Life is a pinball game

[Natus Videre]

I can see the lizzies all lined up in the pinny parlour banging away at the buttons, having a ball, literally.

So how do we get out?

We get out when the ball breaks the glass cover! As the speed (i.e. frequency) of the ball increases, as more energy is poured into the system by the Lizzies, more energy will eventually escape from the system. Action, reaction. Balance.

 

[seek10]

Stupid title, eh? Let me explain.

You begin your journey by being pushed through a narrow passage into a mayhem of bright lights and loud noises. With increasing speed, you bounce from one hard object to another, without any clear direction. Every now and then you get stuck ricocheting back and forth between two objects with bells that ring constantly. (Maybe that explains tinnitus? You're stuck in a ricochet!?)

You become aware that there is an escape hatch, a black hole at the bottom of the table. But it's guarded by 2 flippers that smack you back into the chaos, escape has been denied. After endless bouncing around you eventually limp past the flippers and drop into the escape hole. Ahh, finally sweet nothingness. But don't get too comfortable, the game is not over.

During that nothingness, you are infused with all the secrets of the universe. (Can I stay here?) Nope. Suddenly you are back in the chamber being propelled once more into the mayhem. So what good did that brief knowledge of everything do for you? You are back in the game, clueless that you keep repeating the chaos until the game table is destroyed or the external 'players' give up on this particular game.

That sums up life and reincarnation to me for now. But I have a weird sense of humor and love to write stories, so I hope this analogy amused you.

This reminds me of a famous 1953 Black and White Telugu movie (one of the South Indian Dravidian language) song titled " World is Illusion, Life is Illusion". It is sung by drunkard who lost in streets in night languishing on the street with street dog.

approx. translation of lyrics is this.

World is Illusion, life is illusion.
Strangely, that it is the essence of Veda's...
Don't allow greed and passions near you...
sacrifice your happiness for others...
Don't feel that pain is comfort...
That realization itself is the greatest bliss...

Probably C's would say

Q: (L) I tried to share this perception with other people, and almost without exception, when I said to people that I was finally seeing things in their true state and it was NOT a pretty picture, they all said "well, you are obviously seeing this through the eyes of some major spirit possession!" Why would they say this?

A: First of all, it is not correct to perceive "everything in such darkness and gloom, etc." That is merely the result of a cocoon of falsehood being removed. Celebrate the balance. Don't mourn the death of an illusion of an imbalance.

Q: (L) Where do I go from here? Where do we all go?

A: Everywhere.

 

[Fluffy]

We get out when the ball breaks the glass cover! As the speed (i.e. frequency) of the ball increases, as more energy is poured into the system by the Lizzies, more energy will eventually escape from the system. Action, reaction. Balance.

So the ball turns into a positively charged ball of energy and breaks the barrier… May be there’s a little malfunction in the machine and multiple balls get together to to square the energy, they could ruin the whole machine if they knew how

 

[jacygirl]

This reminds me of a famous 1953 Black and White Telugu movie (one of the South Indian Dravidian language) song titled " World is Illusion, Life is Illusion". It is sung by drunkard who lost in streets in night languishing on the street with street dog.

approx. translation of lyrics is this.

Probably C's would say

Thank you for posting this. I'm curious and will listen to the song when my friend leaves shortly. Life is an illusion and when you realize that, it's hard not to get disillusioned. Now I'm trying to see everything as 'meant to be' and not have an opinion about it.

 

[Fluffy]

How do we get out? Good question. (your lizzies analogy is cool too)

I'm not sure that I'm qualified to answer that, but I can think of a few things that may help.
Be the best version of you. The only thing you control here is yourself, so don't waste time worrying about other people (you do you).
Get more knowledge, cuz apparently learning is fun but knowledge is power. Realize that there are a ridiculous amount of people/entities/etc. trying to kill us, so a sense of humor will help with that brutal reality. Keep looking/moving forward because the past is gone and there is only now.

I personally plan on raising my frequency so high that I can pull in foreign radio stations, and blast it to anyone/thing that tries to scan my brain (hoping that will at least confuse them). I am practicing saying "I'm never coming back again" in case I get to have a say in the matter too, lol. I hope I don't meet you behind the 10,000 points island. That would be...disappointing for both of us I think!

Levity definitely helps.

And if we show up at the 10,000 points island and get stuck there, don’t worry, I’ll have snacks… we’ll figure it out, I can tell you think in limitlessness, me too, nothing is impossible.

 

[jacygirl]

So the ball turns into a positively charged ball of energy and breaks the barrier… May be there’s a little malfunction in the machine and multiple balls get together to to square the energy, they could ruin the whole machine if they knew how

So what you're saying is that it's gonna take balls to do this.

I'm game for "ruining the whole machine" (can we refer to ourselves as "ballers" now?)

Wait...you're bringing snacks?? I will bring beverages, and by that I mean coffee, lol.

 

[Fluffy]

So what you're saying is that it's gonna take balls to do this.

I'm game for "ruining the whole machine" (can we refer to ourselves as "ballers" now?)

Yep, shining balls of steel.

 

[broken.english]

I started referring to me as "present me" and my higher self as "future me".

Could you then ask how your "future me" defines itself?

 

[jacygirl]

Could you then ask how your "future me" defines itself?

That is a really good question. It deserves a well thought out response so I'm going to think about my answer and get back to you soon.

 

[broken.english]

That is a really good question. It deserves a well thought out response so I'm going to think about my answer and get back to you soon.

Deep thoughts will be most welcome. But maybe I should simplify my question a bit. What I am curious about is the following:

Is what you are communicating with your "future you", your "higher self", a "talkative little I", or an "external source"?

 

[jacygirl]

That is a really good question. It deserves a well thought out response so I'm going to think about my answer and get back to you soon.

Ok, let's hope the caffeine has kicked in. "How does 'future me' define itself? (Is she my 'higher self', a 'talkative little I' or an 'external source'? Well I've questioned myself a lot about it so I will try to explain my current conclusion based on what I've learned from the C's.

They said that we are living the past/present/future now and I had to try to absorb that. (explains why I'm always so exhausted though, lol). We can be living multiple timelines. I personally, an only child, have lived in 2 cities where I've had an exact doppelganger/twin that people who knew me well, thought was me. (I have stories about both, too long for this reply)

I have been trying to integrate these new perspectives (from the C's) into my own life and was surprised at how much started to make more sense than ever. Then the concept of "past me" "present me" and "future me" became a theme for my thinking and writing. Something smarter than me, was guiding me...answering my questions...and knew me very well. It never felt malevolent/negative, always benevolent with my best interests at heart.

I feel like 'she' has always been with me, but the difference now is that I feel like we've merged into something that makes me better, calmer, wiser (and funnier..."she" added that, lol). I suppose that it is a feeling/knowing that I accept (for now) but am also always questioning that I may possibly be deluding myself. (trust issues? yes. but I trust me and always have.)

I hope this makes sense to you because basically, I cannot prove anything to you or myself. It's just a really intense feeling that "this is right" so for now, I'm going to run with that and see where it takes me.

 

[broken.english]

I hope this makes sense to you because basically, I cannot prove anything to you or myself

Thank you!

You don't have to prove anything. It is just that some of us here are of exceptional curiosity especially in esoteric matters and we would like to get closer to the truth.

 

[jacygirl]

Thank you. I too have always been searching for the truth. My main thought throughout life has been "make it make sense!!!".

Hopefully with all the great minds here, supporting this network of seekers...we will gain more understanding, knowledge and wisdom. I believe in 'this'. I believe in 'us'.