on_fuego said:
Hi all,
I have been reading for a few years now the Wave series, Secret History, articles in Sott.net and Cassiopaea.org, the Cassiopaea forum, and I have come to realize a huge factor in my life that affects me in a huge way and it's that there is so, so much material I still haven't read and want to continue reading but so little time to do it. I know it depends on each individual's lifestyle but I am curious of how many people struggle with this.
Hi on_fuego
Yep, I hear you on this.
I go back and forth between trying to find more time or just not fussing about it so much and just let my learning process take it's course at whatever pace it needs to be. I think what I need to go with is the latter, but it's still pretty annoying.
I agree. And based on what riclapaz wrote...
riclapaz said:
when I enter the state you described, I try to set priorities, a small agenda for all things I have to do to day
I do exactly this. My way of looking at it is, my priority is being a good obyvatel - surviving, being healthy, always making lists of all the things I need to do in order to earn my money, pay my bills, read what I need to, buy what I need, and keep all my affairs in order. Making these lists my "God" and doing each thing on them consistently keeps me grounded and prevents the feeling of a build-up of weight on my shoulders. This is now my Work. And by doing this Work, I really am Working on myself and DOing what the Universe is asking of me each day. Or, at least, I'm identifying things that I definitely need to do and then I assume these are the things I'm supposed to be doing.
I always make time to catch up on threads I need to read. One of the things that also 'gets to me' in a way is having recently taken the importance of sleep very seriously. This in itself was a difficult regime to implement because of this very subject of time, but blacking out my room as best as I can and going to bed earlier comes from a place you describe as "the latter"; i.e. " just not fussing about it so much and just let my learning process take it's course at whatever pace it needs to be." Sleep is as big a priority now as anything else on my lists.
I would just love take a whole week, a month, or more, and just dive in to all of this material.
I know. I have an underlying fantasy about simply getting away to a little holiday home, even for just a few DAYS at some point this year and taking a book with me and doing nothing but read, but then I'd be fretting about all the other stuff I need to do that I'm not doing
Yes, something related to what Menrva said:
Menrva said:
Another thing to consider is that "when the student is ready, the teacher appears". That teacher can be also be knowledge and information that you assimilate when you are ready for it. These things can take their own course as you mention, so, keep calm and learn on! :)
I think about Laura. How much she reads. How much of her life has been and is spent reading in order to figure out what the heck's going on. And how I'd love to have the time to assimilate more info like that.
But I'm not Laura, I'm T.C.. And reading so much and figuring out what the heck's going on is Laura's job. I'd love it to be mine, too. But I don't have Laura's brain, so I don't have Laura's job. I have my job, which right now is being a good obyvatel. And taking in whatever information I can to help me achieve my goals.
The final thing I can say helps me, is the C's recent message to all of us:
For all forum members: Do not lose heart. Just remember that if you do all you can, yourselves in the future will bridge the gap. You are all potential transducers of information into chaos. Let that information be love/truth.
Hope this helps in some way.