Hi Pat you and your son will be in my thoughts and prayers


, I remember over the years encountering family members , close friends who were in self harming behaviours etc , most of them were not or hadn’t gotten to a place where they were desperate or ready to help themselves so my attempt to try and help/assist fell by the wayside- it’s a tough and painful call not being able assist someone who is destroying themselves through ignorance and harm… I remember a mentor of mine sharing with me on this area, as I had asked him what can I do to help themselves? He said “ best way to help is to help yourself by doing your spiritual practice , detaching with love and prayers , once we are no longer trying to control the other person we are out of the way and give them the space to do whatever they’re going to do , that’s how you can support and heal them and when they reach rock bottom we can then offer them supportive feedback/ guidance that probably won’t fall on deaf ears!”
Certainly in my own journey I didn’t get into rehab/recovery /complete abstinence from mood altering substances etc until I really deep down had reached desperation / rock bottom circumstances that was when I was 26 years old, I’ve been clean 37 years one day at a time

the last few years of my active addiction was lonely homeless and desperate part of that process was catylised by family joining self help groups where they learnt to detach and get on with their own lives rather than getting totally preoccupied on another’s behaviours thus putting their life development on hold ., I m convinced that them letting go of me in that way enabled me to reach rock bottom much quicker.when I was truly ready and asked for help they were there for me and supported me activel in that process