Thank you for the session, Laura and Andromeda
This one was a bit of a shock for me. He seemed like had those issues under control to all of you who knew him and interacted with him daily, and his environment was probably the most conductive to healing and growth that there is to be found. Yet these issues still persisted.
I just canāt help but wonder how much hope to resolve these issues there is for any of us really. Not just the specific type that Pierre and Henry had, I can imagine there are tons of other programs that are as deeply rooted as theirs were. And how can we possibly know when that work is effective, or what kinds of approaches help reach those deep levels if even Pierre didnāt manage to get there? It just makes me feel really sad - and hopeless too. Like the mountain is just way too high to climb.
Itās understandable these ideas having this disheartening effect and I think itās good that you shared them because they are textbook thought loops that everyone can relate to having at some point, and it goes to show how āthe predator gave us their mindā. I think that often the emphasis in that phrase is placed on the word ātheirā, but we must give equal emphasis to the word āusā: that is, ALL of us. Our very interface with our reality, our 3D STS vessels, were engineered and programmed by the same entities, with the same templates.
Fatalism, despondency, black and white thinking - I donāt think these kinds of responses are natural to our souls. And as has already been highlighted, that literally ties in with what the Cās said:
A: You are souls first. The genetic body can be overwhelmed by early emotional, mental, and/or physical abuse. It is very difficult to reach those levels of the subconscious mind.
So when these kinds of thoughts come to us, they should set off an alarm inside us. Itās these thoughts that make us lunch in multiple ways.
Weāre never going to be perfect. The main question that that section of the session raised for me is how are we supposed to know if weāve resolved something, or if we think we have but actually havenāt? Maybe thereās a way of knowing, but maybe there just isnāt. Our skin will scar if itās cut, and although some scars can fade over the years, they never go away completely. So whatās to say that our subconscious or emotional being or psyches are any different?
In fact, we may even benefit now, all of us, from reading that part of the session and coming to this kind of understanding. Knowledge, of course, protects. Letās not get complacent about progress we think weāve made and by the same token not get unrealistic about our aims, and bear in mind that we could do everything possible in excellent conditions and never get to the bottom of the iceberg.
And then we can just decide to continue to move forwards anyway.