Hello, just wanted to see is it just me or is anybody else having something like this?
I used to dream one, maybe two short dreams a night. Nothing complicated, mostly forgotten after waking up.
But the last week or so I seem to have these marathon dreams that just go on and on and on. In one night now I dreams at least 3 to 5 long and complicated dreams.
Like last night I was dreaming like I was going on a train with my mother, going into the mountains to our summer house, there was a train but it was so crowded I couldnt get on, then I was running after the train, managed to catch up trough twisting city streets, and next thing I knew is I was in a small car with train wheels? Then again I got out and told the driver of the car/train thing to go on, I'll walk and catch up to them later on the other end of the town?? (where does my subconciouss gets these ideas from). I remember walking, looking at the skyscraper and going like "it's so wrooong", because it was standing on a like 30 m high pole, I mean there was a pole, a metal plate, and skyscraper had been mounted on that plate, it all looked so wrong.
Anway, the dream goes on, I got squirted with water or something from some black helicopter thing, then I pointed some pocket laser at it and it became a black glass facade with a clock on the afore mentioned skyscraper, only now the skyscraper was standing on a ground as usual.
However, what is different then before, is that these dreams feel like they are going on for hours on end, and feel like they are getting me very tired. They tire me out psyhicaly and mentally.
This has been going on for about a week. It is always some recurring theme there, something I need to do or somewhere I need to go but dream just keeps morphing into whatever surreal way it wants, and I always wake up feeling like, you know, that I *must* do something. That I forgot to do something.
Has anybody had anything like that these days? I have read they latest session transcripts where the Cs are talking about external influences to us all, and speciffically something about inducing hallucinations/something else? I am wondering if something or someone might be targetning me with something or if it something internal to me? It is getting tiresome. A few days ago I was dreaming about my ex (a very self centered and also materialistic person), the dream was sooo weird like in dream I was sleeping in bed in our apartment and I remebered of all those good times that we had (which is strange because we never had such good times, she was always all about work work and work). If anything I was the one trying as hard as I could to keep the relationship somewhat viable, while she really didnt care for me much, and I was able to finally reckognize it and let it go. But this dream was nothing we ever had in real life, yet it felt like a long forgotten memory. It was almost like someone or something was trying to instill me wirh the memories that I never had. A very very strange feeling. So I am curious does anybody else get something like this?
I used to dream one, maybe two short dreams a night. Nothing complicated, mostly forgotten after waking up.
But the last week or so I seem to have these marathon dreams that just go on and on and on. In one night now I dreams at least 3 to 5 long and complicated dreams.
Like last night I was dreaming like I was going on a train with my mother, going into the mountains to our summer house, there was a train but it was so crowded I couldnt get on, then I was running after the train, managed to catch up trough twisting city streets, and next thing I knew is I was in a small car with train wheels? Then again I got out and told the driver of the car/train thing to go on, I'll walk and catch up to them later on the other end of the town?? (where does my subconciouss gets these ideas from). I remember walking, looking at the skyscraper and going like "it's so wrooong", because it was standing on a like 30 m high pole, I mean there was a pole, a metal plate, and skyscraper had been mounted on that plate, it all looked so wrong.
Anway, the dream goes on, I got squirted with water or something from some black helicopter thing, then I pointed some pocket laser at it and it became a black glass facade with a clock on the afore mentioned skyscraper, only now the skyscraper was standing on a ground as usual.
However, what is different then before, is that these dreams feel like they are going on for hours on end, and feel like they are getting me very tired. They tire me out psyhicaly and mentally.
This has been going on for about a week. It is always some recurring theme there, something I need to do or somewhere I need to go but dream just keeps morphing into whatever surreal way it wants, and I always wake up feeling like, you know, that I *must* do something. That I forgot to do something.
Has anybody had anything like that these days? I have read they latest session transcripts where the Cs are talking about external influences to us all, and speciffically something about inducing hallucinations/something else? I am wondering if something or someone might be targetning me with something or if it something internal to me? It is getting tiresome. A few days ago I was dreaming about my ex (a very self centered and also materialistic person), the dream was sooo weird like in dream I was sleeping in bed in our apartment and I remebered of all those good times that we had (which is strange because we never had such good times, she was always all about work work and work). If anything I was the one trying as hard as I could to keep the relationship somewhat viable, while she really didnt care for me much, and I was able to finally reckognize it and let it go. But this dream was nothing we ever had in real life, yet it felt like a long forgotten memory. It was almost like someone or something was trying to instill me wirh the memories that I never had. A very very strange feeling. So I am curious does anybody else get something like this?