Barber's wide-eyed description of being 'love-bombed', followed by his 'radiation sickness', are consistent with UFO encounters/abductions. Joe pointed out to me that those effects can also be induced by human tech, although for that to be the case you have to suppose an elaborate ruse to cause 'paranormal effects' in him so that his story makes for a more credible 'fake alien encounter'. I almost don't care about his mission that day, or whatever the 'egg' was. His description of the unusual change in his mental state during it is the interesting part. I wonder if this is what they're gearing up to 'breathe into' the population when the time is right: 'love-bombing' them into surrendering (what's left of) their will and undergoing the final stage(s) of 'mind-amalgamation'.
Yeah, when I listened to it, it sounds a lot like people's descriptions of smoking DMT or other psychedelic plant-medicine ceremonies - the mix of beauty/sadness of witnessing something holy, the feeling of specialness, etc. I can imagine that a guy like Barber with significant military programming, which often is designed to kill emotion in service of duty, could be really profoundly affected by such a 'spiritual' experience. Then there's the cognitive dissonance of this 'wonderful' experience paired with his skin falling off soon afterwards, heart problems, etc. It sounds like he may be slowly dying. The whole thing reminds me of a quote from one of Laura's books, I think CatHoM, citing Ernest Gellner's Anthropology and Politics:
The way in which you restrain people from doing a wide variety of things, not compatible with the social order of which they are members, is that you subject them to ritual. The process is simple: you make them dance around a totem pole until they are wild with excitement and become jellies in the hysteria of the collective frenzy; you enhance their emotional state by any device, by all the locally available audio-visual aids, drugs, dance, music and so on; and once they are really high, you stamp upon their minds the type of concept or notion to which they subsequently become enslaved. Next morning, the savage wakes up with a bad hangover and a deeply internalized concept. The idea that the central feature of religion is ritual, and the central role of ritual is the endowment of individuals with compulsive concepts which simultaneously define their social and natural world and restrain and control their perception and comportment, in mutually reinforcing ways. These deeply internalized notions henceforth oblige them to act within the range of prescribed limits. Each concept has a normative binding content, as well as a kind of organizational descriptive content. The conceptual system maps out the social order and required conduct, and inhibits inclinations to thought or conduct that would transgress its limits.