Gurdjieff warned about wrong crystallizations and 'One cannot sit on two stools at once', because it will lead to serious problems. Did he say this after he found out that he got cancer?
Castaneda recounted a sorcerer who was holding back growing cancer in his body with his sheer willpower.
The crux of the matter, the core twist in the psyche making the body separate and concentrate negative energies into cancer tumors is confounding. Gurdjieff stated that people love their suffering too much - environment, habits, programmed behaviors and apparently suffering can fuse with Being.. creating wrong crystallizations and cancer tumors? Is that The Chief Feature? - that's why people don't want to degauss / deflate cancer-focusing energies in the body, because they love their suffering and fear of the unknown.
This means trauma remains after death. Sickness-focus will still exist in the consciousness of a 5thD denizen. The energy-form tumor-equivalent remains in the Spirit. Unresolved.
Maybe like Jesus on the Cross, spiritually victorious people in life successfully deflate their entropic thought programming and 'miraculously' dissolve cancer in their bodies. They are opening a spiritual 'Gate to Heaven' for their communities, with their example?
Paul says:
- "I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but it is Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me."
Becoming victorious in The Work sense. Achieving successful Alchemical Transmutation of the rotten Lead-->Cancer into Gold-->Life, changing psychology, deflating negative programming.
Either the afflicted do it here on Earth or have to do it in 5thD, but probably the suffering and the job survives to be done in the future incarnations.
What a conundrum! I'm trying to See a way out. How to deflate this childhood negative programming. I try to break through. But my sight is obstructed by a 'Wall of Emptiness'. A thought vacuum. Stands in my way. Doesn't allow me to see the path to victory: which is so easily and heroically i-m-a-g-i-n-e-d, fantasized about as if it would be reading a fabled saga.
In the meantime the cancer is probably growing.
So yeah, a timely session indeed. Because other people are in the same situation as well.
This entire society - placement of targeted families into sick neighborhoods - is meticulously organized by Orion STS, I think, to create such super-deep, nigh impossible to resolve hyper-traumas totally ingrained in childhood.
But how to let it go?
A: You must become immune to the triggers!
Dissolve the wrong crystallization that Gurdjieff warned about. People incarnate to learn lessons. One such Mega Lesson, probably the Chief Lesson is to beat this Arch Enemy of extreme ingrowth of PTSD.
Orion STS is creating life situations beforehand, I think, organizing entropic families to live near your family to poison your life with such:
[..]thought patterns fueled by emotion that are entropic.
So this childhood PTSD always was designed to be extremely difficult to untangle. Like a super-potent ninja poison in the Asian movies and stories that requires the best doctor in the land and the party of heroes must travel to the top of a remote mountain to find the Fabled Doctor Saint, they have to travel there with their sick brother-in-arms, but the journey is extremely perilous and long..
From Paul to Mark: PaleoChristianity
Paul experienced the crucifixion (death) and resurrection (new life) in a visionary state. Thus, for him it was primarily a metaphysical, spiritual event in which he participated. It was a catalyst for his own transformation – his own crucifixion – and also the means to understand its universal significance. As a catalyst, it is essential in bringing about the shift in perception that reverses the Fall with focus on the ‘new life’ aspect of the experience.
The death of Jesus only discloses the righteousness of God to the extent to which those who witness it do so in the light of an experience of the continuing life of Jesus, the ‘alive-making Spirit’. As they encounter that ‘alive-making Spirit’ which fully illuminates their hearts revealing what was wrong as well as the way to act rightly, they are themselves transformed and become ministers of the same transformation for others: they become ‘the righteousness of God’, God’s way of acting rightly, God’s dominion, and speakers of God’s revealing and reconciling word as Jesus was.
Laura gives the solution in her book - as far as I can see - as she continues:
The bottom line of Paul’s thinking appears to be a radical shift in ...
You can read the solution beginning with the above bolded sentence part in the chapter:
Law, Faith and Liberation.