Hi Stevie,
Thanks for thinking about me. I am doing much better. After a few weeks of massage and acupuncture I have almost complete range of motion in my neck and am spasm free in my neck, upper back and shoulders.
We've hit hard times financially, so I won't be able to order the DMSO for a while.
The last week however, has been such an emotional roller coaster putting significant pressure on my relationship with my partner.
She has been seeing both a counselor and a psychiatrist since she had her breakdown a little while ago and I finally admitted I needed support as well. So today we met with her counselor to help us with some of the issues we are facing and to see if he could get me a counselor as well.
Apparently, since I went off anti-depressants several months ago, I have not been the most pleasant person to be with, which has cause undue additional stress for her. I had noticed I had become increasingly frustrated with relatively minor things. Although such things are part of my step-son's long pattern of irresponsibility and her enabling, my reactions to them are out of proportion and getting worse.
As well, I am having difficulty keeping up at work and having to take that week off when my neck problems started really added to the stress.
It doesn't take a brain surgeon to figure out my neck problems are related to stress as well as the more symbolic body language explanations. I certainly have my work cut out for me, Work wise.
I really appreciate the interest and concern.
Gonzo