Need help connecting dots

[Ask-Seek-Knock]

I'm writing this thread hoping to connect some dots or find a reasonable explanation.

I started noticing an odd feeling on March 18th. I remember the exact moment because I was sitting in my recliner reading a book and I felt different in my own skin, it's the only way I can describe it.

I stopped reading and looked down at my arms and legs and I felt longer. I'm 5'5" but I felt long and lanky like I was 6' tall. I stretched out my right arm and stared at it, while I cradled my book with left arm. I spread out my fingers and turned my arm over to look at my forearm and I just felt the oddest sensation like my body was expanding or lengthening, kind of like with a Gumby doll but not as stretchy. I remember looking around the room and thinking, "Is this for real or am I going crazy". Thank God my husband wasn't home because he would laughed at me holding out my arm like that.

As I sat there trying to understand this feeling I got freaked out because I remembered that I was about to go into a session with Patrick Rodriguez the SRT guy, in a couple hours and I started to think Oh sh**!!!, someone has entered my body and it is them looking through me and thats why I look so strange, maybe my body is considered long and lanky in comparison to their old body. But now almost a month later the odd sensation is still present but it's different, it's changing. Now I have to overwhelming feeling of calm and underneath my skin feels strange, like I can feel my blood flowing through my veins and my lymph fluid circulating. Its feels tingly and smooth but I'm feeling it with my mind more because it's an all over feeling not just a localized feeling in a limb. I hope that makes sense.

I searching the forum, I found the following information that may help explain

June 20, 2009 session
"A: The main thing people need right now is to be cleansed of emotional blockages and programs not to mention karmic burdens."

I did cleanse some childhood emotional baggage during my session with Patrick. I honestly didn't think the childhood issue that we worked on was that significant, because as an adult I understand it, but has a child it apparently devastated me and working on it must have released other stuff with it, stuff that was blocking me.

As I stated above…since the recliner incident, I've felt different or odd but not in a bad way. And last night while I was sitting in my car, in an empty parking lot, waiting for my co-worker (i'm a courier), the sensation got stronger. I closed my eyes and focused more on the feeling and took a deep breath and in my exhale whispered, "what is going on with me?" And I saw in my mind the word synapsis. I repeated it in my mind for a few seconds and then I got conjunction and congruent. Now, I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I had no idea what synapsis meant. I grabbed a scrap piece of paper and wrote down all three words. I said synapsis out loud for about a minute because I was getting mad that I couldn't recall the meaning of the word. I have a flipping college degree (although in business not science) and I was a good student so how the heck can't I remember!!! Out of frustration, I grabbed my phone and Googled synapsis and this is what I got:

Synapsis (also called syndesis) is the pairing of two homologous chromosomes that occurs during meiosis. It allows matching-up of homologous pairs prior to their segregation, and possible chromosomal crossover between them. Synapsis takes place during prophase I of meiosis.
Synapsis - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SynapsisWikipedia
Related topics
The synaptonemal complex is a protein structure that forms between homologous chromosomes . . . during meiosis and is thought to mediate chromosome pairing, synapsis, and recombination. Wikipedia
Explore: Synaptonemal complex, Homologous chromosome
Synapsis takes place during prophase I of meiosis. Wikipedia
Explore: Meiosis
Synapsis begins before the synaptonemal complex develops, and is not completed until near the end of prophase I. Crossover usually occurs when matching regions on matching chromosomes break and then reconnect to the other chromosome. Wikipedia
Explore: Synaptonemal complex, Chromosomal crossover

Googled results for Congruent:

con·gru·ent
kənˈɡro͞oənt,ˈkäNGɡro͞oənt/adjective
adjective: congruent
1. in agreement or harmony.
"institutional and departmental objectives are largely congruent"
2. GEOMETRY
(of figures) identical in form; coinciding exactly when superimposed.
Origin

late Middle English: from Latin congruent- ‘agreeing, meeting together,’ from the verb congruere, from con- ‘together’ + ruere ‘fall or rush.’



Googled results for Conjunction:

In grammar, a conjunction (abbreviated CONJ or CNJ) is a part of speech that connects words, sentences, phrases, or clauses. A discourse connective is a conjunction joining sentences. This definition may overlap with that of other parts of speech, so what constitutes a "conjunction" must be defined for each language.
Conjunction (grammar) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conjunction_(grammar)Wikipedia


Both conjunction and congruent basically mean the same thing, "connecting."

So, I searched the forum for all three words and I couldn't find much but I did find this quote embedded within a comment from Approaching Infinity (SuperModerator)

"The Cassiopaeans have talked about the fact that the DNA can be reconstructed or reconnected because it is still there, it is just broken up or “de-activated.” The important elements of this process include oxygenation, spinning or centrifuging, as well as certain activities such as meditation, and gaining knowledge."

This quote lead me back to the synapsis definition in particular the section on chromosomal crossover.

Here is what I read from Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chromosomal_crossover

Chromosomal crossover (or crossing over) is the exchange of genetic material between homologous chromosomes that results in recombinant chromosomes. It is one of the final phases of genetic recombination, which occurs during prophase I of meiosis during a process called synapsis. Synapsis begins before the synaptonemal complex develops, and is not completed until near the end of prophase I. Crossover usually occurs when matching regions on matching chromosomes break and then reconnect to the other chromosome. This process begins in early stage of prophase I which is called leptotene.

As I've said above, I have a degree but its in Marketing. So, I am reaching out to someone with more knowledge in this area, please help me connect the dots. I'm left with a DNA change creating harmony and connectedness through a genetic recombination. Does that sound correct? It sounds pretty far out and freaky to me. Am I missing something within the forum that could explain this more? Is anyone else feeling the same way? Is there a mention of something similar to this in the transcripts, there has to be and I'm just having problems finding it or recalling it? I contemplated putting all this in the "Ask the C's" section but I thought I would ask you all first.

Thanks so much!

 

[MusicMan]

I don't have a degree, but it sounds to me that something positive is happening to you, perhaps you are about to "graduate" to 4D! Don't panic, let the awareness soak in.
- and enjoy the ride!

Perhaps you could enhance the effect by indulging in some EE (oxygenation), and spinning your body, as in sacred dancing.

 

[Kisito]

Synapse refers to a functional area of ​​contact established between two neurons.
Many people have the feeling of being great or that environmental measures change. This is actually related to neurons, but as the saying Pia Smith Orléane and Cullen Baird Smith "Conversations with LAARKMAA 'A Pléadienne vision .." this is the fact of an experiment showing that we are united with all materials and time and space are illusions. We are in the time and space simultaneously. Jane Roberts speaks in his lines of "Seth Material". As soon as we become aware of our relationship and experimental relationship with another consciousness, even higher, it becomes not another, but us. As well as the C's are us in the future, if we took ensuring steady awareness of their exixtence, we would become them instantly. We are not the Cs, because we assume only their existence. Our synapses are blocking this awareness of belonging to others and everything.

 

[Ask-Seek-Knock]

Thanks Kisito and Music Man for your replies.

Synapse refers to a functional area of ​​contact established between two neurons.
Many people have the feeling of being great or that environmental measures change. This is actually related to neurons, but as the saying Pia Smith Orléane and Cullen Baird Smith "Conversations with LAARKMAA 'A Pléadienne vision .." this is the fact of an experiment showing that we are united with all materials and time and space are illusions. We are in the time and space simultaneously. Jane Roberts speaks in his lines of "Seth Material". As soon as we become aware of our relationship and experimental relationship with another consciousness, even higher, it becomes not another, but us. As well as the C's are us in the future, if we took ensuring steady awareness of their existence, we would become them instantly. We are not the Cs, because we assume only their existence. Our synapses are blocking this awareness of belonging to others and everything.

What I highlighted in bold explains it for me. Thanks so much!! Makes sense with all the reading and studying I've done over the past 5 years, plus interacting with this forum, it would be a realistic side effect, the unblocking of this awareness of connectedness. It's probably why the words came through so quickly and clearly to me in the parking lot. Conjunction is a bridge/joining in language between two sentences so in this case it could be that I built the bridge or joined with this awareness through my work to obtain knowledge. This work brought me in harmony (congruence) with the frequency or energy of this bridge and that allowed my frequency to increase to a level in which my awareness is starting to "crossover". So its probably more of a frequency or energy change instead of a physical alteration, I'm not going to instantly turn into a being of light LOL! But the mind/body connection is still in play so I will continue to feel slight physical waves of sensations from the reshuffling process. Maybe the physical feelings are more for recognition and confirmation purposes so the "mind" can wrap its head around what is going on and understand it from a 3D point of view. Good stuff here thanks!

MusicMan thanks for the reminder about the EE videos. That is next on my list "to do".

 

[sitting]

As soon as we become aware of our relationship and experimental relationship with another consciousness, even higher, it becomes not another, but us. As well as the C's are us in the future, if we took ensuring steady awareness of their exixtence, we would become them instantly. We are not the Cs, because we assume only their existence. Our synapses are blocking this awareness of belonging to others and everything.

Hi Kisito,

Interesting line of thought. Thank you for bringing it out.
The question is then what exactly constitutes awareness--and how is it achieved? Where does faith fit in?
I really would appreciate your views on this. Thanks in advance.

PS: Did you mean "experiential relationship" instead of "experimental relationship"?

 

[Renaissance]

As I've said above, I have a degree but its in Marketing. So, I am reaching out to someone with more knowledge in this area, please help me connect the dots. I'm left with a DNA change creating harmony and connectedness through a genetic recombination. Does that sound correct? It sounds pretty far out and freaky to me. Am I missing something within the forum that could explain this more? Is anyone else feeling the same way? Is there a mention of something similar to this in the transcripts, there has to be and I'm just having problems finding it or recalling it? I contemplated putting all this in the "Ask the C's" section but I thought I would ask you all first.

It might help to look at this in practical terms. After a lifetime of living in a highly stressed and toxic environment, it's hopeful that we can repair some of the damage done to our bodies and minds, even at the DNA level. There's also probably DNA changes that come from knowledge accumulation and application, but it should follow that what we Do is a more accurate measure of Being rather than particular sensations. The proof in is the pudding so to speak. Maybe look at such sensations in a detached sort of way, and not put too much emphasis on it.

 

[Kisito]

Awareness is not really the word translated in French, I was thinking more "aware". To reach this state? I think we all seek. For my part I try to work on the acceptance of humiliation to break down my ego and grow my humility. This does not mean overwhelm me. For I learn the same time to be selfish. Sometimes it is good to be selfish, not for his happiness to oneself, but for the common good.
Absolutely want to please a person may be harmful because it only takes into only account the person's belief. We know many beliefs are false, to please some resemblance to consolidate the illusion and lies. The truth hurts, politeness and decorum serve as buffers to the shock of the truth. Gurdjieff mentions "The scale of idiots in 21 degrees" to break free from egotism.
Paradoxically we become selfish by reducing the importance of his ego. But this selfishness is altuiste order, because it is for the common good and the attainment of truth, it is STO, the STS is still selfishness is Machiavellian personnel. Certainly there was a semantic shift to associate "selfishness" and "for the common good." Experiential or experimental is good for me ..

 

[Ask-Seek-Knock]

As I've said above, I have a degree but its in Marketing. So, I am reaching out to someone with more knowledge in this area, please help me connect the dots. I'm left with a DNA change creating harmony and connectedness through a genetic recombination. Does that sound correct? It sounds pretty far out and freaky to me. Am I missing something within the forum that could explain this more? Is anyone else feeling the same way? Is there a mention of something similar to this in the transcripts, there has to be and I'm just having problems finding it or recalling it? I contemplated putting all this in the "Ask the C's" section but I thought I would ask you all first.

It might help to look at this in practical terms. After a lifetime of living in a highly stressed and toxic environment, it's hopeful that we can repair some of the damage done to our bodies and minds, even at the DNA level. There's also probably DNA changes that come from knowledge accumulation and application, but it should follow that what we Do is a more accurate measure of Being rather than particular sensations. The proof in is the pudding so to speak. Maybe look at such sensations in a detached sort of way, and not put too much emphasis on it.

Agreed. It takes me a little longer to understand things because I am a tad on the skeptical side. It's been almost a month since I started feeling these things and I would have just "let it be" and not mentioned it on the forum had I not experiences such a strong rush of the sensation while I was sitting in that parking lot and it caused me ask the question, "what is going on with me?" Coupled with the fact that I would not in a million years come up with such words as synapsis, conjunction and congruent, it made me way less skeptical.

For the doing…In addition to interacting with the forum and reading/researching I am working on getting my doctorate in Metaphysics. Plus over the past 6 months or so my sister has been reaching out to me for "life counseling." It appears she is waking up on her own and I've been coaching her along by answering questions, if I can, or giving her information to help her build her awareness. I also network outside the forum and reach out to authors of recently read books to ask questions or comment on something or share something. That has been incredibly helpful and fun.

Thanks for responding. It is super helpful to be able to think out loud in a nonjudgmental environment. Appreciate all the responses.

 

[Ask-Seek-Knock]

I've figured it out! I'm so excited!

After letting this information marinate, I recalled the last time I viewed my arm and hand in the way I described in my original post from April 3, 2015. See here in bold:

"I stopped reading and looked down at my arms and legs and I felt longer. I'm 5'5" but I felt long and lanky like I was 6' tall. I stretched out my right arm and stared at it, while I cradled my book with left arm. I spread out my fingers and turned my arm over to look at my forearm and I just felt the oddest sensation like my body was expanding or lengthening, kind of like with a Gumby doll but not as stretchy. I remember looking around the room and thinking, "Is this for real or am I going crazy". Thank God my husband wasn't home because he would laughed at me holding out my arm like that."

There's only one other time that I looked at my arm in that way and it was back in June 2012 when I was under hypnosis for Past Life Regression therapy. In the two lives I explored, I did the identical viewing of one arm and hand, except it was with my left arm in both of those instances. I remember it vividly…holding up my left arm, stretching out my fingers and turning my forearm at the elbow to the left and right, so that I could view my entire forearm, palm and back of hand. The action occurred when the hypnotherapist asked my age. I recall my hand being very elderly in one of my lives (wrinkles, age spots and arthritic looking knuckles) and about middle aged in the other.

Its as if my "past" selves are running parallel to this life and I was able to focus in on them during this past life regression and "they," both versions of me in the "past" FELT me peeking in on them. And "me" in the "present" may have felt myself in the "future" doing a "past life regression" focusing in on "me" circa March 2015 resulting in me feeling it again. So, at that moment "we" shared the same space and looked at my/our arm at a point in time in which I perceived it to be current time, while myself in the future was looking back under hypnosis from the point of view of the participator. Any way you look at it, all the versions of "me" reacted the same way, by feeling something odd and holding up "our" arms/hands to rotate them in an attempt to understand this strange sensation.

The words that I got when I asked, "What is going on with me?" in April 2015 a few weeks after my session with Patrick Rodriguez, which were: synapsis, conjunction and congruent, totally make sense now. All of my studying over the past 5 years may have built up my awareness/knowledge to a point that may have caused a repair in my synapsis allowing for a “crossover” to occur in time between the multiple versions of “me”. Again pulled from a Google search…Crossover usually occurs when matching regions on matching chromosomes break and then reconnect to the other chromosome.

So, its possible that I’ve finally come to a point in my soul evolution that I am able to wake myself up, while confined in a human shell (like I did in 2010), activate that part of me that is capable of doing “the work” and after 5 years of "working" almost non-stop, my husband can vouch for that, I’m now finally at a point in my soul cycling where I’ve encountered the perfect harmony between soul/human genetic compatibility, (discussed by the C’s in a few of the older transcripts) that I can communicate with myself in the future. This may be the FIRST lifetime were I’ve actually been able to do this and simultaneously be AWARE of it on a conscious level. And this awareness is allowing me to literally “connect the dots” or connect with the “broken pieces of myself” scattered across lifetimes.

This reminds me of those large scale portraits that are created by many different tiny pictures of people's faces and when viewed from a distance the smaller pictures form into one big face. That's how I like to view my lifetimes, each one of those tiny pictures is a past life all coming together to showcase the bigger picture of my higher self. Each one must be lived to the fullest, meaning lessons learned/completed because you can't take one of those tiny pictures away without ruining the bigger picture. Each one has to be perfectly placed at just the proper point to create the eye or the nose etc… move one into the wrong location and the lines are blurred, the definition is lost. This happens over and over (reincarnation) until that one moment when there are no more tiny pictures to be added to the puzzle and its time to step back and look at your creation. The further you step back from the randomness, confusion and unpredictable sequence of lifetimes spread out before you, you slowly watch it fade together until that last step and VIOLA! Perfection from chaos!

So now what? HA HA! That was a rhetorical question, I know the answer…keep going because learning is fun!

To me this is a testament to this forum and how helpful it is to share your experiences even if you have no idea where it's leading you. I may not have gotten this far without having this forum and the encouragement to find answer on my own. Thanks to everyone!!

Take care!