WIN 52
The Living Force
Whether it is the ramblings of an old fool or that something of significance did take place makes little difference, it seems. Understanding the system of control we find ourselves in, it seems hardly possible that a person could have any effect on the outcome. It was the system that sprung into action, the very next day, when I activated an area of my essence. It was like having achieved some sort of level where I did access a super human state of being. It was Friday,March 30, 1980. Having been taking martial arts classes through the winter, the Thursday night before the 30th, I managed to access a higher state which part of it was a super human like strength as well as a whole different outlook.
The next day I was still experimenting with the new confidence, working on a house renovation where we were putting a second story on top. The upper walls were up and we were getting ready to put the rafters in place. It was a beautiful sunny day, however early in the afternoon it began to look like a storm was brewing. The boss decided to cover the construction with a tarp we had, for that purpose. I was up on top of the tarp, spreading it out over the project. I was almost finished when I heard an audible voice urging me to get down. I didn't know what to think, but I was almost finished at that point so I continued to work, stretching out the tarp . The voice came with more urgency, "get down dangerous". I thought ok, but I just need to do one more thing. It was at that moment, that a huge gust of wind blew up taking me with the tarp to the ground, a concrete patio, from two stories up. Luckily I only broke both feet. There were 14 other related accidents in the construction industry in the area that afternoon. After, as I drove myself to the Hospital thinking I got off lucky, I was hit with an excruciating amount of pain. Also it began to rain. I remember the rain looking like sheets coming down. Quite a storm the locals said.
After a couple of years, realizing that something significant had taken place and working with this communication, I was once again able to walk though in a restricted manner. My right heel was fractured and the arch in my left foot was completely crushed. In 1983 I had a conversation with what I had come to know as my guide. I was made aware of a woman who was going to help me. I remember quite well the joy being expressed about this work that she was to begin, but that I would have to wait for now. I was about to become a father and being a cripple with a family to support, there were other matters more pressing to attend to.
I eventually fell asleep, lost in life. But the one thing that remained was the connection I had with this guide. I have worked with this connection every since. It would be a great source of encouragement for me during the trying times that I was going through on a seemingly endless conveyor belt of life.
By 2005 I was on a runaway, divorced, drinking every day and at the end of my rope. This is when I suffered a stroke. During the recovery in the hospital, as my right side was paralyzed I spent several months in rehab, I had several experiences where I found out that there was more than one guide and I was encouraged to begin searching for the woman who would help me. I asked how could I find this person. The answer was that I would know her by what she was doing, no other clues than this. It was up to me to look. Having some time on my hands and getting a computer, I was able to get on line and start the search. I had glanced at the Cassiopaean material in 2006 but seeing it was tied in with The Signes Of The Times, I related this material to the Jehovas Witnesses. Now having studied with these people in 1981 and having determined that their way was an exercise in brain washing, I brushed it aside. I was on a website called Above Top Secret from 2006 to 2009, even having interactions with Laura. One of these was about parasitic infections and the need for humanity to recognize this condition and deal with it. I had already begun detoxification by 2007, encouraged by a self proclaimed 1014 year old man who sat beside me in a diner where I was having lunch. Come to think about it is that I never saw him actually eat anything.
It wasn't until 2009 that I decided to seriously investigate the Cassiopaean material as I had exhausted everything else and come up with nothing. Well, I was awestruck by what I was reading because it was so much like my conversations with my guides over the years that I was surely where I needed to be. I joined the forum, after reading the Wave on line, in 2010.
I was also aware of a mission, yet to complete. Whenever I would ask about it my guides would say that I was not to find out till the task was at hand. If I had any ideas about what the job was about, I would not succeed. The anticipation would cause it to fail. In fact it was only a couple of days before that I had begun to get an idea of what it was. By then my big I had taken command, reacting instinctively as the game of cat and mouse had begun. The only thing is that I was the mouse, it seemed.
I wrote a poem about it, as this took six or seven hours to write, I must ask for your patience.
The next day I was still experimenting with the new confidence, working on a house renovation where we were putting a second story on top. The upper walls were up and we were getting ready to put the rafters in place. It was a beautiful sunny day, however early in the afternoon it began to look like a storm was brewing. The boss decided to cover the construction with a tarp we had, for that purpose. I was up on top of the tarp, spreading it out over the project. I was almost finished when I heard an audible voice urging me to get down. I didn't know what to think, but I was almost finished at that point so I continued to work, stretching out the tarp . The voice came with more urgency, "get down dangerous". I thought ok, but I just need to do one more thing. It was at that moment, that a huge gust of wind blew up taking me with the tarp to the ground, a concrete patio, from two stories up. Luckily I only broke both feet. There were 14 other related accidents in the construction industry in the area that afternoon. After, as I drove myself to the Hospital thinking I got off lucky, I was hit with an excruciating amount of pain. Also it began to rain. I remember the rain looking like sheets coming down. Quite a storm the locals said.
After a couple of years, realizing that something significant had taken place and working with this communication, I was once again able to walk though in a restricted manner. My right heel was fractured and the arch in my left foot was completely crushed. In 1983 I had a conversation with what I had come to know as my guide. I was made aware of a woman who was going to help me. I remember quite well the joy being expressed about this work that she was to begin, but that I would have to wait for now. I was about to become a father and being a cripple with a family to support, there were other matters more pressing to attend to.
I eventually fell asleep, lost in life. But the one thing that remained was the connection I had with this guide. I have worked with this connection every since. It would be a great source of encouragement for me during the trying times that I was going through on a seemingly endless conveyor belt of life.
By 2005 I was on a runaway, divorced, drinking every day and at the end of my rope. This is when I suffered a stroke. During the recovery in the hospital, as my right side was paralyzed I spent several months in rehab, I had several experiences where I found out that there was more than one guide and I was encouraged to begin searching for the woman who would help me. I asked how could I find this person. The answer was that I would know her by what she was doing, no other clues than this. It was up to me to look. Having some time on my hands and getting a computer, I was able to get on line and start the search. I had glanced at the Cassiopaean material in 2006 but seeing it was tied in with The Signes Of The Times, I related this material to the Jehovas Witnesses. Now having studied with these people in 1981 and having determined that their way was an exercise in brain washing, I brushed it aside. I was on a website called Above Top Secret from 2006 to 2009, even having interactions with Laura. One of these was about parasitic infections and the need for humanity to recognize this condition and deal with it. I had already begun detoxification by 2007, encouraged by a self proclaimed 1014 year old man who sat beside me in a diner where I was having lunch. Come to think about it is that I never saw him actually eat anything.
It wasn't until 2009 that I decided to seriously investigate the Cassiopaean material as I had exhausted everything else and come up with nothing. Well, I was awestruck by what I was reading because it was so much like my conversations with my guides over the years that I was surely where I needed to be. I joined the forum, after reading the Wave on line, in 2010.
I was also aware of a mission, yet to complete. Whenever I would ask about it my guides would say that I was not to find out till the task was at hand. If I had any ideas about what the job was about, I would not succeed. The anticipation would cause it to fail. In fact it was only a couple of days before that I had begun to get an idea of what it was. By then my big I had taken command, reacting instinctively as the game of cat and mouse had begun. The only thing is that I was the mouse, it seemed.
I wrote a poem about it, as this took six or seven hours to write, I must ask for your patience.
