I've just discovered this blog and it is really interesting! I find the sincerity of these people to be extraordinary. Like you, they express their feelings and recount their experience. I never searched for information concerning Laura and Ark and I am surprised to learn what is going on. That goes to show the ignorance and stupidity of certain people. Without really knowing who Laura was, I immediately "felt" that she was a good person. Not blindly, but after having read her work, and having seeing the huge work she does and what she offers to her readers; by seeing her passion for truth. All that made me say "yes, I'll follow her advice, I will look for information, I will learn." Like you, just a few months ago I couldn't find any meaning to any of all this (ie. life), I was really desperate in seeing this absurd world. Then, I read the Wave, vol. I, then some of her articles, and suddenly I started feeling lighter. I have more energy.
Your testimonial reflects what I feel and that is why I want to thank you.