Alejo, you are a thoughtful person. But honestly, I have been monitored by the government and harassed daily, in the past....When the neo cons were in power. I had a multi national forum. I dug up everything on politicians and foreign policy, the banks...you name it. I was friends with and alternative journalists and had articles published (overseas too) that got me in hot water. You could google just my 1st name and I'd come up 7th. I had black helicopters everyday, multiple times per day fly over my house...once they circled low over my little boy and I, while out walking...if the windshields weren't blacked out I could have seen their faces. Dead small pets too...we didn't have a dog then.Sometimes we look for "proof" that validates our jadedness (very different)... and if you look hard enough at ANYONE, you will eventually find something wrong with EVERYONE. Which is a great way to remain "safe", I say this respectfully, but it may be something to meditate upon, as it could go beyond this topic.
The man that attacked me, held me hostage, beat me, and poured boiling water on my naked body was nephew of a mobster...a name you can still google....he was involved in runs to Cuba during the Cold War.
So understand, I know how dangerous the world is...I might not seen so bright to some but I was damaged, son.