EH, taking a quote of something evil, presenting it with clear analysis is one thing, just quoting long passages of material without commentary is not a good idea. Innocent people who do not yet have discernment can be easily entrained by that sort of thing and I, for one, do not wish to contribute to that sort of thing. Most of what you posted was what could be described as schizoidal material. Do a search here on the forum for schizoidal and schizoidia and you will find plenty to think about.
I am very sorry that you were exposed to this kind of horror and ugliness in our world. I had my own close brushes with such things and one thing I know is this: do not stare too long into the pit because something in there is staring back. Standing up for light to illuminate darkness is problematical enough, one doesn't want to grab the tiger by the tail.