Re: The last article of Laura
Hello everyone :)
I just want to add my thoughts on this, because

I must admit, recent articles have been quite shocking for me, especially this heart-piecing article about the apocalyptic prospects of mankind. It scared the frack out of me. It went right through me, made me feel like all remaining good was falling apart instantly, like being left behind, feeling guilty and ashamed, sentenced to decay and death, no matter what I have accomplished so far! As to the fund raising I gave what I could and I will do it again next month. So once again I was confronted with my personal fears, that try to overwhelm me like described in "The Teachings of Don Juan, p. 35.", where it reads:
"He slowly begins to learn - bit by bit at first, then in big chunks. And his thoughts soon clash. What he learns is never what he pictured, or imagined, and so he begins to be afraid. Learning is never what one expects. Every step of learning is a new task, and the fear the man is experiencing begins to mount mercilessly, unyieldingly. His purpose becomes a battlefield.
"And thus he has tumbled upon the first of his natural enemies: Fear! A terrible enemy - treacherous, and difficult to overcome. It remains concealed at every turn of the way, prowling, waiting. And if the man, terrified in its presence, runs away, his enemy will have put an end to his quest."
"What will happen to the man if he runs away in fear?"
"Nothing happens to him except that he will never learn. He will never become a man of knowledge. He will perhaps be a bully or a harmless, scared man; at any rate, he will be a defeated man. His first enemy will have put an end to his cravings."
"And what can he do to overcome fear?"
"The answer is very simple. He must not run away. He must defy his fear, and in spite of it he must take the next step in learning, and the next, and the next. He must be fully afraid, and yet he must not stop. That is the rule! And a moment will come when his first enemy retreats. The man begins to feel sure of himself. His intent becomes stronger. Learning is no longer a terrifying task. When this joyful moment comes, the man can say without hesitation that he has defeated his first natural enemy."
"Does it happen at once, don Juan, or little by little?"
"It happens little by little, and yet the fear is vanquished suddenly and fast."
But then that fear turned to defiance. I just can't let that happen, becoming a harmless, scared man, while everything I value goes to hell! Running away is not an option any more! On the contrary! I came to realize that it is more important to make myself useful, to work on myself, no matter how much time there is left, standing for what I am, holding up the values that are dear to me, being on the right track, helping the right people. I don't know if I gonna make it but I want to help that at least some of us do. It's that certain feeling, that drives me in situations like this, deep and compassionate. I feel a bond to nature, to the very part that those misguided scientists out there can hardly understand and I wish to get strong, to be able to protect that bond and everything that is whole. I must grow up as a real human!
Then I found this comment by pothillrat.
Surrender Not An Option
A couple of years ago, I found myself in a situation where I thought for sure that it was THE END for me. Right when I had almost given up, something inside of me, that LOVE feeling, took over me. And not only did I recover, I ended-up fighting back and realized they didn't have a chance.
Now that gives me hope and I won't drop it!
I have many dear friends, who seem to understand the illness of our time, who value naturalness and honesty. They just seem to be not fully aware of that. They are trapped in the mechanisms of denial as described in chapter four of Laura's 'High Strangeness', a book I was too afraid to read till the end! But I will make up leeway, face even that fear! It's so damn uncomfortable facing the truth, so I can understand the unaware concept of 'Running away' all too well, holding fast onto any comfortable lie that seems plausible! I believe there is a sleeping potential that can be awakened, that there are many people, who can be activated. If they were just a little closer to their feelings, if they could just feel a little more what they already know, that there is a threat right in front of them.
http://www.sott.net/articles/show/237784-How-did-no-one-notice-Hawaiian-musician-wearing-Occupy-with-Aloha-T-shirt-plays-45-minute-protest-song-in-front-of-Obama-and-other-world-leaders-
About this link: A popular Hawaiian singer used his performance at a dinner of world leaders hosted by President Barack Obama to voice his support for the 'Occupy' movement. Makana was enlisted to play a luau, or Hawaiian feast, for members of the Pacific Rim who had ...
When I showed a friend of mine this video, I asked him, why there are so few hero's out there and he sadly responded: “Because it takes a whole lot of guts to do it or lots of naturalness. Both die out slowly!” Another friend who resonates with me, feeling the taste of truth, doesn't dare to dig in more deeply, because he fears he couldn't go on with his life any longer, if he did. Everything would turn upside down and he's right! I can't blame him. But after being turned upside down, I began to grow little by little and life became more real with every little step: Not only the horrors but also the beauty of our world began to unfold. So I must find a way to get them breath the right way :P Now that's tricky! I got two of my friends considering it. And I am not that convincing, because I still haven't accomplished what is needed to be a shining example, a man of deed, like MLK. Those must have overcome the first enemy.
SAO :)
SAO said:
I think that in order for the common person to understand it all and be able to take part in a global transformation, it is enough for them to get to the level of the obyvatel. And that level is just basic common sense, basic reason, the foundation for anything else that follows. So the average person does not need to know anything about fields or consciousness or any esoteric concepts, as most of that can be distilled into modern psychological concepts, and even more basically, into simply common sense. It is not difficult to be an obyvatel for most people, probably even organic portals. It's actually the natural human state if we weren't conditioned and manipulated into having thought loops and subjectivity and beliefs/illusions about ourselves, about others, and the world. (...)
I often put myself too much under pressure, whenever I realize how much I don't know. I am resonating deeply with your whole post. Thank you again for your positive insights! They have helped me in the past and they are helping me now.
Thank you Laura for the wake-up-call