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Nico
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Hello, since I'm a student with not much knowledge, but with many questions and because I didn't want to flood the forum with non necessary questions and because I want to bind with you guys, I'm going to talk about the subject I know the best (or I think I know) : Myself :). I know I will found the cause of these symptoms with some researches and patience but I want to share with you.
So here is some symptoms which concern my perception of the reality :
- I have these little point of light coming in front of my vision sometimes. I begin to better see the scattering shape of object and people. And I see sometimes some darkness in the corner of my eyes, especially the shape of my cat who isn't there.
I think these are just natural symptom of our evolution through 4th density, it doesn't bother me anyway.
But the following two symptoms are more problematic and scary :
- When I was 12 years old I experienced a drastic change in my perception of the world, it was very sudden, in fact I past from a clear, shiny perception of the surrounding atmosphere to a heavy and foggy one. It was so sudden I ask my doctor about that, but he put aside and tell me that was an effect of my cold (rheum). And I've never got to a clear perception again, except this week when I began the ketogenic diet with which I recover slowly this clarity :). I want to add that these sudden changes of perception happened at the same time I experienced a strange psychological depression that came and go away as suddenly (without no apparent cause, my life was good at the time...)
But this is not the worst, this following symptom is the worst :
- It's happen to me in no regards to the place I was or with a clear frequency, it's a totally random phenomenum. The intensity of this phenomenom, which the duration is about 5 seconds, was higher in my childhood, I experience it time to time but with a much lower impact. So the definition : without warning the back of my ears starts to buzz, and all my cognitive processes stop... like that ! I know where I am, I am conscious of everything, but all my thought and my thinking just vanish... It's like a reboot of my conscious brain. And it's very destabilizing when I'm talking with someone because I lose the conversation thread... hopefully I remember it just happened one time in this case :).
So, maybe I'm a robot or someone try to erase some part of my brain... It is like that I feel when I recapitulate these memories.
Thank you for reading my hypochondriac thougths :) !
So here is some symptoms which concern my perception of the reality :
- I have these little point of light coming in front of my vision sometimes. I begin to better see the scattering shape of object and people. And I see sometimes some darkness in the corner of my eyes, especially the shape of my cat who isn't there.
I think these are just natural symptom of our evolution through 4th density, it doesn't bother me anyway.
But the following two symptoms are more problematic and scary :
- When I was 12 years old I experienced a drastic change in my perception of the world, it was very sudden, in fact I past from a clear, shiny perception of the surrounding atmosphere to a heavy and foggy one. It was so sudden I ask my doctor about that, but he put aside and tell me that was an effect of my cold (rheum). And I've never got to a clear perception again, except this week when I began the ketogenic diet with which I recover slowly this clarity :). I want to add that these sudden changes of perception happened at the same time I experienced a strange psychological depression that came and go away as suddenly (without no apparent cause, my life was good at the time...)
But this is not the worst, this following symptom is the worst :
- It's happen to me in no regards to the place I was or with a clear frequency, it's a totally random phenomenum. The intensity of this phenomenom, which the duration is about 5 seconds, was higher in my childhood, I experience it time to time but with a much lower impact. So the definition : without warning the back of my ears starts to buzz, and all my cognitive processes stop... like that ! I know where I am, I am conscious of everything, but all my thought and my thinking just vanish... It's like a reboot of my conscious brain. And it's very destabilizing when I'm talking with someone because I lose the conversation thread... hopefully I remember it just happened one time in this case :).
So, maybe I'm a robot or someone try to erase some part of my brain... It is like that I feel when I recapitulate these memories.
Thank you for reading my hypochondriac thougths :) !