shadowsaround
Jedi
Thanks for mentioning the FIR Sauna herondancer. I had forgotten all about that even though I read it. The sleeping in the dark is by far the most challenging thing for me at the moment. Mainly because it sets off my survival program connected with my "What If" program. I.E. "What if someone tries to break in while I'm sleeping." Not being able to see my environment at night is unsettling at best and almost horrifying at worst. The only thing that goes through my mind during these time's is that I just need to let go and trust myself and my ability to deal with the unexpected. The spitting blood only happened the once, the second time happened while I was asleep I assume. I didn't realize it happened until I went to take a nap a couple of days later and saw a spot of blood on my sheet's. Anyways I'll deal with that on Monday.
The biggest thing is slowing down as has been stated. I do appreciate all the support I have been shown it does mean a lot to me.
The biggest thing is slowing down as has been stated. I do appreciate all the support I have been shown it does mean a lot to me.