Thankyou
@iamthatis for your thoughtful and observant responses...
Gold sparks could indicate DNA changes - but could also indicate the Lizzies messing with your vision to try to induce a feeling of self-importance in you. I'd be careful with giving too much juice to that phenomenon.
Yes it could be DNA changes or interference from Lizzie’s... good point! (and something I have considered). Ha ha, definitely no feelings of self importance here at all. Just curiosity and some confusion. I have been observing the ‘gold sparks’ experience as objectively as possible for some time. I have tried my hardest to think logically, practically, scientifically (sheesh, I’m not very ‘sciency’ though) and not immediately jump to conclusions or allow my ego to draw me down a path of illusion. I am doing my best to be aware, observant, objective. (Knowledge protects!)
I wondered if perhaps :
Was it some kind of electrical ‘short circuiting’ going on in my brain (maybe)
Was I more stressed than I realised? (maybe)
Was I wearing clothes that could cause a ‘static’ response? (no)
Was I seeing fireflies flying close by? (no, they are only visible and active out in the forest where I live for a couple of weeks)
Was it environmental? (maybe connected to the high pitched sound I hear constantly).
I am curious due to it affecting not simply myself, but also my adult daughter and we don’t even live near one another, let alone in the same state. When my daughter first mentioned it, she was worried she was ‘hallucinating’. I suggested she not worry about it or focus too much on it, that she stay calm and objective and be as neutral as possible. (I did wonder if she was seeing something from another density and didn’t know if it was high vibrational or low, but I felt fear was not a helpful response.)
Regarding helping others go through DNA changes, subconsciously or psychically, are you secretly trying to do that for someone? Or hoping that you are?
A great question. I am super aware I dont want to be doing that consciously or unconsciously.
My daughter and I have discussed many of the subjects on this forum in the past (and a little since I joined the forum) but she is walking a different path and feels she doesn’t wish to explore this work. She is holding a lot of fear and anger about the world she was birthed into. In the last couple of years we have had huge conflict regarding our very different views about ie: Covid and ‘woke culture’ and it has taken a lot for us to find healing around that. I see clearly
she is needing to find her own way, in her own way and
genuinely no part of me wishes to interfere. I fully support her to explore whatever path she chooses and I see clearly I have absolutely no right to try to influence her in a particular direction, consciously or unconsciously.
My questions about possible ‘surrogacy’ are because of the
duality in our experience and I was
pondering if in some way my daughter might in some way affected by the positive shifts that I have experienced in my life since connecting with this group. >>Therefore, perhaps there was a possibility that she was experiencing through the ‘sparks’ some kind of transformation of her DNA? (If that’s what it is?)
To clarify something... my daughter and I have always had an unusual connection, and many people over the years have commented on how strong it connection is, some people find it very strange. It’s perfectly normal for us though. We often (long distance) ‘pick up’ on each other’s physical pain, or emotions (a bit like some twins seem to) we are quite telepathically / energetically connected (at times to both our frustration!) so the duality of our experience is interesting to me.
I wondered if the C’s have mentioned anything like this “golden sparks” experience being
related to DNA changes?
I realise that my experience is simply
my experience, and that another person might be “seeing” or experiencing the same/similar thing, but it doesn’t mean it emanates from the same “source”. I realise this could potentially be some form of “interference” but I don’t experience any negative feelings or energy in relation to this, it feels gentle and positive (but that could be illusion I suppose).
In this latest session a
comment by the C’s regarding DNA is what led me to ask my questions... I felt a gentle flush of energy when reading (always a sign affirming something depending on what side of my body I feel it) and simultaneously, I heard the question in my mind.
This spring, I had an strong ear tone, and about ten minutes later the driveshaft fell off of my truck. I don't know if the two events are related (like an attack), but it was creepy.
I feel I know the kind of tone you are referring to... glad to know you paid attention and supported yourself and nothing really awful happened.
Throughout my life, I have heard unusual and very high pitched sounds. Nobody else standing near me can hear them, I’ve asked people around me many times. It used to bother me. Sometimes I felt the sounds were a warning, sometimes I felt they were just plain old annoying interference.
I still hear high pitched sounds periodically, but those sounds are different to what I now experience 24/7. The tone is different. I find it
very wearing, I get pretty bad headaches. It makes it incredibly hard for me to focus my thoughts or write anything very coherent (compared to how I used to be) so I apologise to anyone reading this, if any of it does not make sense.
Am grateful for all your offerings / suggestions.
Gentle hugs