Has anyone had an experience like this?

[FASTWALKER]

Hello All,
After reading about how Laura placed a Reki symbol under the board for a more powerful connection, I decided to do an experiment. I picked out a Reki symbol and drew it out on paper and placed it under my pillow. I ended up not going to bed that night as I fell asleep in front of the boob tube on the sofa. The next night after forgetting that I had placed the Reki symbol under my pillow, I fell asleep in my bed. At about 3:30 AM I was feeling a highly charged golden beam of light entering my crown chakra that was roughly 6-8 inches in diameter coursing into me from a 45 degree angle. When I became fully awake, the beam was still pumping glyphs into my being at a fantastic rate of speed and heating me up with a vibrational energy. I was full conscious at this point and closed my eyes and was able to catch a glimpse of some of the glyphs and some how perceive the diameter and color of the beam with my eyes closed and in my minds eye perspective. I then moved my head to the side to try to break off the beam and the beam followed my movement and did not let up. As I was laying there I thought to myself " I don't know how much more of this I can take". Shortly after the beam quietly diminished and I sprang out of bed and turned to look at the wall and ceiling expecting to see some type of burn marks from this event. It was so energized by this event that I was shaking psychically and had to walk it off. It was not until later in the day when making my bed that I found and remembered that I had placed the Reki symbol under my pillow the day before.
What ever this download was I feel that it was from a benevolent source. Unlike another experience I had when coming home from a bar and having a little too much to drink when a force came down and rather forcibly clamped onto me with what I perceived to be a suction like device onto my solar plexus. I mustered up my energy and verbally shouted "NO" and my astral body came out and was "on guard" looking around while I had the feeling of bi-locating between my physical and astral bodies. This happened months after the golden beam incident.
Now, I know this sounds a little far fetched but I can assure you 100% that these were absolutely not dream state occurrences. I had been toying with posting this on the forum for some time and would like to get some feed back from the group. I still remember this as the say it happened. I would consider this a core experience event. It would be interesting to hear what the C's would have to say about this type of event. I don't think it was any type of satellite download.....
Thank you for you input!
Fastwalker

 

[jimmy]

Hi fastwalker, interesting experience!!! Something similar a few years ago, a golden laser beam straight through the top. I took it as a download of info, and got on with life. Not trivialising it at all, many changes/new paths occurred after this event. Do the work, get the insights. Still No. 1 experience I've had though was doing a meditation with a specific crystal. Was unsure of something and asked for guidance. Just before receiving the guidance, lifted out of body and literally melted into whole universe. Quite sublime. Anyway, these things are subjectice, personal events that may or may not hold relevance to a greater audience.

regards, jimmy

 

[Cyre2067]

Hey Fastwalker, I'm curious - what reiki symbol did you use? and what was your intent in sleeping over it?

 

[FASTWALKER]

Hi Jimmy,
Thanks for the feedback. I guess you are correct about the greater audience, as there were many views but no replies....Hmmm. I would say that since my conscious mind has no lexicon for the symbols that were entering my awareness, it is my guess that some part of me knows how to decipher this information on another level, maybe slowly leaking into my conscious mind. My first fully conscious OOBE of many years ago was much more surreal than this incident. I was catapulted into a void and had no form to speak of, I was a ball of energy. Time will tell as to the true nature of this event I guess.
Kind regards,
Fastwalker

 

[FASTWALKER]

Hi Puck,
The symbol I chose was the Cho Ku Ray. I was really doing an experiment to see what would happen. The curious thing is that I had no intent at the time because I totally forgot I put it under my pillow. But, as always I endeavor to expand my knowledge and awareness. I think I probably got more than I bargained for! Thanks for the reply.

 

[Niall]

Hi Fastwalker,

Well, like jimmy said, these things are subjective, personal events, so it's very difficult to provide any objective feedback that can help you put it in context.

I would consider this a core experience event.

What is "a core experience event"? Like a milestone in one's life? An initiatory experience? Have you read all of The Wave? Hopefully you will have noticed that the shamanic process of unveiling, although dramatic and full of surprises that grip the initiate, follows a steady pattern of questing and researching and experimentation. Going to the bar, getting drunk and watching TV until it knocks you out aren't exactly conducive to waking up and experiencing the love of truth.

It sounds rather like you are chasing experiences and something is gladly feeding them to you while pulling you deeper and deeper into its clutches.

 

[FASTWALKER]

Hi Kniall,
I would consider a core experience as an event that shakes you down to your core/foundation and that one would never forget. Yes, I have read The Wave and many times over the years. I am not new to this site and the information held within, I consider myself a seeker in that I know there is more to life then meets the eye, I would not be here other wise Like I asked in the title " Has anyone had this experience?. It was definitely an out of the box event and I was curious as to weather anyone had experienced anything of a similar nature. Apparently not, I get that!
As far as me having a little too much to drink goes, I think that is a far cry from getting drunk. I typically do not drink much alcohol at all. As far as watching TV goes, I watch very little and even called it the boob tube, giving a clue as to what I think about TV. So, please do not make assumptions. When I fell asleep while watching TV I was not drunk and I really do not like to get "Drunk". I was relaying an accurate account of events. Like I said, this was an experiment. Are we not here to gather, share and learn from our experiences and quest for knowledge? In our world there is always someone trying to feed us something (mostly BS and tainted food). It it up to the observer to use their discernment tempered with wisdom.
I shared this event to get some meaningful feedback. No one is feeding me anything without careful observation and evaluation on my part and nothing is pulling me deeper and deeper into it's clutches. Thanks for your concern though.
Regards,
Fastwalker

 

[mada85]

After reading about how Laura placed a Reki symbol under the board for a more powerful connection, I decided to do an experiment. I picked out a Reki symbol and drew it out on paper and placed it under my pillow.

Right there is your first mistake. When Laura placed the symbol beneath the board, she was doing so in full consciousness. When you had the symbol under your pillow, you were asleep. This raises a huge red flag for me. Such experiments should not be done while asleep, or under the influence of any stimulant for that matter. I can't quite figure out from your posts whether you actually had been drinking on the night of the 'experience'.

'At about 3:30 AM' you were 'feeling a highly charged golden beam' but it was only later that you 'became fully awake'. I think it is really the height of folly to open yourself to the other realms in your sleep state. A Sufi proverb says:

So preserve yourselves, my brothers, from the calamities of this place, for distinguishing it is extremely difficult! Souls find it sweet, and then within it they are duped, since they become completely enamored of it.

And doubly and more difficult to distinguish it when you are asleep.

My impression, from your posts in this thread, Fastwalker, is that you have an emotional investment in the ideas that you are a 'seeker' and that you personally received a 'communication' from a 'higher source'. It has aroused your self-importance.

What ever this download was I feel that it was from a benevolent source.

If you have been reading The Wave and the material on the forum, you should know by now that such experiences can easily be manufactured precisely to suit your 'specifications', so to speak, leaving you with the impression – the feeling – that it came from a benevolent source.

I would consider a core experience as an event that shakes you down to your core/foundation and that one would never forget. Yes, I have read The Wave and many times over the years. I am not new to this site and the information held within, I consider myself a seeker in that I know there is more to life then meets the eye, I would not be here other wise Like I asked in the title " Has anyone had this experience?. It was definitely an out of the box event and I was curious as to weather anyone had experienced anything of a similar nature. Apparently not, I get that!
As far as me having a little too much to drink goes, I think that is a far cry from getting drunk. I typically do not drink much alcohol at all. As far as watching TV goes, I watch very little and even called it the boob tube, giving a clue as to what I think about TV. So, please do not make assumptions. When I fell asleep while watching TV I was not drunk and I really do not like to get "Drunk". I was relaying an accurate account of events. Like I said, this was an experiment. Are we not here to gather, share and learn from our experiences and quest for knowledge? In our world there is always someone trying to feed us something (mostly BS and tainted food). It it up to the observer to use their discernment tempered with wisdom.
I shared this event to get some meaningful feedback.

Your last post is an emotional reaction to Kniall's post, albeit polite, but still an emotional reaction.

No one is feeding me anything without careful observation and evaluation on my part and nothing is pulling me deeper and deeper into it's clutches. Thanks for your concern though.

How could you tell the difference if the 'experience' was perfectly tailored to your machine? If the light entered your brain and simultaneously your body's 'feel-good' chemicals were triggered, thus creating a very strong association in your mind? These are, at the very least, possibilities. Remember the Cs have said (paraphrasing): nobody is a nobody and everyone can be attacked at any time. To which I would add: even, and especially, under the guise of divine light. Light, after all, is simply a carrier of information.

Personally, I would be very careful indeed with inviting energies from who knows where.

 

[FASTWALKER]

Hi Endymion,
Thanks for taking the time to respond.

Right there is your first mistake. When Laura placed the symbol beneath the board, she was doing so in full consciousness. When you had the symbol under your pillow, you were asleep. This raises a huge red flag for me. Such experiments should not be done while asleep, or under the influence of any stimulant for that matter. I can't quite figure out from your posts whether you actually had been drinking on the night of the 'experience'.

And doubly and more difficult to distinguish it when you are asleep.

This is true, I see your point. No, I was not drinking on the night in question, if I had I would have said so. The second event was not a purposeful one and I put in in there to contrast with the first event. This is not something I do on a weekly basis or anything.

My impression, from your posts in this thread, Fastwalker, is that you have an emotional investment in the ideas that you are a 'seeker' and that you personally received a 'communication' from a 'higher source'. It has aroused your self-importance.

Well, I was curious for good, bad or indifferent. This event happened over three years ago. I don't know where the "communication" came from for sure but it did not have the same feeling of attack of the second event on which my guard was lowered..... Lesson leaned. Well, I am seeking knowledge and wisdom. Do I feel extra special because of it? Not really. I have not asked anyone to kiss my feet.

If you have been reading The Wave and the material on the forum, you should know by now that such experiences can easily be manufactured precisely to suit your 'specifications', so to speak, leaving you with the impression – the feeling – that it came from a benevolent source.

True also- Anything is possible.

Your last post is an emotional reaction to Kniall's post, albeit polite, but still an emotional reaction]

Well, there was emotion there true, I am not a robot. I felt I needed to clarify Kniall's assumption that my life is about getting "drunk" to come home and sit in front of the boob tube in a stupor which is far from the truth. Maybe I misread the intent but a clarification was provided.

How could you tell the difference if the 'experience' was perfectly tailored to your machine? If the light entered your brain and simultaneously your body's 'feel-good' chemicals were triggered, thus creating a very strong association in your mind? These are, at the very least, possibilities. Remember the Cs have said (paraphrasing): nobody is a nobody and everyone can be attacked at any time. To which I would add: even, and especially, under the guise of divine light. Light, after all, is simply a carrier of information.

Well the experience could have been tailored no question about it. There was really no "feel good" feeling about this I just felt like it was not an overt invasion. But, I agree anything is possible and we can be attacked at anytime we can only change the nature of the attack or our reactions to it. This happened years ago and has not been tried again, it has stuck with me though and I decided to share the experience to get some feedback. Weather it was meaningful or not time will tell. It has not made me any more younger, beautiful, powerful, richer or famous that i can tell. lol
Again, thank you for your response. Your insights are taken into consideration.
Fastwalker
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[Renaissance]

Well, I was curious for good, bad or indifferent.

At least to me, your posts haven't come across as curious 'good, bad or indifferent', but looking to confirm your assumptions about the event.

This event happened over three years ago. I don't know where the "communication" came from for sure but it did not have the same feeling of attack of the second event on which my guard was lowered..... Lesson leaned. Well, I am seeking knowledge and wisdom. Do I feel extra special because of it? Not really. I have not asked anyone to kiss my feet.

Vanity is rarely so overt. Instead, it is more often expressed through things like sarcasm and curtness, which is what I'm getting from your response. I could be wrong, but figured I'd put it out there to consider.

Well, there was emotion there true, I am not a robot.

If emotions are running the show, then you are acting no differently than a robot.

I felt I needed to clarify Kniall's assumption that my life is about getting "drunk" to come home and sit in front of the boob tube in a stupor which is far from the truth.

Kniall didn't say your life was about these things, but said that these things don't lend towards consciousness.

Maybe I misread the intent but a clarification was provided.

Fwiw, I think the intent was misread as was the message.

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[vinny]

I would consider a core experience as an event that shakes you down to your core/foundation and that one would never forget.

Personally, I would change that to: an event that shakes you down to your core, from which you learn something meaningful about objective reality - there are concrete positive changes in behaviour and ability to 'see' that come from such an event, and it marks a significant waypoint on the quest for truth that opens up previously unavailable possibilities to begin to BE and to DO ie: the fruits are visible.

It may be worth considering very carefully whether that is the case for your experience?

 

[FASTWALKER]

Thanks Nomad,
Very well stated and true words of wisdom!
Fastwalker

 

[mada85]

Thanks Nomad,
Very well stated and true words of wisdom!
Fastwalker

It may be worth considering very carefully whether that is the case for your experience?

I'm curious, Fastwalker. Did you read the last line of Nomad's post? I ask because my impression from reading your post is that you've taken the first part as confirmation of your 'experience', and ignored the last part.

 

[Ares]

Hi Fastwalker,

Thanks very much for sharing this interesting experience. From what little I know about Reiki (I have learnt the first 2 grades recently), the symbols (according to my teacher) cannot be used for harmful purposes, since the whole intent in reiki is to allow the healing energy to enter into you. Now if that is true, then technically any reiki related incident such as yours should have a positive effect.
Ofcourse, nobody can say for certain if the experience you had and your act of putting the cho-ku-ray symbol are related. I guess you should watch yourself closely (physical, mental, emotional) from hereon to see what effect this experience produces. I cannot say whether the act of putting the symbol under your pillow was a foolhardy act or not, but I would think if most reiki teachers are like my teacher, they would say something positive about it!

I've also read a while back that there are/may be symbols that could be used to do the opposite of what reiki does, and i think this is where you should guard yourself as much as you can. The effects will speak for themselves.

As for myself, I'm doing the reiki cleansing at the same time I do the pipe breathing and the round breathing, and other than making me sweat in an airconditioned room, the only other effect is a sense of calm. Oh and off late I've begun to have these tingly sensations as the POTS gets over and the wonderful piano music plays in the background.

For the record, I felt that Kniall's original post sounded a bit presumptive (though pointing in the right direction), and yours a little emotionally colored toward the end :)

 

[anart]

Hi Fastwalker,

Thanks very much for sharing this interesting experience. From what little I know about Reiki (I have learnt the first 2 grades recently), the symbols (according to my teacher) cannot be used for harmful purposes, since the whole intent in reiki is to allow the healing energy to enter into you.

And if the Reiki symbols one is using are reversed due to a corrupted lineage (which is VERY common)? Your statement above falls into the newage wishful thinking category.

Now if that is true, then technically any reiki related incident such as yours should have a positive effect.

Have you had a chance to read the Wave Series yet?

Ofcourse, nobody can say for certain if the experience you had and your act of putting the cho-ku-ray symbol are related. I guess you should watch yourself closely (physical, mental, emotional) from hereon to see what effect this experience produces. I cannot say whether the act of putting the symbol under your pillow was a foolhardy act or not, but I would think if most reiki teachers are like my teacher, they would say something positive about it!

Those of a newage mindset have something positive to say about most things! This tends to bear little relation to the reality of the situation.

I've also read a while back that there are/may be symbols that could be used to do the opposite of what reiki does, and i think this is where you should guard yourself as much as you can. The effects will speak for themselves.

This contradicts your previous statement about 'Reiki energy only being used for good'.

As for myself, I'm doing the reiki cleansing at the same time I do the pipe breathing and the round breathing, and other than making me sweat in an airconditioned room, the only other effect is a sense of calm. Oh and off late I've begun to have these tingly sensations as the POTS gets over and the wonderful piano music plays in the background.

For the record, I felt that Kniall's original post sounded a bit presumptive (though pointing in the right direction), and yours a little emotionally colored toward the end :)

I don't think Kniall's response was presumptive at all, nor was it emotional. Perhaps your identification with Reiki might have made you read it that way?