How are you feeling?

Being aware of the reality surrounding your son is beneficial in itself. So courage in your awareness is already a prayer, but you can't take his place.
Yes, I realise that the work he is doing on himself can't be understood and weighted on my part. I have no reference on how things should look, or be done. I assume that actions are the best way, but meditation could be his salvation... I am not assuming, I will just be a watcher and make sure he doesn't trespass my safety boundary overwise he will make his own choices . Thank you all of you for your click of support and your words.
 
Thank you very much for your advice @EmeraldR about letting him go his way.
It seems that's the lesson I have to learn.

Two days ago I had a drop of tension which made me faint and vomit. The come back was so very slow and hard!
I was told that stress, life, problems, everything was the consequence of this event happening. Hard lesson!
That's what made me want to open up today and write those two discussions.
Hello Pat, I am disheartened by your story, one I'm familiar with having struggled with the turmoil of my sibling for quite some time. In my case the situation has seen a light after much despair. Perhaps my suggestion may be of some help, it comes from my experience.
Do not allow yourself to become polarized by your situation, maintain equilibrium in your composure, know that fear will not only cloud the atmosphere but may also affect your son negatively, look for the positive in him and yourself to offset what is not pleasant, your strength will inspire. This may take time, patience despite the obstacle. Know also that sadness, frustration, and strong desires for resolution could cause set backs if our emotions get in the way, and if not attentive negative chanel's could attract manipulation from hidden realms. Be lovingly vigilant yet somewhat indifferent. I do realize that this situations are complex and stubborn, and that their are no quick answers, but I hope my narrow outlook could be one example on how to approach your situation. Your motherly concern will always be respected and appreciated, most of all by your dear son. but also your son will undoubtedly need to follow his chosen path, knowing that his experiences will teach him. I hope all will be good for you and your son, I wish you both well.
 
Thank you @ivanb. Don't be disheartened. It gives me the opportunity to learn, what else can i ask for.
Its hard, yes. But when i start asking myself questions, things become clearer. The vigilance has to be in every moment of the day... its hard.

I took a step backwards. You are right, distancing myself helps to center myself. Someone that i saw a few times even talked about the change on my face. She said I was more luminous, less constricted. It looks like the worries could be felt by others when I was entering a room and that I was intimidating people, with my attitude and tone of voice!!??
Incredible!! Well, I am learning every day. I will need to learn to control/hide my volcanic emotions.
Thank you again for your kind message. Take good care of yourself.
 
Good job, @Pat! It can take time, but you are taking steps towards finding a balance.
And, about free will and all, I would recommend that you listen to these regularly:


(I think @Renaissance is making one with Laura's voice, but I couldn't find it)

I hope that helps.
 
Good job, @Pat! It can take time, but you are taking steps towards finding a balance.
And, about free will and all, I would recommend that you listen to these regularly:


(I think @Renaissance is making one with Laura's voice, but I couldn't find it)

I hope that helps.
Thank you @Chu. I have been doing the amazing meditation from Laura early morning. I found it recently and also with the text on the calendar offered. Great meditation, the words really talk to me. Thank you.
 
Hi, Everyone!
I have this deep feeling of sadness in my chest. I live int he US and my family in Venezuela. All the situation with Venezuelans have me so shaken and sad. I am Venezuelan with a citizenship; but my Venezuelan friends who are responsible citizens working with work permits in the US are facing the possibility of deportation in the near future. In addition, as I was getting ready to pay for my flights to go and see my elderly mother in Caracas and my aunty, brothers, and cousins/friends, Trump issued yet another decree limiting trips for Venezuelans. It seems like a heavily racist approach. I should still be OK, but I am freaking out thinking that I might face problems coming back to the US where my job awaits. I am not sure why people here think that Trump is a "famous 4D STO candidate." His policies are racist and he is not tough against the Zionists. Any little faith I had in him, is gone.
 
OK, but I am freaking out thinking that I might face problems coming back to the US where my job awaits. I am not sure why people here think that Trump is a "famous 4D STO candidate." His policies are racist and he is not tough against the Zionists. Any little faith I had in him, is gone.
Even thought I understand the sentiment, and I’m sorry that your close friends might be affected by the situation, I don’t think Trump policies are “racist” as you are pointing out, that sounds like a statement coming out from the mass media, but they have a valid purpose, I’m not defending that immigration measures he is taking are perfect whatsoever, but in the position of the American people right now, you can understand where his is coming from.
To you as a Venezuelan you might feel that way on a personal level, but in the bigger picture some hard measures needed to be taken. You can follow the discussion we had in a similar way on this thread:

Trump's 'Liberation Day': US govt imposes tariffs to 'reset' global trade, 'MAGA', 'defeat' China - Will it work?

You can read it from that page till the last one.
 
I'm sorry to hear about your troubles, @Pluchi ! Fee free to start your own thread about it.

not sure why people here think that Trump is a "famous 4D STO candidate."

I don't think people here think that. It's more that they see more potential for good in Trump than there was with Biden and Harris, when looking at the global pictures. They still see a lot of bad stuff about Trumps as well. But everything still remains to be seen. Some measures may be good, but yes, there is always a price to pay. In this case, you as a foreigner are unfortunately treated as a nuisance, rather than as a law abiding immigrant. But that may change too. And the thing is, Trump didn't create the immigration crises, others did. So will it be fixed? No idea. Will it be fixed in the right way? Maybe. but usually, it is a difficult process.
 
I am Venezuelan with a citizenship;
Born in Venezuela naturalized in the US? do you hold a US passport? if so, you should be ok I think. From what I understand it's certain restrictions to people applying to enter the US now, not active legal residents and travelers and I do not think it will apply to your case if you hold a US passport.

I would research thoroughly and see what is actually going on and what the experience for travelers has been, so that you prepare accordingly for one, and two so that you do not get stressed if there's no need. Knowledge protects.
 
This is the situation explained from a Canadian perspective, that at this time is undergoing the senate and the legislative process. Maybe this may help and offer some insight.

 
Did anyone notice anything last weekend? I noticed on Saturday May 31st I had more energy than usual. Saturday is mostly a write off and a throwaway day of rest for me. But I had unusually more energy and was able to get a few more things done. I noticed I was hungrier in the evening as well.

I thought maybe it could have to do with the solar emissions that were occurring around then. But I think it was mostly on Sunday that that happened. I'm quite low energy these days, so even a small boost can seem significant.
 
Lately, I sometimes struggle to remember what I ate earlier in my day, I drop things, I broke 3 dishes/cups, and cherry on top of the cake this morning: I forgot my wallet in my grocery cart and left. I came back 30 min later to look for it, but it was gone, even though the cart was still there. And no one brought it back to the grocery store. I called twice during the day to check, and nope. This is the 2nd time I forget it somewhere, but the last time the store had it. This time, there was a lot of cash and many cards.... So frustrating! I don't care about the cash if it can help someone who is struggling, but having to redo all those freaking cards is.... :headbash:

I was so agitated about this that I wasn't sure I would be able to do the mediation. In the end, I don't remember anything Laura said; it seems I fell "asleep," but I woke up just before she started counting.
 
Born in Venezuela naturalized in the US? do you hold a US passport? if so, you should be ok I think. From what I understand it's certain restrictions to people applying to enter the US now, not active legal residents and travelers and I do not think it will apply to your case if you hold a US passport.

I would research thoroughly and see what is actually going on and what the experience for travelers has been, so that you prepare accordingly for one, and two so that you do not get stressed if there's no need. Knowledge protects.

I should still be OK, but I am freaking out thinking that I might face problems coming back to the US where my job awaits. I am not sure why people here think that Trump is a "famous 4D STO candidate." His policies are racist and he is not tough against the Zionists. Any little faith I had in him, is gone.

@Pluchi, I agree with Alejo, check it out first. You will get questioned at the border no matter what. It’s not racism it’s just hostility to any outsiders and the America number 1 attitude that everywhere in the world is completely inferior to the USA. I am naturalised to NewZealand and born in the Netherlands. I get a grilling every time I go to the USA because I am married to a US citizen, my husband has dual NZ-USA citizenship. One trip I was pulled aside and interviewed in the side room, another the officer at passport control kept trying to trap me with questioning asked me, “are you wanting to live here?”. He gave up probably with the look on my face when I replied “I live in New Zealand!”. Although that was pre Jacinda Ardern years, I see the good and the bad in all countries now. Last trip I had been ‘flagged’ for security and went through extra bag checks before I left New Zealand. I’m clearly on a list somewhere.
 
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