The Barcelona Conference: Could we/Should we attend?
Yesterday I saw the advertising bar on SOTT for "The Cassiopaean Experiment" Conference on Saturday 2011, October 15 at the World Trade Center Barcelona, and I had this sudden urge to try and attend. This is kind of inspiring for me because over the years in school I became more and more passive and submissive to cope with the rigidity of expectations, and this is the first time since school ended two years ago that I've had a strong desire to put a lot of effort toward a particular goal.
I am currently 20 years old and have no job and virtually no money, but I did some very rough calculations to determine if my brother and I (and maybe other family members) could make it if my brother and I got jobs more or less immediately. I tried to overestimate the cost and underestimate the amount of money we could make in the time between now and then. However, since I've never dealt with these expenses, situations, or amounts of money personally, I'll need help to see if my calculations are realistic. So here they are:
I've made a few assumptions to help me overestimate the price. I have assumed that all 4 of us will be going, although that's unlikely. I've assumed that we would stay for 5 days, although 3 would probably be possible. I have assumed that we will pay $60 per meal ($15 per person).
$300 per person for round-trip airplane tickets = $1200
$1800 for 4 people for 5 days at "Hotel Arc La Ramlba" (I looked this value up because I have no idea about how much hotels cost)
$15 per person ($60) per meal for three meals ($180) for 5 days = $900
$500 to cover transportation
$1000 for preparation and unforeseen expenses
$300 for 4 Conference tickets
TOTAL ESTIMATED EXPENSES = $5,700
So, if both my brother and I manage to get jobs at minimum wage ($7.25/hour), and work 40 hours a week for 10 weeks (Oct. 15th is about 14 weeks from now), we can earn
$5800, which is barely enough to cover the estimated expenses. If we get food handling licenses (probably not hard; just a test of food safety and sanitation knowledge) and apply to every fast-food restaurant in town (and maybe other places as well), maybe we can land ourselves a couple jobs. I plan on reading the "Ways to Make Money" thread to see what I can learn there, as well.
So, I would appreciate insight into the accuracy of this. In addition to purely monetary concerns, I realize that it would be smart to learn some Spanish, and to take measures to protect ourselves against thieves (such as having pepper spray, using clothes that appear more local, having secure luggage and belongings, and of course being aware and knowledgeable about methods of attack).
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Beyond that, we are wondering if this is a reasonable thing to do, or whether it would be a waste of our resources and if we should make and use our money to strengthen the home front instead. I'm wary that this "urge/desire" of mine, while motivating and seemingly uplifting, might serve to prevent me from doing things that seem of more practical value such as investing in quality food so that we can afford to avoid more of the poison out there, hedging against the probable disasters in our near future, and possibly starting my college education.
Are there going to be videos of Laura's and Arkadius' talks which will be purchasable online? Will it be worthwhile to attend as opposed to simply continuing to learn from the books and forum material? I must admit I'm very interested in the idea of seeing Laura and Ark in person, just to be there with them and see what they are like in "real life", so to speak, but is this superficial? Of course, I must consider whether my brother wants this as much as I do; he seems somewhat reserved, and he will probably be interested to read the replies to this
Laura's quote comes to mind:
Laura said:
It seems, from all the studies that are done, that an elevated mood - one of happy expectation of the possibility of adventure - is the greatest protection against illness. Perhaps it is also the one that makes one "inedible" to the Matrix?
Maybe I understand this quote just a little better now. The bolded phrase sort of sounds like the emotion or sensation that appeared within me when I first considered this idea of mine. But what to do? What to do when the idea that "lights a fire" inside does not seem like perhaps the "best" idea for all parties involved? And yet, what if it actually IS the most helpful action to take simply because it is what I am passionate about? It would certainly be a very different experience than "life as usual" and would almost certainly help to break the patterns of apathy I've been seeing in myself and my family recently. I worry that without pursuing something large and personally invigorating like this, I might not be able to reach the "escape velocity" necessary to break my current patterns and move forward in my life, and thus potentially learn to serve others to any substantial degree. Is my reasoning twisted somehow?