After reading your posts about the unusual difficulties experienced since March, I felt compelled to share my challenges, reasoning that by sharing our stories we may be encouraged to be more resistant towards and aware of our difficult surroundings, and how we manage our personal psychology. Not one to air private laundry so as not to depress others or incourage my short comings, I however feel that sharing our concerns in the right context can be helpful for everyone concerned. So hear it goes. By the end of March I had feelings of foreboding present it self, I am normally quite confident by nature, so this feelings presented as a warning that perhaps not all was well around me and that I had to be cautious of unexpected problems, so in a sense I was forewarned. Approximately a week or so later I had the impression of an 'outside interference' out of the corner of my eye, while relaxing on the sofa, a remote viewer, if you will. As I looked in that direction, I was given the impression that it withdrew it self when spotted. Now what I'm saying is subjective and effemeral, impressions created by our complex mind. Non the less, I have the experience to know that there is more to be said on this subject. So I was forewarned a second time, and then within a few days to my surprise I was unable to sleep, and began to have difficulty breathing which has been ongoing for weeks after, and tragically there was a sever injury in the family, I strangely lost my main employment , and fractured a toe a week ago, just to add insult to injury. And if that was not enough, I had to experience paralysis in my sleep while having the impression of strobing lights in the room, as I was resisting the said paralysis instigated from what ever hellish realms I immediately recovered after becoming cognizant of what was transpiring. I managed this situations with a quite defiant resolve, and have since shaken the anxiety and shortness of breath simply with mindfulness, and affirming that I could only become better and stronger from each experience and contentment was my base line regardless of my surroundings. Happily the family member is recovering, and the one job left opened up with better prospects. My many past experiences have taught me to remain as serine as possible and trust that all will resolve itself, but fear would curtail expedient resolutions and Infact draw more disparity. I had learned this through the school of hard knocks and many attacks. And have since realized that pressure may cristalize strength and integrity. And one other thing, keep a sense of humour. To finish, what we collectively have been experiencing was no doubt positive change in our make up as revealed through astrology, but also predatorial energies taking advantage of this broad shifts of energy. Stay on course, all the best.
