Taking a break for a bit

Meg

Meg

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I just found out that a close friend of mine took her life last night. She was a beautiful woman in a lot of pain. There have been some strange events transpiring in the past week that might have been a clue that this would happen. I had suicidal thought myself last week that appeared out of nowhere! I woke up this morning really depressed and I didn’t know why. I had a hard time mustering up excitement for our new Church. Then I got the phone call. I am devastated and don't really know how to deal with this. I think my time is going to be spent supporting our mutual friends and being present in our AA group. I’m not sure I’ll be logging into the forum for a a week or so. I don’t know.
Love to all, see you soon.
 
Megapode said:
I just found out that a close friend of mine took her life last night. She was a beautiful woman in a lot of pain. There have been some strange events transpiring in the past week that might have been a clue that this would happen. I had suicidal thought myself last week that appeared out of nowhere! I woke up this morning really depressed and I didn’t know why. I had a hard time mustering up excitement for our new Church. Then I got the phone call. I am devastated and don't really know how to deal with this. I think my time is going to be spent supporting our mutual friends and being present in our AA group. I’m not sure I’ll be logging into the forum for a a week or so. I don’t know.
Love to all, see you soon.
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Thanks for letting us know, Megapode --- very sorry for the shock and the loss. If you need anything we can help with, please let us know.
 
Megapode said:
I just found out that a close friend of mine took her life last night. She was a beautiful woman in a lot of pain. There have been some strange events transpiring in the past week that might have been a clue that this would happen. I had suicidal thought myself last week that appeared out of nowhere! I woke up this morning really depressed and I didn’t know why. I had a hard time mustering up excitement for our new Church. Then I got the phone call. I am devastated and don't really know how to deal with this. I think my time is going to be spent supporting our mutual friends and being present in our AA group. I’m not sure I’ll be logging into the forum for a a week or so. I don’t know.
Love to all, see you soon.
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Hello Megapode,
I'm really sorry to hear that.

Take a deep breather Megapode and -we- are always here to listen to you.

Much strenght for you!!


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Maybe the POTS can be of help for you.
 
Thanks for the support everyone. Gawan, I think I'll do the POTS in her honor on Monday. It's difficult to make sense of something so senseless. She left behind 3 youngs boys and friends that love her. It is completely heartbreaking. She so desperately wanted to "be with god". She had some truly horrific experiences in her 38 years. The phone is ringing. see you guys later.
 
Hi Megapode,

What a sad news.

I am really sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts during my meditation today.

And please remember we are all here to listen to you and if possible to help you live this difficult time.
 
Sorry to hear that Megapode, my heart goes out to you and those close to her. You will be in my thoughts during the meditation,
Take care.
 
Hey Megapode,

I'm so sorry. I'll dedicate tomorrows meditation to you and your friend. Just a couple of days ago I had negative thoughts regarding this forum that just came out of nowhere and am beginning to wonder if others have as well. Possibly to get people to fall away just as the church is coming together?

Anyway, please take care and know that we're here if/when you need us.
 
Sorry to hear about your loss Megapode.

I'll also include you in my POTS.
My heart, thoughts and prayers go out to you, your friends and her family.
 
Megapode said:
Thanks for the support everyone. Gawan, I think I'll do the POTS in her honor on Monday. It's difficult to make sense of something so senseless. She left behind 3 youngs boys and friends that love her. It is completely heartbreaking. She so desperately wanted to "be with god". She had some truly horrific experiences in her 38 years. The phone is ringing. see you guys later.
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This is terrible, my heart goes out to you, her family and above all her three children.
 
My heart goes out to you, Megapode.
Please take care of yourself and don't forget we will be here! :flowers:

[quote author=Megapode]I had suicidal thought myself last week that appeared out of nowhere! I woke up this morning really depressed and I didn’t know why. [/quote]

Same thoughts I have been experiencing and I keep thinking of "General Law".
 
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