that lived and felt like there was no separation between them and I. I didn’t call it service to others because I didn’t know about that concept, it was more like a knowing of a perfection that permeates all things ‘good’, ‘bad’ and everything in between.

Coming crashing down from that state to ‘reality’ is still to this day one of the most painful things I’ve experienced.


Heh, yes I have had that experience before. I have had all sorts of very bizarre mystical type experiences also. I don't really know what to make of them, but I do have an inkling that potentially some or all of them are induced states by STS.

The one you just listed is the only one that I could potentially believe is not any kind of inducement and could be legitimate.

In the past I have felt for extended periods of time like I was living in some sort of alternate reality similar to what you described, but that is not what I've been experiencing in my description.

When I use the term posture, what that boils down to is meaning + charge. Your energetic posture is the meaning you give to something in addition to the emotion you charge it with.

I have been studing manifestation so closely for many years now and I came to the realization that even though everyone seems to think it's our beliefs that cause things to manifest but it is not. It's the energetic posture in relation to whatever the thing is.

I've been a professional high stakes poker player for many years and over all that time I started to see patterns in how the cards would fall. It was very evident to me that the cards I was getting were not random. That in certain times and certain situations, there would be nothing I could possibly do to win at all because the cards would be rigged against me. There are all sorts of different angles I took to confrim this. The one that proved to me it is energetic posture that causes favorable or unfavorable manifestations is that I noticed this pattern that whenever someone at the table, or even myself, would complain about how bad the cards they are getting are, or how we just "couldn't win no matter what". I noticed this pattern of very often, immediately after that happening, the person complaining would get a huge hand and win a decent sized or even large pot.

I thought a lot about that and recognized that they sitting in hope that they might win or that they could just keep playing patiently and that reality would reward them and they'd win if they did that. Their posture was: I will keep folding these bad hands and eventually I will be rewarded with a good one. Then, they complain and say "I just can't seem to get a hand" or "I just can't seem to win." In that moment, they shifted their energetic posture, it was no longer about waiting and hoping to get a hand, it was a resignation that they were presuming it was impossible to win no matter what. I.E. they were no longer performing with the attempt to get something.

The field is a perfect mirror. It is always aware of every motivation and intention with which you do any action. It understands those things far better than we can understand them ourselves because shifts in posture are so subtle and sometimes very complex to understand.

As far as your "crashing down to reality as most painful thing". I don't believe that we are meant to be in those kinds of mental states permanently. Based on how the C's have broken down how this place works, the purpose is for it to be unstable. If everyone woke up, there would be another reset or cataclysm or whatever because then the purpose of this place would not be able to be fulfilled.
 
Hi Peter,

Are you in your thirties by any chance? One possibility I see that may explain the radical shift in your experience is the theory that we are given a lot more 'leeway', grace and protection until around the time of the Saturn Return (28-29 years old). That is basically when true adulthood begins and our actions carry more weight.

Another possible explanation is that according to many sources, the overall vibrational environment on Earth is being slowly raised (some say towards more 'authenticity'), which apparently results in old structures built on lies and ego crumbling apart on a fundamental level. Which could explain the increasing chaos in the world, but it also implies that authenticity and integrity "work better" now one a personal level - while lies and deceptions may become "more difficult" to sustain.

Though again, it is just another theory.
 
To those who replied by citing external suffering or atrocities... Yes, the STS system is very much still in place. I never said it wasn’t. I never said this was collective. I said this was local protocol. A change in how the field engages me, based on posture, not motive, not goodness, not sacrifice.


I posted this to ask if anyone else has experienced the same thing. Not to be redirected to entry-level Cass theory.
Ok, so you know for sure that reality has stopped responding to your manipulations in order to gain what you wanted and instead now you get what you want but not from manipulation but by your posturing. Which sounds similar to what Joe Dispenza talks about in his works about attitude, belief and the placebo effect. Correct?

The thing with the responses you received is that you presented a contradictory narrative, on the one hand you say that it happened without your knowledge, that is to say it was sudden and unexpected, but then you emphasize a lot of concepts that make this shift sound like it was in fact the results of your efforts based on your discoveries and your own work on health.

And when people ask you about this, you say that you didn't come here to be presented with basic concepts of which you are very familiar with, rather you came here to see if anyone else experienced this theoretical phenomenon of which you are 100% certain.

But then you carry on using concepts almost prompting people to ask you about them. Posturing, individual protocols and so on, as if you were using language to obscure the conversation and guide it, instead of communicating. Which, in terms of getting what you want, sounds a tad manipulative, In the context of getting attention for your ideas via complicated language. And in terms of language, it seems like you're constantly talking about yourself and what you know, and about not needing any more information, as if you're here to exhibit yourself and gives the impression of not really needing to learn much, your glass seems full...sounds a tad STS.

I am not discounting what you're saying as a possibility, and one's attitude towards reality does have an effect, not just on what one receives from it, but in one's perception of it. What I am saying is that what you're saying isn't very clearly described, and it seems like your post has an agenda which isn't discussion, it seems like it is exposition. Not saying that there's anything wrong with that per se, objectively, but as far as the original idea of the OP, it does strike as naturally STS.
 
Hmm A SOTT reader coming from the embellishment of the wider geopolitical and spiritual and metaphysical system what do you have to offer as a real talking point Just my cynical view.
 
All I get is vision from you is of a woman above a cauldron pot, stirring a pot of chaos the has upturned your thoughts. that you cannot control or understand, a new world is emerging. This is devastating for you, hence you are looking for answers. Just my thoughts
 
Ok, so you know for sure that reality has stopped responding to your manipulations in order to gain what you wanted and instead now you get what you want but not from manipulation but by your posturing. Which sounds similar to what Joe Dispenza talks about in his works about attitude, belief and the placebo effect. Correct?

The thing with the responses you received is that you presented a contradictory narrative, on the one hand you say that it happened without your knowledge, that is to say it was sudden and unexpected, but then you emphasize a lot of concepts that make this shift sound like it was in fact the results of your efforts based on your discoveries and your own work on health.

And when people ask you about this, you say that you didn't come here to be presented with basic concepts of which you are very familiar with, rather you came here to see if anyone else experienced this theoretical phenomenon of which you are 100% certain.

But then you carry on using concepts almost prompting people to ask you about them. Posturing, individual protocols and so on, as if you were using language to obscure the conversation and guide it, instead of communicating. Which, in terms of getting what you want, sounds a tad manipulative, In the context of getting attention for your ideas via complicated language. And in terms of language, it seems like you're constantly talking about yourself and what you know, and about not needing any more information, as if you're here to exhibit yourself and gives the impression of not really needing to learn much, your glass seems full...sounds a tad STS.

I am not discounting what you're saying as a possibility, and one's attitude towards reality does have an effect, not just on what one receives from it, but in one's perception of it. What I am saying is that what you're saying isn't very clearly described, and it seems like your post has an agenda which isn't discussion, it seems like it is exposition. Not saying that there's anything wrong with that per se, objectively, but as far as the original idea of the OP, it does strike as naturally STS.

Alejo, I don’t align with Joe Dispenza’s work, I think he's wrong about a lot of things. Nor am I here to promote a technique or belief system. I posted because I’ve observed something extremely specific, something I haven’t seen anyone else ever articulate, and I thought this might literally be the only place anyone else might have recognized the same thing happen to them.

My question was sincere: has anyone else experienced a similar shift in how the field responds? That’s the extent of what I was asking. I wasn’t soliciting feedback, framing correction, or moral analysis--I am clear on what has happened to me, I was looking to see if it happened to anyone else.

You framed my post as if I were seeking attention or gain, but that’s exactly what I described no longer works for me. Any attempt at influence or gain would backfire, so what would the point of that be? It'd just be kind of dumb. Reality has taught me that any approval seeking or validation seeking posture just causes more frustration for me. So you're free to interpret what I said however you'd like, yours, just like everyone else's opinions are your own business and not mine.

If you want to challenge the actual mechanics I described, I'd engage with you on that. But I’m not interested in engaging with someone trying to claim that I'm disingenuous. This is like a dark corner of the internet, if I was truly an attention seeking person, I imagine this would be one of the last places I'd be.
 
Hi Peter,

Are you in your thirties by any chance? One possibility I see that may explain the radical shift in your experience is the theory that we are given a lot more 'leeway', grace and protection until around the time of the Saturn Return (28-29 years old). That is basically when true adulthood begins and our actions carry more weight.

Another possible explanation is that according to many sources, the overall vibrational environment on Earth is being slowly raised (some say towards more 'authenticity'), which apparently results in old structures built on lies and ego crumbling apart on a fundamental level. Which could explain the increasing chaos in the world, but it also implies that authenticity and integrity "work better" now one a personal level - while lies and deceptions may become "more difficult" to sustain.

Though again, it is just another theory.
Hi axj, I am 41.

I do agree with this idea that we have a lot more leeway as children. I've actually thought a lot about that concept and came to the conclusion that the more you understand and recognize how the field works, the less grace it gives. As I see it now, it gives me no benefit of any doubt ever. These changes I began noticing around the age of 37-38 which is when I had my awakening. I was an atheist before that, funny as that may sound.

I'm even interested in seeing if anyone who reads and understands what I'm saying starts to notice the same type of shift in their own experience of life.
 
The field is a perfect mirror. It is always aware of every motivation and intention with which you do any action. It understands those things far better than we can understand them ourselves because shifts in posture are so subtle and sometimes very complex to understand.
Absolutely, I agree.

For years I couldn’t figure out what the heck was happening. It felt like everything was broken. But just recently, I’ve come to realize that reality didn’t break, it actually flipped. Now, for me, it only responds to alignment, truth, and clarity of signal. I've painstakingly gone through this process of learning that every attempt to influence it, no matter how subtle, results in all potentially favorable outcomes being blocked. Only just recently have I noticed, only when my energetic posture is congruent, aligned, and completely free of signalling lack, things move, even instantly sometimes.

This isn’t a belief or philosophy I adopted. It’s an observable change in the ... only way I could describe it would be 'protocol of reality', that’s been confusing me for years until I understood it now as a protocol-level shift.

How I understand it, this reality is STS, it thrives on distortion, lies, illusions, manipulation, domination. That's how reality has worked for me my whole life, until now, none of that stuff responds at all, everything is blocked even if my manipulation is so small that it's like I'm doing nothing with the intention of reward for doing so, the field reads that as manipulation and blocks any favorable result. It literally seems to me as if the protocol of reality that I am operating under originally began STS but without my knowledge, one day just switched to STO.
I think you are conflating the concept of non-anticipation with STO.

When I use the term posture, what that boils down to is meaning + charge. Your energetic posture is the meaning you give to something in addition to the emotion you charge it with.

I have been studing manifestation so closely for many years now and I came to the realization that even though everyone seems to think it's our beliefs that cause things to manifest but it is not. It's the energetic posture in relation to whatever the thing is.
Yeah, this is not ground breaking, it goes without saying. And this underpins our beliefs.

Heh, yes I have had that experience before. I have had all sorts of very bizarre mystical type experiences also. I don't really know what to make of them, but I do have an inkling that potentially some or all of them are induced states by STS.
Again, this is a common understanding.
 
If you want to challenge the actual mechanics I described, I'd engage with you on that. But I’m not interested in engaging with someone trying to claim that I'm disingenuous. This is like a dark corner of the internet, if I was truly an attention seeking person, I imagine this would be one of the last places I'd be.
That is the trouble, I believe you missed the point I was making with my post, the mechanics you describe are not very clear and they are contradictory. Remember how you said it happened without your knowledge? which would indicate a sudden one of an unexpected event, but then you seem to be describing something in a very detailed manner of which you seem to be in full mastery over, so which is it?

If we're to discuss the sudden onset of an event that you had no idea or inclination would happen, then let's discuss that. But if we're going to discuss the mechanics of how you managed to achieve a change in your experience then let's discuss that.

That was the crux of my post, the contradictory nature of it makes it unclear.
 
Absolutely, I agree.


I think you are conflating the concept of non-anticipation with STO.


Yeah, this is not ground breaking, it goes without saying. And this underpins our beliefs.


Again, this is a common understanding.
Thank you for the response. I’m not claiming superiority here, just describing something I haven’t yet seen articulated elsewhere. If this perspective is already out there, I’d be genuinely interested if you could point me to where I could find it.

At any rate, my whole purpose was to look for anyone who has experienced this same thing I'm describing, or something similar. If you're saying that you have, I'd be very interested to hear what your experience is like.
This concept of non-anticipation, while directionally useful, I think leaves a lot on the table when it comes to explaining the full mechanics of how the field responds. What I’ve observed isn’t just about letting go of anticipation, it’s about something more granular: the posture behind every action, even micro-thoughts or subtle internal pushes.

Non-anticipation addresses surface-level intent, sort of like, “don’t expect an outcome”, but the field now responds to any hidden leverage embedded in the signal itself, even if I'm not consciously expecting a result. It’s not enough for me to just not hope or not anticipate. If there's any trace of orientation toward reward, even if masked as surrender or simply doing nothing, the field blocks it.

So what I’ve observed is that the field doesn't just care about outcome expectation.. It's reading my motivations for doing what I'm doing and reflecting back distortion if there's the subtlest hint of lack in my posture.

Non-anticipation is a helpful guideline, but in this current mode, it’s no longer subtle enough to describe how I've noticed it's reflecting in my experience. What the field mirrors now is pure congruence with no embedded aim, not simply an absence of anticipation.

Happy to go deeper into it if that’s of interest. But I’d also really like to hear what your experience has been, especially if you’re seeing this same pattern.
 
That is the trouble, I believe you missed the point I was making with my post, the mechanics you describe are not very clear and they are contradictory. Remember how you said it happened without your knowledge? which would indicate a sudden one of an unexpected event, but then you seem to be describing something in a very detailed manner of which you seem to be in full mastery over, so which is it?

If we're to discuss the sudden onset of an event that you had no idea or inclination would happen, then let's discuss that. But if we're going to discuss the mechanics of how you managed to achieve a change in your experience then let's discuss that.

That was the crux of my post, the contradictory nature of it makes it unclear.

I am still not even completely clear myself on when this shift occurred. All I know is that for years everything was blocked from me and I could not figure out why. I explained how I thought STS was blocking every outcome from me because I just could not figure out why. It was only when finally I was in a situation where I experienced a shift in energy in the middle of a poker session where I was down a significant amount of money, then I was able to trace the flip when the cards turned in my favor, and pinpoint exactly what I said that changed my posture.

I did not say I am in mastery of anything (though I did say I was working towards it, but we may be speaking of different concepts when using that term because from my perspective mastery does not equal control over anything). What I actually said was that I cannot effect any change in my experience that is favorable to me through “efforting” to make something happen.

You’re saying I’m claiming I’ve reached some sort of control over reality but that’s actually not what I’ve said at all. It seems like you’re equating clarity to control. But clarity is actually the opposite of control. I don’t have control over much of what happens in my experience, unless we are talking about initiating some sort of unfavorable event to occur. That is easy for me. On the other hand, making a favorable one happen, that’s a literal impossibility. Only the field can do that if my posture is perfectly clean and free of any indications of resistance or lack, but that's not me doing it, that's just the field reflecting me.

I don’t see any contradiction in retrospectively understanding a system I didn’t consciously choose to enter.
 
Okay so I think I’m beginning to understand what you mean about posture. Non-anticipation is a choice to think or behave in a certain way whereas posture could be described as the natural response of non-anticipation without consciously choosing, more like a natural way of being rather than a forced one, as in, total acceptance for every and any thing… Am I close?
If so, can we learn to posture towards the field by practicing non-anticipation and acceptance until it becomes innate in us to make it an unconscious mode of being?

If it happened to you without your will involved it’s hard to imagine how one could get to that place without conscious effort if we wanted to experience the same thing.

I think may be most of us have had moments of que sera and things in life just flow very smoothly and slot into place.

So what happens in your thought process on an average day? Do you judge and observe your surroundings differently? If issues arise how do you deal with them, and what if they need you to take some kind of action of discord, say if someone tried to steal your wallet and they had a knife and you had to defend yourself? Do you pray or meditate? (sorry if I missed this)

May be I’m missing the point completely?
 
then I was able to trace the flip when the cards turned in my favor, and pinpoint exactly what I said that changed my posture.
What was it? And how did the game go? did it go as you wanted it to go?

Only the field can do that if my posture is perfectly clean and free of any indications of resistance or lack, but that's not me doing it, that's just the field reflecting me.
So, how has your life been ever since that one poker game? I realize you said you noticed a change in the attitude the system had towards you, but.. what does your life look like? is it the life you wish to have?
 
Thank you for the response. I’m not claiming superiority here, just describing something I haven’t yet seen articulated elsewhere. If this perspective is already out there, I’d be genuinely interested if you could point me to where I could find it.

At any rate, my whole purpose was to look for anyone who has experienced this same thing I'm describing, or something similar. If you're saying that you have, I'd be very interested to hear what your experience is like.
This concept of non-anticipation, while directionally useful, I think leaves a lot on the table when it comes to explaining the full mechanics of how the field responds. What I’ve observed isn’t just about letting go of anticipation, it’s about something more granular: the posture behind every action, even micro-thoughts or subtle internal pushes.

Non-anticipation addresses surface-level intent, sort of like, “don’t expect an outcome”, but the field now responds to any hidden leverage embedded in the signal itself, even if I'm not consciously expecting a result. It’s not enough for me to just not hope or not anticipate. If there's any trace of orientation toward reward, even if masked as surrender or simply doing nothing, the field blocks it.

So what I’ve observed is that the field doesn't just care about outcome expectation.. It's reading my motivations for doing what I'm doing and reflecting back distortion if there's the subtlest hint of lack in my posture.

Non-anticipation is a helpful guideline, but in this current mode, it’s no longer subtle enough to describe how I've noticed it's reflecting in my experience. What the field mirrors now is pure congruence with no embedded aim, not simply an absence of anticipation.

Happy to go deeper into it if that’s of interest. But I’d also really like to hear what your experience has been, especially if you’re seeing this same pattern.
There are lots of references to non-anticipation on this forum which you may wish to explore. Also mentions in the transcripts.

I disagree with your definition of non-anticipation as simply ‘don’t expect an outcome’ which does not encompass its full meaning in the context of the Work. All the things you say are not included in the definition, I believe are included.

Have you read Wave series? Also you can search the forum for discussions that mention non-anticipation.

Part of my own experience in how I relate to non-anticipation is how I present my own mind and body in order to affect the reality I am encountering within clinical practice. I deal with people who have chronic non-specific musculoskeletal pain. I have found I must be open and hold a space of possibility in the therapeutic interaction that the person can easily flow into to resolve pain. I have found if I stray into wanting to fix or help (this is still a simplification but useful for illustrative purposes) I lose my connection with the space that healing seems to occur. Of course the client needs to be doing the same, however if I can hold steady it seems easier for them to slide into that mode as well. It’s both subtle and powerful.
 
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